RUNAWAYYLOVE♥

2007-12-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

apparently some people here didn't see the teenyweeny RELINK thing. don't know why i can't enlarge it though, so annoying lawl. haha, hazel has
MOVED TO XANGA:D
big enough?(: should be haha!
relinkrelink; www.xanga.com/r_unawaylove♥
MERRYCHRISTMAS EVERYBODY♥

XINYUAN; miss you too!♥
ANON; you know what? i think you do too(:
AMANDAGOH; relink too! :D
VIOLET; haha whatever! you and your lip piercing tsk! what's with that "123" thing anyway LOL
JASMINEGOH; get lost la whatever! haha
EVA; i think i roughly remember! (: haha relink anyway(: keep in touch anyway haha.

♥ i'm a house of cards in a hurricane, a reckless ride in the pouring rain

2007-12-14T13:26:00.000+08:00

No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
We wont come back, the world its calling out
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
♥

RELINK♥
www.xanga.com/r_unawaylove(:

2007-12-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much

And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

♥

2007-12-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

i, am so bored. seriously.

Kristal is like walking around the room, giving me random stuff she can find. first she gave me some coins she found:D then, she found keychains blah. and then more coins :D before that she was throwing the stuff on my bed all over the place. and beforebefore that we were all walking to esso in the drizzle haha. and she was like "i'm gonna win ya Hazel!" LOL. okay now she opened the windows when the aircon is on. i just told her the aircon is on and she turned off the fan -.- tsk. she just took my last oreo waferstick): now i have to go get more sheesh. i got a freaking ulcer (yes Lauren, i spelt it correctly -.- ) next to my gum. and it seriously hurts. sheesh. i wanna get rid of it:(

Genting trip was fun, just that my mum complained alot. and i got like three new green tees<3 and i bought a new cap(: but i still want a new one heh. :D Kristal was damn cute throughout the entire trip. and so coincidental! Alger was on the same coach as me on the way there and back! haha. and on the way back, at the Singapore Customs, cause he was in front of me. then the Singapore Customs guy asked me if he was my dad! HAHAHA. oh Alger, Alger, since when did you become so old(: and for all the three nights i had to get up and off the tv, cause Jasmine fell asleep before i did. rawr.

went to aunt's house don't know when haha. swam and played computer. Brian finally figured out to play Audition and he was trying to play haha. and he still dare call me noob when he himself can't master it properly (neither can i though). we wanted to go play basketball at the courts, but my mum said no, cause it wasn't anyway near. sad. then for dinner we ate crab♥ my addiction haha. yes finally(: the last time i ate it was when Calvin (cousin, not Cheng) was going back to the States. the other crab that they ordered was so eggy, but it was bigger:D Nicholson's sucha pigggg. and we got some funny vids of him(: i left one of my fbts and my SC blue tee at their house:( i want 'em baaaaack. haha.

going to Vivo on friday with Kelly was fun. we camwhored, splashed water at each other (THANKS ALOT KELLY, i had no extra clothes, unlike YOU), arcade-ed (haven't arcade-ed in a veryvery long time), window shopped, shopped, and petshopped:D HAHA I PWN KELLY AT DAYTONA:D:D (she told me not to blog this but oh well). and yes you pwn me at the table hockey or whatever it's called, for the first round(: the second round, it was a TIE(: HEH. and the monster buggy game, haha so funny. Kelly was like shrieking and shrieking>:) wonders how she will be like at House of the Dead(: (BRIAN, if you ever read this, when are we going arcade again:D wanna go wanna go! House of the Dead, it's ON.)

i bought this new tee from fox. it's prettypretty. on tuesday i bought a shirt from Pull&Bear:\ HAZELLLL, SAVE MONEYY! cause i wore my Pull&Bear shirt to the Vivo trip, then my mum asked me where i got the shirt from. HEH. then i just gave some lame excuse "you got it from me longlong time ago, and i didn't wear it. just found it recently" but she didn't really believe. oh and the oh so adorable HAMSTERS<3 they are damnnnn cute. we bought four(: actually Kelly wanted to buy two, but i insisted that it would be so sad to break the four of them up, so i made her buy four, by forking out money for two of them. she called them Kezel, Hally, Hakel, Kehal. i told her not to call them Hakel or Kehal, but she went ahead anyway -.- all four of them are with her, cause my mum will totally kill me if i come back with hamsters. so Kelly, when i come over, i want to see them four! with your other hamham&your CHEWCHILLA:D:D and i'm still waiting for the photos, send me soooooon(:

then saturday, was my estate's Kampong Night. there was nothing much but eat. so i invited Sean over, cause i really damn bored, and he practically the only friend i know will bother to come down, who stays in the estate. i don't know Eleanor's number, and i know Aloysius won't come (duh.) the rest haha, just didn't really bother. at least have someone can already. Jasmine and her friend was kept on irritating me. sheesh. then when Sean went back, i just played with Jasmine and friends in the playground haha. this boy was like trying to push down the seesaw with his own weight against around five people on the other side. i swear the seesaw looked like it was about to break. poor lil' thing(:

yesterday Nicholas Low was like around Thomson area so he pulled me out (literally) of my house to go Esso -.- he was like "you're so short" thanks alot kid, thanks alot. then he was commenting that he hasn't seen me in ages, and that my voice sounded lower. yeah right, whatever. but the mean streak in me hasn't changed. :D cause there was one point in time he tried to strangle me and i just simply scratched him. HAHA LOSER:D and i really hate his memory. it's damn power, and he remembers the stupidest stuff. since primary one, like HELLO, who remembers stuff from primary one. we were like teeny tots walking around blurblur. not for him obviously. got a good mind to kick him when i see him around. my mum saw him, but i chased him away before i reached home. my mum asked me why i didn't invite him in. no thanks man, haha no thanks :D

tomorrow i'm supposed to go out with Lauren, but i haven't asked my mum yet :D she was in one of her freaking bad moods yesterday night. sheesh, damn annoyed. studystudystudy, that's all the hell she ever thinks of. i'm not the study sort(: i want to get out tomorrrrow. but i have to restrict myself from spending. Hazel, stop spending, seriously. since you want that Sony DSC-T2 so much, SAVE UP. stop spending. and Cedric, go die, you get to watch MCR concert and i don't. don't like you HAH.

Hazel wants to switch to Xanga.com, but seriously can't figure out how do you do the skins and stuff:\ someone help me. :D i'm taking up Xanga's space haha. i like Xanga's smileys, they are so adorable(: and my stupid MSN is not opening, i have to restart rawr

JASMINE; blahblahblah, who's the one who has dance for this entire week(: and last week.(:
EUNICEGOH; haha really? yaye then i'll see you around! :D
EMELINE; haha yup limegreen♥ prettypretty haha. loveya too!(:
JIAHAO; what puffy! tsk haha since when were you a girl? hah
CHLOE; haha no he isn't.(: Jesse, Max and Jason's hotter. HEH.
JIAHAO; haha i sense sarcasm! :D
KEVIN; haha okay, already loosened :D
AMANDAGOH; youyouyou, stop changing urls. tsk
RACHAEL; haha really? thanks alot for the compliment anyway(:
ETHEL; haha i think we will(: we're practically next door anyway.
JIAHAO; cooled down, loosened up, haha whatever.
VIOLET; haha can't tell who you're talking to :D but the second tag can tell haha.
PASSERBY; NJ's National Junior College(:
PASSBY; haha okaaaaaay.

♥ 'Cause I'm feeling lost when I'm in your arms

2007-11-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

fuck man, my mum's on a super bad pms mood. she thinks she can get a hold of me. yeah right in her dreams. she wants me to go on bloody intensive for the holidays. why can't she just get it. it's the HOLIDAYS for god's sake, not eoys period. whole day nagnagnag. she nag anymore i swear my ears are just gonna die off.

okay maybe they are for my own good, but seriously, can she just cut me some slack. i got into NJ, yeah okay, but that doesn't give her the excuse to make me go on intensive. if she keeps using NJ as an excuse, she's making me feel that i shouldn't have bloody got in, and stayed in SC. scream at me whole day long like nobody's business. and she keeps saying that if i don't do what she says, i can't go Genting. big deal, stay at home, and do whatever i want, whenever i want. hur, seriously big deal. she can threaten for all the hella she wants, i don't care lah. i'm damn annoyed lah. stupidddddddddddd :\ fuck i don't wanna care anymore.

to keep things on a lighter mood, JASON DOHRING♥

i think he somewhat looks like Shia LaBeouf, but Lauren strongly disagrees. haha. and Lauren Lam, i'm not a husband stealer:) hell i'm not a slut. you're obsessing over Patrick Dempsey anyway, like Chloe. haha. yaye Jason Jason♥ i've decided to watch TAAHM before i watch VM.(: then i can obsess all the hell i want over Jason. plus i found a website with VM pictures, a Jason fansite. there are alotalotalot of pictures of Jason:D WHEEE. Kelly says Dohring sounds like doughnut -.- at least it seems so lol. and Dohtah, Otah. hahah LOL. :D she's like hoping 98.7FM will pick her (or maybe me) for the Simple Plan private viewing thing. we both smsed. haha. i wanna watch Simple Plan! but freaking hell, it's next tuesday, when i'm overseas. so she says, sell the tickets at around $50-100 each. HAHAH. then we get the money. whooo.

HUICHEN; haha okay. when i finally do my template:)

♥ Every night you cry yourself to sleep, thinking why does this happen to me

2007-11-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

JASON DOHRINGGGGG♥♥♥
move aside Kristen Bell, Hazel's taking over:D

i swear he's like one of the hottest shits. next to Jesse McCartney and Max Thieriot:) no Violet, imma not gonna let you have Max so easily. Jason looks damn cute in Veronica Mars:D:D:D better than that Teddy Dunn. obsession obsession obsession. aye, but Jesse's the cutest of 'em all haha. sheesh Lauren went offline, can't obsess to her ): Laurennnnnnn where are you.

i loaded like 1 VM and FOUR Two and A Half Men episodes yesterday, and had to [x] it cause of TLL. and i have to go for replacement later. ahh i want to watch VM and look at Jason(: so cute haha. but his surname damn funny. i mean like, dohhh :D oh well Jason, i still love you. HAHAH. TAHM is damn retarded and funny. heh. i finished two seasons of that in two days. coolios.

JASMINEGOH; aye whatever, just get the hella out of here.
JIAYU; haha okay, when i'm unlazy to do my template.

♥ Cause love is something you can't shake

2007-11-19T10:31:00.000+08:00

imma here to blog:) lazy to blog all these times, but now that my Prison Break is still loading, i shall blog:D and tired of everytime come into my blog and see the Kelly post. haha aw no i'm not being mean.

Bad Society chalet was da bomb. (strive to get Aloha Loyang next year!)
Halloween night was tiring.
Kelly staying over was spastic.
Theodore's birthday was spastic as well.
sneaking out with Kelly and Kevin was scary.
going with Kailin to Suntec was funny. (someone fell into the Koi Pond xD )
Stardust with Lauren was retarded. (me want eat Pepper Lunch)
Amanda Chan's birthday was loud.
Nicholas Tan's house warming was tiring. (chasing Kristal up down up down)

and blah, lazy to blog. Prison Break load fasterrrrr ): i'm like stoning in front of the tv, while it plays America Music Awards. haha so funny, Joe Jonas fell while making their oh-so-dramatic appearance. he was like walkwalkwalkBOOM. :D retardd. i don't see Jesse anywhere ); where is he mannn. and Avril's dress sense was like... silver skirt and black shirt so don't go. and knee length skirt somemore. she looked better on yesterday's MTV Europe Music Awards. aye, now i don't feel like watching Prison Break but Boston Legal. tsk. and i wanna eat Pepper Lunch again. me and Lauren were like fighting over the corn bits. she STOLE some from me tsk. cause the corn was oh so lovely:D yaye.

i want to watch The Other Boleyn Girl. the book's damn nice:) i wonder how Lauren's book turn out though. we used our Borders voucher the day we went to watch Stardust. and she got some cute stick man picture on the front book. haha. if TOBG is NC16 or something, it'll be damn sad case luhh. rawr. haha.

i'm waiting for the damn show to load
waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and getting hungry,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and hungrier,
and still waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
and my stomach's grumbling,
and grumbling,
and grumbling,
and grumbling,
and my fingers hurt.
-.-

KELLY; aw you really cried? you lovelovelove me :D
EUNICEGOH; haha yeah, imma going njc ip:\ but who knows, might still see you on the bus:)
KELLY; haha and my mum found out about us talking at night. tsk
ALLEN; go stone somewhere and start emo luhh
AZRY; haha orhokay. same here.
GABRIELLE; haha yeah:)
YENHUA; you cockeye lah you:D my font is okay what heh
=); who the hell are you. that sounds damn bloody wrong -.-
KELLY; yeah man. haha stayover!
MELVYN; you ain't the real one ain't you? hur.
KATRINA; you spastic-er person. tsktsk. you love me more than i love you! yaye. let's go sicc again someday:) and belly piercing next year! :D
KELLY; and you should have stayed for one more night:) haha.
VIOLET; that thing damn bullshit luh. real person your head lah you.
THEODORE; haha no prob. the cake you bring over my house gimme luhh:D you spell wrongly lah you.
XIFAN; haha you love me more than i love you! :D heh
VIOLET; yeah man MAX THIERIOT:) he's oh so cute luh. haha lovelove
LAUREN; lazy to change haha. besides this layout damn green me like:D
ZESHAN; haha yes i know you're damn honoured eh?:)
LAITING; haha cause green is a NICE COLOUR:D yaye love green and miss you too!
JASMINEGOH; i'm awake now luh, you woke up later than me today aw.

♥ Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending, than have to forget you for one whole minute

2007-10-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

KELLY GOH YAN YI.
THIS POST IS OUT TO YOU :D

my silly little spastic retarded bully! :D haha i lovelovelove you my childhood buddy. i remember when we were young, i always went to your house to play with barbie dolls and polly pocket :D and mess up your entire room til your mum came in and scold us. and we would gang up and bully your bro once in awhile. haha. and then i'll be playing with your hamsters.

you are such a retarded person. haha that's why retards have fun together! which is one reason why i love you so much :D haha i still remember somewhere this year we went to occ together. and we were playing maple and gorging on chips :D haha omg that was damn spastic. and we were telling each other the most spastic things! haha.

and now here you are, calling me BHB alotalotalot of times ): haha LOL. and we both lovelove longans! remember our date, to go shopping. and act like super posh bitches, pretending that we own the whole world:D then the shop people will have to help us cause we're oh so posh xD haha. omg if they actually believe us it will be damn funny.

haha kelly goh! i known you since we were babies kicking around, and we still are good friends! yaye LOVE YOU. one day, we shall go to each other's house, and relive old memories. especially at your house, where i used to stay ): haha. then i'll be making fun of your chewchilla! :D haha.

our perception that it will chew your entire house, and then you will bring it over, and that it'll chew mine! then we'll go set it free in your bro's room :D haha. then chewchewchew. haha zongyang, if you see this, haha don't come after me!

OKAY SEE I SO NICE, I DEDICATED ONE POST JUST FOR YOU♥ you owe me something. haha kidding! (: love you my fellow kezel hally longan spazzy! good luck to you and *AHEM*

LINGLI; DADDY:D ILOVEYOU TOO! we shall still obsess over the childcare kids together yeah? lovelove you!(:
LAUREN; EH WHAT PIG LOR. haha loveyou my food, book and ss buddy!:D
NATALIE; haha loveyou! what silly hamster):
SIEWJIA; haha yeah okay i will!:D
ALLEN; haha yeah okay i know! and i will.
JEDIDAH; haha ILOVEYOU too! my bsb partnerrr:) btw, i got your present with me. haha :D pass it to you on tuesday!
CHLOE; haha i still got the sunflowerr!(: but i think it's wilting): eh what who too. idiot man you chloe. haha.
KELLY; haha yeah man. silly longans are the hooliest:D yaye loveyou!

♥ Fall back into my life

2007-10-27T13:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZESHAN AND SOPHIE :D

MY LOVELY 2GRACE-ERS♥ iloveyou!

thankyou guys so much for everything!♥

THANKYOU VALENTINA YONG♥

my super unglam shot :D

AMELIA; haha dogs can sneeze meh! iloveyou too!♥ we'll still meet up and everything(:
XIFAN; ILOVEYOU TOO!♥

♥ Can't let you go, you're everything to me

2007-10-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

the busy week's finally over :D and i so need my sleeeeeeeep.

201007SATURDAY;
business @school programme held @xinmin sec. the presentations were damn cool lor. it's like so cheem, and they are really very clear. the food was superduper yummy:D xifan was there with me. xinmin was also having open house on that day. didn't see nickho or nelson anywhere. didn't bother to sms them either cause my free sms was running low.

xinmin looks like sc now -.- as in like, all the stuff. the coffee shop tables, the cca banners, cafe tables, swings and stuff. then i saw this ncc guy turning the rifle, make me so envious! i want to turn the rifle too! ): he makes it seem so bloody easy :\ and here we are, dropping rifles. haha.

after business @school, i waited for olivia loo @school lobby for like more than half an hour, til i was the only one left in school -.- we went to my house to run. we took the trail along tree top walk and ran to macritchie. the trail was superduper bumpy and hilly. so tiring :\ the total walk/run there was about 11km. and we took the main road back which was about 2.5km. total time taken, 1hour and 50mins. which is good, i guess. haha

@macritchie, olivia loo got chased by a monkey:D haha she was taking video of a monkey and the other went to chase her. haha so funny! and i didn't know we could kayak at macritchie:\ haha. i wanna go there and kayak! (: and i didn't know monkeys could swim. the last time i saw one in the water, it nearly drowned -.-

211007SUNDAY;
great eastern run! sc had its own tentage:D coolios. it was yellow and green, duh:D and everyone had to put on yellow and green ribbons on our hairrrr xD then the fastest for 10km was some kenya runner. 33mins. zomg lahzxzx. so bloody fast okay! it's like i die also won't achieve that speed :\ haha.

then my timing for 5km was 37mins 21secs i think. ran together with shanice and olivia, then we somehow lost olivia. then @the 4km point, jillian joined us. haha :D after the run, went home to bathe and change. met olivia at j8 to go eat lunch:D ate alot @ge there also cause they had tons of free food. and i did a good deed! i gave a little girl my balloon:D see i'm so nice. LOL.

221007MONDAY;
anger management course! i managed to persuade huiying to come school! so that i won't be alone for anger:D cause i know kat and aleena both confirm pon school, and i didn't want to be loner(: in exchange for her coming to school, i owed her a pack of ruffles. :D

in the end, valmok, alyssa, khoonting, ashley and thisbe were in anger too! haha. me and huiying grouped with alyssa and michelle! haha we were damn spastic and laughing alot :D
"Bananas In Pyjamas!"
"Strawberry! Apple!"
"MRTs are bad influence! They say so many bad words" :O
"YEAH, they go 'Doors Closing, toot toot toot' "

well, if you don't find some of them funny, you actually have to be there to laugh along. alyssa is Emo Fringe 1, i'm Emo Fringe 2, michelle is Happy Fringe 1 and huiying's Happy Fringe 2 :D we have the cool fringes(: yaye us!

then we watched Anger Management as well. and the instructor stopped it halfway to make us walk around the school track with our bags -.- LOL. everything finished at 5plus, which was superduper late.

231007TUESDAY;
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ZHANG XIFAN, ZHANG XIMIAN, KHOO KAILIN AND VANESSE! :D
you guys are officially fourteeeeennnnnn! (eh ximian, i got wish you too on my blog!)

total defence lecture! omg so scary lorzxzx:\ i was like, so nervous, and my speech was damn screwed. i kept pronouncing words wrongly. haha LOLLLL. but it was kind of fun. HAHA I DON'T KNOW :D

orienteering prac was doing mapwork. haha first time i got so high okay! 1 wrong only okay! haha hazel has improved! :D

241007WEDNESDAY;
orienteering! :\ we left school early and reached hq like at 12plus. lauren was reserve so she went to the theatre with 5 apples and 5 kaya sandwiches :D from all of us. haha and i heard she was trying to juggle 'em. LOL.

we finished 5 checkpoints in 46mins and 5secs :D and we got fourthhhh ): missed by abit! so sad manzxzx. last year top 5 got medal, this year only top 3. wahpiang, if not we got medal already lor! ): sad man. then it's like my tuition friends from ncc one all got medal! so annoying. we were all split into 6 teams. every team got 1st, 2nd, 3rd. and we were fourthh for ours. but it's good lah i guess. rg got 1st and 2nd ): cause they had three teams, so it kinds of increase their chance of winning. if they had one team we would have gotten the oh so lovely medal. haha.

went to j8 yoshi to eat with lauren, qiying and violet. when we all left, kai just reached -.- who ask you so slow! haha. reached home about 8plus. and was still superduper hungry. LOL.

251007THURSDAY;
imt! haha omg my imt was shit lor. i got 1/20 for the stupid snapshot and the other one. out of the two canadian bull rounds, i passed one round:\ chloe and valmok passed the upon 20 one. pro man. me, joanna and kim got 1. haha hi5 joanna! :D kim newbie, so it's okay! (: my assistant was some dumb partA, and he couldn't help. sir ended up lecturing him. haha.

snapshot was so scary:\ and the targets looked like ANTS. i had to squintsquintsquint. and i didn't dare to put down my rifle cause i was scared that i might IA ): so heavy and i got backache after that from proning. guess i'm just lousy ):

261007FRIDAY;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANSY LEE YOU STUPID NICKNAME GIVER. :D

LAST DAY IN SC ): i'm gonna miss everyone tons! 2grace'07 is totally the love♥ thank you to valen, xifan, amanda and kat for the food, valen for the card and xifan for the cd(: ILOVEYOUGUYS♥ i'm gonna miss everyone so much

the fun times we had, the spastic times we shared, the sad times we cried together, and the angry times we cursed at. and scncc!♥ omg i'm gonna miss everyone so much. thankyou to valen, xifan, kat, estherlyn, jedidah, zhao and jasmine for putting up that surprise thing for me!(: i was wondering why you guys were rushing me so much lol! haha:D xifan cry and sing very funny:D haha. everyone cried): i promise promise i'll come back. don't worry kai, we love you too!♥ i'll come back with kai next year to visit okay?(:

all the songs we played, When You're Gone, Say Goodbye, Apologize and others. good luck to everyone with your studies next year man:D i'm gonna miss 2gr being together, getting oh so many demerits:D HAHA. we got like 99demerits in total for the first term, which was coolios. hee&cheong didn't check for us our total demerits today!): i bet it's like 200 or 300 over! haha. and my dear partner aleena! haha you early release! oh well, it's been fun being seating partners with you for one entire year. :D to think i was kind of scared to be seating beside you. but after that i found out, you were just some really spastic person :D HAHA. i still remember your popiah incident okay!

and during the deepavali performance, i got sabo-ed on stage! but i pulled kat, valen, xifan and jed along with me :D and stupid valen, xifan and jed hid behind the curtains tsk! how could you! sabo me and then go hide there! tsktsk.

THANKYOU BALA, CHLOE AND XINYUAN FOR THAT LOVELY SUNFLOWER♥

after school, went with kai and kat to cine for awhile. kat went to pierce on top, and we took neos! then after that went home(: kai at first wanted to come over, but she decided to go collect her specs instead. haha LOLLLL.

ILOVEYOU 2GRACE♥ AND SCNCC♥ (:
(in alphbetical order starting with badsociety&then 2grace, and ic order for scncc) ;
Aleena, Amanda, Amelia, Charlotte, Estherlyn, Gladys, Jasmine, Jedidah, Katrina, Lingli, Stephanie, Valentina, Xifan,
Abigail, Danielle, Gloria, Huiying, Jacklyn, Lyn, Violet,
Siewjia, Valerie, Kimberley, Carolyn, Adelia, Lauren, Qiying, Chloe, Joanna, Natalie and Xinyuan.
ILOVEYOUALL♥ your smiles are always there to get me through the day, and make everything okay again

THEODORE; well you're un-grounded now right? haha
KAILIN; yesyes! let's go sentosa again! :D haha yes you owe me money!
OLIVIA; haha dumby! here's the tagboard yo:)
VIOLET; haha yeah(: we shall try and get medal next year!(:
JEWEL; HAHA YEAH GREEEEEEEEN(:
NATALIE; yes i will! (: i will definitely come back:D
ALLEN; hello! blee your head lah you!

♥ There's never a good time to say goodbye.

2007-10-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

today had ncc! it's like my last time being ic :\ and i totally screwed. i forgot like a lot of commands. and i pronounce Part B as Part Blee. wth! haha. i'm gonna miss everybody man! :) but i'm still coming back for ncc stuff :D invite me to ac in sec four, like you guys promised! all the ncos became ssg today. haha coolios, we have 6 ssg:) platoon interaction was partly adelia and her sick jokes again.

i think, that the plot line for Midsummer's Night Dream is totally dumb. what this like here that like there, so confusing! haha. and the characters are real, uh. :D sec ones from the art of speech put up four plays. i didn't get ALL of them but oh well. haha LOL.

busy schedule ahead of me! :\
20 October, Saturday ; Business @School
21 October, Sunday ; Great Eastern 5km Run
22 October, Monday ; School Enrichment (until 4pm. zzz)
23 October, Tuesday ; Total Defence Lecture to Part As, Orienteering Practice
24 October, Wednesday ; Orienteering Competition
25 October, Thursday ; IMT

get to leave class early for Orienteering Comp. and IMT. let's wish scncc the best of luck and that we come in tops :D yaye! okay i'm superduper tired now. i shall attempt to finish up my td lecture slides tomorrow. i'm barely halfway through. :\ that is if, jasmine doesn't hog the laptop tomorrow when i come back home. rawr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASS. the twerp who forgot all about my birthday when i remembered his. tsktsk :D

THEODORE; haha sad case man you! go argue it out with her lor, maybe she'll think through? haha go to her, and state 5 reason Why-I-Should-Not-Be-Grounded-Anymore. haha when are you grounded til? [Oo]
ELIZABETHLIEN; haha yeah okay, when i'm unlazy to link people :D

♥ I'll be here when there's no one listening

2007-10-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

:D

haha saturday went to watch poc3 with katrina @sicc. that stupid girl thought i haven't watched it yet, when i already did. in the movie, it was damn bloody cold. and we sneaked in two chocolate muffins and a brownie :D then cause there was nobody sitting in front of us. then i had this urge to put my legs on the seat in front. katrina was like "yeah same here. aiyah you put then i put." stupid girl, relies on me to lead her along.

in the end halfway through the movie, i put my legs up. then katrina was laughing it me. -___- she's such a retard :D we were laughing throughout the movie, and surprisingly, katrina didn't sleep :O HAHAHA. i put up my hood and katrina was saying i looked very boy. haha whatever! i don't okay.(: haha then after the entire movie ended, my butt hurt like don't know what shit :\ then we went to see the kids' toilet.

OMG THE KID'S TOILETBOWL IS DAMN BLOODY SMALLLLLLLL :D it's was so freaking cute lah. the proportion was like, HAHA SO SMALL. :D no we're not paedophiles. even kristal's kindergarden the toilet bowls are like, BIGGER. and i still love the stone crabs in poc3 :D so adorable. haha.

tuesday had progressionist. then went with xifan to j8 as per normal and ate @yoshi. haha lauren, we still have a yoshi/pepper lunch trip to go for! then gerald tan and theodore met us there. haha. me and xifan was competing who could finish the food the slowest cause we had super loads of time. i told xifan that towards the end, confirm she would ask me to finish her drink for her. she was like "no no no lor!" yeah right, at the end, i had to finish it for her. zzz.

then my mum happened to be @j8 so had to go look for her. stupid guys wanted to sabo me. when i was walking out of the restaurant that my mum was in, they walked in. sheesh. then outside they were like "HAZEL" loud loud. wth go die man. then went to see kristal :D brought her to buy something to eat. then she took two yamyam, and said "one for this jiejie (xifan)". haha LOL. but like real i would buy it for xifan xD then siti had her stupid thinkings again. rawrr.

teo didn't kill me when he found out my results :D :D :D i'm like the lowest scorer for science in my entire tuition class :\ now just to hope ong doesn't ban me from eating (: left early for tll. met gerald @j8 taxi stand. haha sorry for spoiling your "date" man :D i was bloody drenched thanks to the rain, cause i left my umbrella @tuition. rawr so annoying.

yesterday we watched She's The Man during school :D it's like a parallel to twelfth night apparently. haha. the lit book the sec ones are doing next year i think. someone actually cried. like uh come on, it's not THAT touching, like *coughs*. abby's last day in school.

WE'LL MISS YOU ABBY D: HAVE A SAFE TRIP AND COME BACK AND VISIT US OKAY :D

then today got booked for nails. rawr. sixteen demerits. second detention :\ oh well. school's ending anyway! we're going to have our chalet afterall! if we book it that is. HAHA. cause there's space :D YAYE. watched Whale Rider. it was uhm, not as interesting as She's The Man, duh :D not fairrrr, 2se got to go to the ZOO ): i wanna go too! it's been long since i went there. someone go with me to the zoo yaye :D my partner is finally willing to come back to school (:

sushi trip today cancelled ): tomorrow got ncc! i think my stamina is like %&$%#& shit now. didn't get to go running today cause it bloody rained. freak man, i was planning on exploring the bungalow areas. oh well, saturday then! great eastern and orienteering coming soon :\ wish scncc good luck for orienteering :D YAYE US.

&&, HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYANNNNN :D

EUNICEGOH; haha okay. HELLO HOT NERD :O :D
JEDIDAH; haha still, it's technically ah, wrong to call her auntie :D haha the teacher was pointing you two out lor! where are you! disappear from school so long. someone wants to give you your birthday present :D
TANHUIYING; HELLO OPPA :D or should i say, opaa :D HAHA LOL. i'm not ego okay, i'm damn modest :D haha nah you love me more than i love you! :D YAYE.
JASMINEGOH; yeah okay whatever (:
VIOLET; cockroach your HEAD lah you. you and your new stuff ):
THEODORE; hello! (:
VIOLET; BIGGER THAN YOURS AT LEAST :D yours the typing that box so small i can't see what i'm typing. mine at least can lor. unless your eyes got problemmm :D

♥ Crashed and burned.

2007-10-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

here's a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to michelle teo :D who unfortunately, i can't find any photos of spastic her in my com. there's a few in my phone *coughs* but stupid usb cable cant connect :/ and thanks everyone who wished me a happy birthday :D

tuesday we got back two results, science and geog. my science totally sucks. after school, went with valen, xifan, zhao, jasmine, estherlyn, amelia and chelsea to kap. everybody quickly grabbed a seat, and valen got the holey seat :D mwahah. then amelia saw her 'best friend' and went with estherlyn to go wave at her :D it was damn funny lah!

after eating we went to the toilet. it's like suddenly got 8 sc girls crowd around in the toilet. then we were blocking peoples' way when we wasn't even in the toilet for a good reason. haha. estherlyn and amelia went to take photos with the "welcome to my party thing", and amelia is in love with ronald mcdonald :O

then we went to cold storage. valen was like leading us on a tour. HAHA. then looked for bubbles! managed to find two packets. the cold storage person was kind of unhelpful. first she said she would help us look, then when she couldn't find it, she tried to ignore us. like wth? just tell us that she can't find lorr. tsktsk.

zhao, jasmine, estherlyn and chelsea went over to amelia's house to watch csi. me, valen and xifan went to choa chu kang park to play with bubbles :D we were jumping around the place, and having so much fun :D it's like reliving childhood days, where we could have no cares. kind of because we wanted to get away from school and stuff. annoying results:/ then we went to buy more bubbles and sparklers as well! we went over to valen's house the playground there. there was this bunch of primary school kids.

we started to play with the bubbles and sparklers. then the primary school kids were like "yah, they secondary school somemore eh" obviously they were thinking that we were very childish. i think they no life lah :D then we played until 6+. valen walked us to the busstop. me and xifan took bus to the interchange. then i had to take mrt to novena. the mrt was damn bloody slow lah :/ i was falling asleep on the mrt. when reached tuition, i was superduper tired.

thenthen wednesday! more results. and they are like shit lor. after school, went to serene with chloe, bala and violet. we were like reliving last year ncc memories and talking about stuff. then after that, this stmargs girl told chloe and bala, when they were at the toilet that this guy behind us was like, taking photos of them. eww stalker despo. haha. then kailin came and we talked about more last year memories :D

when i reached home, went to playground with my sisters. there was this veryveryvery cute scene between these two kids. the boy, ethan, was like "SUMMER!" when summer came into the playground. he started running towards her. then summer was like "ETHAN!" and went running to him. and they stopped just in front of each other. zomg SO CUTE. damn adorable. it's like a classical romance(: everyone at the playground was laughing. i think the small kids are so cute. elliot is damn cute lah omg. he was like "look worm!" :D watching kids play really cheers me up, like alot alot.

then yesterday, thursday, got back lit result. lit was okay, compared to science and history, which totally sucks D: stoned in school, cause there was absolutely nothing to do. got early release cause wasn't feeling too well. didn't go kap with 2gr clique.

went home, used com, sleep abit, and stoned. then until 5 plus started to prepare for gerald tan's party. met xifan and ximian at coro at 5plusplus. then their friend came to walk us in. his house, is very very very very very far in :/ and his house is superduper "small" :) "smaller" than mine and xifan's. haha wth. then ximian was telling about this incident that her friend told her about gerald. we were laughing all the way in. afterwards, she blamed me for making her cheeks hurt ): EVIL.

when we entered the house, the guys started to attack with water bombs. we ran out of the house, til gerald's father scolded him :D mwahah. i ate super little, now come to think of it :X i was like starving at home in the night man. haha. then there was these three other girls, two fairfield, one mgs. his bunny... looks like a dog. seriously. HAHA. but bunnies are cute. reminds me of spazzy bunny xD

after that we went to play truth and dare. one guy got dared to kiss gerald, and he did :D haha everyone was laughing their heads off. didn't manage to catch a shot of it though. HAHA. it's like when he was about to kiss, then everyone took out their cameras. then after that, gerald got a dare. he had to pole dance with the light :D he, looked like a caterpillar -___- ximian got dared to write a love letter to joshua quek. well, kinda they write she sign. and she signed "ihatemushrooms" HAHAHAH.

after that we played ice and melt. after that, ximian and i compete who can jump higher, which obviously she could. rawr. demoralise me. ximian is EVILLLLLL. everyone walked out like 9+. dad was waiting for me @crown cause he didn't know how to get to coro, when they were like, next to each other, with some centre and shell between them. -___-

todaytoday! we did limbo in school. haha so fun. then zhao and valen were the "last ones standing" :D then they tried to limbo and the thing was damn bloody low! after that we played truth and dare. valen got the first dare; to kiss three people in class. we were all laughing our heads off. she kissed xifan, gloria and abby. HAHA. then the next dare was charlotte. she had to pole dance in front of the class for 30secs. but she kept laughing halfway. then it was amanda who got the next dare. she had to kind of, seduce nicole lee :D with 8 sexy poses. HAHAHA. we were all laughing our heads off. then we had to business @school talk. i was super tired so i was like, falling asleep :/

then during recess there was like the book fair. there is this book called Shylock's Daughter. so cool lah! it's like MOV, from Jessica's point of view. then after that during class, jedidah wanted to call laoshi. then she was like "LAOSHI LAOSHI AUNTIE! LAOSHI" haha we laughed like crazy lah. she actually called laoshi auntie. but it was accidental. HAHAH. we had a survey after that. then the teacher went to stand next to valen cause we were like kind of saying out our answers and stuff.

school over, went with xifan to serene. i saw the despo stalker that was supposedly taking photos of bala and chloe again. it's like so whatever man. we went back to school as there was supposed to be training for the greateastern run. and it started to rain, rawr. so xifan went to play netball with her teammates and i went to the library first. then i decided that the rain wasn't going to stop anytime soon so i went home while the rain was still not-so-heavy. :D when i got off the bus, it poured like don't know what lor. zzz.

yay katrina coming over tomorrow. first, to do prego. then after that, we're going to sicc to catch poc3. it's my second time but oh well! :D haha i wanna going swimminggg :/

EUNICEGOH; haha okay! hope to see you on 132 again :D
ESTHERLYN; okayokay. :)
SIEWJIA; green, is good for your eyes :D and green's a nice colour okay!
AMANDAGOH; okay no problemmmm.
KAILIN; eeyerr! redraw the design? do you still remember it? i thought you have it in your thumbdrive or something :D haha i want to make the shirtttt :) GREEN IS LOVELY
VIOLET; LONGANS NICER LOR :D
AMANDAGOH; haha aiyo, why you forever changing blog url one! it's okay man :D

♥ I'm so sorry but I love you

2007-10-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

I LOVELOVELOVELOVE MY BROWN HOODIE ♥♥♥

today katrina came over at like 11plus. but went to drop kristal off at kindergarden first :D she didnt want to go to school lorr. when we went to bring her to the class, they were playing Grease's Summer Nights :D then i was smsing violet at that time & i told her. she replied "haha see how educational school is" the kids are ADORABLE.

then after that went home. then we went to j8 with my mum. she drove us there, then we split. in the car, my mum was asking us what name should be changed for kristal's and jasmine's. cause some fortune thing said their names should be more water-based. then i was like, let's call jasmine aqua :D my mum was laughing, cause it was so agua-ish. haha wth! then at j8, i bought more earrings! spent like $14. we went to buy subway cookies and eat haagen daz. i want the minitoons black ring! and this nicenice black earring that matches the ring at x-craft. :D the ring and earring is both 7bucks each. I WANT. zomg i wanna go on a shopping spree! then @x-craft the lady was telling us about belly piercing. they do at fareast! for like 50+. quite cheap considered to the other one we asked.

after that we went to pick kristal together. she was like, practically sticking to kat lor. haha. then we went to thomson plaza cause kristal was pestering us to go there. haha. we went to there to walk around and mum ordered my cakeee. haha. thenthen, after that we went home for awhile before we went to pick jasmine. then on the car, kristal was telling kat "i want you now, i want you" kat was saying that it sounded very wrong. HAHAHAH. i think it was damn funny. then cause jasmine took super long to come out, so my mum drove me and kat to j8 mrt first.

we took mrt to orcharddd. :D then we went to taka, to get our HOODIES!♥ i want this super nice collar black shirt from fox. it's SUPERDUPER nice:D katrina wants it too! the front is plain, but the back is damn nice. then i bought a brown hoodie and kat bought a white one. I LOVE MINE:D but the guilt's coming. that i spent so much money:/ SIGH. but i lovelove it so much. katrina says i look more boyish with it. haha whatever. it's nice lor. then we walked to fareast to buy earrings again. haha. i spent so much today lah! i feel guiltyy ):

then after that kat made me walk with her to shaw there, when the busstop was opposite fareast. today was fun ^^ BUT i spent so much! ): guiltguiltguilt. i'll just enjoy for now. zomg i lovelove my hooooodie!♥ :D YAY.

next week i wanna go arcade! who wanna come with me :D but not thursday. thursday i'm going out with 2gr clique to kap (: YAY. and lauren! we still havent gone for pepperlunch! which we were supposed to go TODAY. but now i'm kinda glad we didnt, if not i couldnt have gotten my lovely brown hoodie! :D

LAUREN; AH WHATEVER LAUREN. I LOVE MY HOODIE :D

♥ How far we've come

2007-10-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

EOYS ARE OVER YAY:D

mwahah to all those people who are still mugging, TOUGH LUCK. dontcha wish you were in sc, that's why you can slack now:) hehe. but we endured through the same exams, it's just that we started earlier, like last thursday.

today after english exam, suddenly valen backed out of going to sicc with us ): so ended up with me and kat only! no we're not loners. went to wisma with kat, violet and kailin. we went to eat yoshi first cause there were like, no stalls opened. ate my usual teriyaki chicken. then went over the mos burger to buy corn soup. haha kat said that it was damn shiok. haha it's lovellaaayye. hazel got good taste! then mokkie came over to join us. :D

then we went to look for HOODIES! :D fox has a few super nice hoodies! wanna go there buy! pull&bear didnt have nice ones ): wisma the bits&pieces closed down. we were like "eh where is it?" yet couldnt find. rawr.

so we walked to fareast :D haha. we went to pierce ears! whoosh. violet and me got two more, kat and kailin got one more. so now i got five!♥ mokkie wanted to pierce, but her dad didnt allow. her mum allow though. haha. then mokkie said when they pierce, the sound very scary. HAHA. wth! i spent like 13bucks on earrings, 8bucks on the piercing.

after piercing&buying, me and kat went to sicc! we took bus to crown, then walked to serene to take taxi. if not take from orchard like how expensive. i owe katrina money for cabfare:/ haha. we went to the gym. we both ran for 30mins. i was like sweating like dontknow what already lor. until my earpiece was dropping out of my ear cause it was so wet. it was like at 20mins, "hazel! 10 more mins only, you can do it" cause the thing had timer. it would auto stop at 30. katrina told me she wanted to give up, but she said i made it looked so easy. HAHA WTH? i wanted to stop also lor, but i see her continue so i continued. hah.

after the gym, we went to change to swimsuits and go swim! haha there was like this two guys at the pool. then one of the guys was like white&nerdy haha that song! :D the other guy had nice bod, but ugly face and smokes. dont understand why people smoke, especially teens. it's like so, ew. haha i tried to dunk kat and she tried to dunk me. and we had those stupid kiddish stuff.

then after that we went to change cause we were super hungry and there was like half an hour til before kat's dad came. then we went over to buy food. i bought a brownie and hotdog thang. kat bought a eclair. haha. then we were at the poolside eating. my bag was damn bloody hot. then so freaky. gerald tan called me saying "are you at the poolside" then i was like huh! i knew he might be going sicc, but i didnt see him there, at least anywhere near the poolside. we were like, looking around and couldnt see anyone. kat was like "omg so freaky, where is he!"

then after when we were waiting for kat's dad, then we saw gerald walking from the squashcourts area. i was like "WTH?" then he stopped like very shocked like that -___- stupid guy. then kat's dad fetched me home :D

now the interest in piercings are like, temporarily gone. but then i think i'll want to pierce more in a few days. haha. wth. oh oh @yoshi, violet told us about this girl going to hospital cause of her belly piercing. haha but somehow, me and kat still wanna get. kat siao lor, she say next year JUNE, when we agreed december. see the 6months diff? haha.

kat's coming over tomorrow and then we go out :D yay! we're gonna check out j8 for hoodies and clothes. but i have no money): mokkie and olivia might join us. whooosh. haha. but kat's coming over like 8plus in the morning:/ wake me up of my beauty sleep!

♥ Cross your heart and hope to die

2007-10-03T16:48:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE UNOFFICIALLY OVER:D well, it's unofficially mainly because there is still english tomorrow, but who in the world studies for english! it's like an un-studyable subject. yes i know there's no such word, whatever! :D

we can start partying like mad people already sc sectwos!:D the exams are over, the worst is over. today was math! it was kinda screwed, considering that section B was easier as compared to section A, but oh well, it's OVER i'm not gonna think about it anymore, okay maybe until tuesday when we get back our results:/ hope i do well! if not i'm gonna get whacked ): sigh.

party like a rockstar

i thought math would be worst, so maybe it was kinda below what i expected. i expected it to be harder, trickier and tougher, and perhaps even a lot worst than our previous test, which was totally killer, until the fact that 10 people in our class actually got to pass. i know! that's like, KILLER PAPER:O

dont worry valeriemokkie! we love you and that's enough. you dont have to listen to whatever other people say. and those who follow would show that they aren't obviously your true friends. through this, perhaps you might know, who is actually there for you, for who you are, and not just a fallback for company:) dont worry! WE LOVE YOU♥

i'm like dang bloody bored now lor. today when i reached home, i realised my sis was at home, so all the more stuff would be boring. cause if i wanna do something, she'll come and disturb. then mokkie asked me to go out to orchard or something to go to arcade. then i was like, sure no problem. but then, my mum, in the way. rawr. she was like, "if you want to go out, go out tomorrow. exams haven't really ended yet. stay at home and look after your sisters" ah whatever. apparently parents got this idea that you can study for english, when there is absolutely, seriously, nothing to study at all! bullshit.

so i ended up, bored, and as usual, watching jap funny vids:D haha. it's damn retarded okay. watch this two;
SPA PRANK
TOILET PRANK
haha it's damn hilarious. i know it's kinda retarded, but it's funny. and they are like, destressing pills:D haha. so those in exams, watch it to destress!:D and go hyper. but make sure when you're stoning during the exams, dont think of it(: or else you'll be laughing like a retard.

lovelovelovelovelove this song♥ I Nine's Seven Days Of Lonely. it's really fantastic. thanks to jewel for sending me the song, which took hours for me to download and still couldnt process, and her, five freaking mins. rawr.

Ohh
I got a call today
At 3 AM
It's what you didn't say that told me I'd get hurt again.
So I hung up the phone
and I screamed out loud
I felt so alone, I should had said the things I'm thinking now

Ohh never thought it would be so hard to let you go

Tell me how I'm gonna make it you're the one I cant forget
It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends
When I try to face it when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in
God I wish u could hold me, through the seven days of lonely.
(The seven days of lonely, yeah)

Oh it's deafening
The bitter truth
I'm doing everything for the first time again without you
I pretend I'm ok
But it aches inside
There's got to be a way that's better then just getting by

Ohh never thought it be so hard to let you go

Tell me how I'm gonna make it you're the one I can't forget
It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends
When I try to face it when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in
God I wish you could hold me, through the seven days of lonely.

My heart is speeding up and slowing down to know I know it's over, it's over
And can you die of heartbreak to die for love lost young I pray to find it again, oh again

Got a call today
At 3 AM
It's what you didn't say that hurts again

Tell me how I'm gonna make it you're the one I cant forget
It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends
When I try to face it when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in
God I wish u could hold me
Through the seven days of lonely
Through the seven days of lonely
Through the seven days of lonely
Through the seven days of lonely
Ohhhhhh

DARRENLIM; ah shutup about shuaige! :/ hello, like he even knows. and besides, if you need me to remind you, i dont like him already. seriously.
VALERIE; haha fine, maybe i should change it. but i'm too lazy to go change. but it's a nice shade of green what! :D dontcha think so? loveyou!♥

♥ It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends

2007-10-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

zomg i screwed lit lah! i didnt know how to do the stupid unseen poetry. so annoying lar wth! is like, the poem was so, uhm, WEIRD? seriously! i was like EHHHH. you have no idea how annoying it is. and my hand was dang painful D: haha. okay maybe i'm complaining too much but then! :// yesterday history had to rush until my hand can dieee. then today lit write so much. i'm kinda surprised that my hand hasnt broke. okay whatever! xD spazzy.

todaytoday went for math tuition, which is opposite cathigh. cathigh guys are so roadblockers. no offence but yeah. at least have some courtesy to make way to someone passing through right? hehhh. thenthen math was like horrrrible. cause i didnt understand half of the things that ong was saying. and he said that if i didnt get like, A for my math test, he wont allow me to eat in class. WTH? i know that sounds like, so spastic and like, oh dont eat then dont eat larh matter, but you have no ideaaa ): you see everyone eating, like minyee who is forever tempting me, you will get hungry too! :/ bully!

HAHA OMG, WATCH THIS JAP GAME SHOW VIDS. damn spastic yet hilarious. i mean, it's jap! haha. their game shows are forever damn funny lor! :DD
STUPID RETARDED TETRIS:D
ROPE SWING! haha omg this is like, a must watch! :D andand!
HUMAN TETRIS

i showed them to lauren and she was like, laughing away damn crazily. haha stomachache stomachache. TOMORROW IS MATHHHHHH): gonna fail lah omg. and!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!♥
guess who's birthday's next on the platoon list :D hahah *hints*

LAUREN; i likeeee it okay! haha zomg the funny jap videos! ♥♥♥

♥ The way reality sets in

2007-10-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO:D

exams aint over, but the worst ones are! like totally yaye!:D history was killerrrrrr. my hand nearly died. my entire palm was like, sweatyy. andand, science totally suckeddd. it was damn hard okay! i crapped throughout the ENTIRE last section. i'm dead! ):

and then i died for geog also! :/ this sucks man. i got a feeling my results aint gonna be pretty, and no i dont have low self confidence! that's like, the last thing i would have okay! :D after all, hazel's a happy girl:D haha.

i think the mcq shade-the-circles thing the name is damn funneh. OMS. haha i was telling katrina that it sounded like Oh My Shit:D okay maybe i'm just being spastic, but really what! haha. dont you realise? if you didnt, you're just SLOWWW. hazel's a hyper fast buunnnehhh. spazzy bunny:D

omg i'm like freaking high. yay OXYGENNNNNNN. my sugarhigh drug! ahah. ohmans, i think i'm like, damn lame now okay. sheeesh.

and this is to the stupid cheesecake seller who apparently saw me at the busstop today, I'M NOT SUPER SOTONG OKAYYY. you're prolly sotong-er just that you dont want to admit it only! anyhow say me. RAWRRRRR.

oh kristal was super cute today. this convo happened between the both of us:D hahaha.
Kristal : where dolphin toy eyes!
Me : there your eyes *points to kristal's eyes*
Kristal : *touches her eyes* ohhh there
HAHAHA OMG LAH. i was laughing like crap. talking about laughing, me and valen was saying someone was so freaking hot and sexy today on the way to the busstop. and then we were like laughing like crazy people lor. then everyone at the busstop was like staring at us as though we were nutcases. haha wth! but it was damn bloody funny. she can even win universal awards i tell you! so sexy manzxzx:D haha if you're smart enough, you'll get the actual meaning behind all these! MWAHAH.

AND AND, I GOT THIS LOVELY BLOGSKIN RIGHT? haha it's GREEEEEEEN! ♥ whooshy! lovelove green okay. haha it's so prettah, okay fine, whatever. katrina! pierce ears on thursday!♥

XINYUAN; oh yessireeee, imma better now! no fever for geog test or headache. YAY:D
YONGHWEE; no lah! where got so early, suicide man if so early. it ends this coming thursday! as in FOURTH OCTOBERRRR okay? haha now you get it! :D

♥ You and I, we never had it easy.

2007-09-24T13:55:00.000+08:00

how lovely. 3 days before eoys i fall sick with a 397 degrees fever which luckily, is going down. at this rate, i think i'm gonna get a supreme headache for geog test. suckzxzx. and i'm having a very bad hair day to top that. zzz.

LAUREN; haha yup:D and pizza and prata and other food. oh man you always make me hungry.
MELVYN; okay. good luck to you too(:

♥ Go away and give me a chance to miss you

2007-09-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

hello i'm here to blog! i know i took a really long break and here's one post to explain why:D and the reasooooon;

EOYS ARE LIKE, NEXT THURSDAY D: *boos*
and i dont want to see those piercings every time i enter here. you somehow just get sick of 'em:)

yesyes. so hazel's not gonna be blogging until like, nextnext thursday:) or maybe wednesday. cause thursday's english so it's like party time already. who studies for english like seriously?! haha. maybe those super kanchiong people who totally suck at english or neeeeerrrrdddds:D eoys are so annoying. hazel has become a geek/nerd for the sake of good results for eoys. :/ but she doesnt study for english:D

HAZEL HAS BEEN CRAVING FOR CRAB AND HOPES SOMEONE CAN TREAT HER TO CHILLI CRAB OR BLACK PEPPER CRAB AFTER EOYS:D can someone prettty please be the kind soul and do so?(: or else my classmates will suffer from me craving for crab everyday.

VALERIE; MOKKIEEEEE:D haha butbut i want like four more piercings:D heh. and i want that belly piercing!:D haha the font's centurygothic yo:)
KAILIN; HAHA STILL SAY ME. i want to pierce my ear and my bellyyyyyyy
CHLOE; of course that song is funnnnkkkkaaayyyyeee:D
VALERIE; causecause that day friendster had problem! ): butbut now okay already:D
MELVYN; haha okay. if it is still on after eoys that is.
ESTHERLIN; haha it's okay lah! learn to accept them and they wont be gross with time to come:D HAHAHA.
CHLOE; YES THAT SONG IS SO NICE. i want their album when it comes out end of octoberrrr:D

♥ Cause all I ever want comes right down to you

2007-09-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

i'm like looking at pictures with piercings. just suddenly felt like searching for them:D haha.

give me the courage to do that man, it's damn bloody pain:/

either the girl can tahan pain, or her cartillage(sp?) is superduper thin.

anyway! orienteering on wednesday! me and violet same team. then, during the thing, we found out a lot of shortcuts, so maybe that's how we got to 5 check points:) we didnt cheat okaay. and we were running quite abit. and violet hurt her ankle:/ violet, chloe, qiying & me are going for the orienteering competition at end of october. that's when is great eastern also:/ zzz. we're gonna train hard! :D

went sentosa after that. with parents, jas, kris, siti, brian, violet and kailin:) haha. kailin went there after awhile. me and violet were trying to dunk brian in, but cannot. drank tons of super salty sea water:/ after that went to sit chairlift & luge. when we were getting off the chairlift, this weirdo helper sang Sean Kingston's "Beautiful Girls". we were like, uh okay. we as in, me, kai, violet and jas. so weeeeird. during the luge, brian called me, then i turn behind and crashed into the grass. rawr.

after that kai & violet left. we went to play in this water place. and camwhored:D will upload the pictures later, lazy now. besides, most are still stuck in the digi cam.

yesterday was dang boring. then late afternoon/evening time, me, jas and brian went to our house playground. took some spastic photos. then there was the stupid skateboard guy again. he was like, showing off. then ;
brian : you dare shout to that guy "show off"?
me : why not. i bet you dont dare.
brian : i dare! i shout for you to hear.
me : okay luh
*ten seconds of silence*
brian : aiyah dont so mean lah

-____- obviously he didnt dare. LOUSYY.
brian : i can skateboard better than him luh
me : you say ah
brian : yah
me : then you go borrow skateboard from him show me
brian : okay luh, you go ask
me : (shout) excu...
brian : (cuts in) dont want lah aiyah

brian's such a wimppp. haha lousy cousin. then after that went home, took more photos. we convinced brian to act twit. and it was damn funny. i have the photooo. he might have deleted it in his phone, but i have it. can use for blackmailing him next time he attempts to sabo me.

today was another boring day. i was searching for those kind of artistic photos on google. very littttle): oh well. and valerie mok has weird obsessions. they are; Birds, Tennis Balls and Blisters -___- what a weird girl:D and this funny phrase from lauren.

(*) FUNKY LAUREN nothing lasts forever; and it hurts that it may be the only way says:
make love not war because condoms are cheaper than guns

HAHA LAUREN, to think you'll come out with such a phrase. i knew you were kind of polluted already, but not this polluted.

DARRENLIM; seriously, what's with you and :/s
ZESHAN; hello! go pierce lah! haha. december holidays are comingg(:
AMANDAGOH; hello see you on sundaaayye.
LAITING; LAAAITINGGGGIEEEE:D
VALERIE; whatever! you and your weird obsessions:)
VIOLET; haha okayy. good then! thrash 'em:D

♥ I'll be there till the end of time

2007-09-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOO :D

yesterday another close shaaaaaaave:/ cause we were at vivo! and then, we were at the sea there. then the wind blowblowblow at my hair, and it all flewww away. then my ear was exposed:/ yes i know that sounds kinda wrong, but yeah. luckily they never see:D and our plans to go to sentosa were spoilt cause of the raaaain):

today brian came over. he got this superduper cute ringtone in his handphone! evil donald duck:D damn cute. but my handphone no space): zzz. and cause jasmine's two friends were over. he kept calling them helmet heads. and then after that he was like "how come aitong people all have like, same hairstyles?" zzz. when he only saw three of them. look who's talking.

then after that, we were at my garden. then he tried to stuff grass into my mouth. grah. stupid brian yeo, you die. then i stuffed some into his mouth, nose, shirt. then i took his slipper, and stuffed it down his shirt:D haha. he was supposed to be over for "tutoring". look what happened(: and i took spastic shots of him, which he deleted. grah. wanted to threaten him with those. but now i caaaant):

then science @progressionist. there was this stupid question that was damn draggggy. and we didnt know what it was talking about. something about using more water and the water bill staying the same. xifan answered "ghost, explanation: it's the 7th month now" :D and my answer was "the water company was having a discount on water prices". HEH. we were being awfully lame as you can see (:

then went for tll. stupid speeeech. i was like "uh, uh, uh, whaaaaaaaat" then cause i had absolutely no freaking idea on how to phrase all my points together, so i was stoning. then mrs lin asked everyone to stare at me, pressurize. no effect, cause they all seemed like they were about to burst out laughing anytime soon:D HEH.

BRIAN FINISHED MY MINT JELLYBEANS ):

you have no idea how much i want to kill him. and he put freaking gatsby on my hair. it's damn bloody oily. stinky. disgusting. sticky. overall, it's the shitzxzx:) it's not the cooool. wonder how guys use it on their hair. ew. imagine, the hair, so sticky, so disgusting. EWWWW. yes, hazel is opposed to gatsby:) and we were acting totally bimbotic like, oh my gawd, he's like, the totally new ugly, totally. and excuse jasmine goh, brian is so not my boyfriend -__- he's like, a cousin? tooooots. he's more of yours:D

oh and i changed my url, cause the other one sounded so emo. i made that url when i was feeeling EMOOOO. but now i'm a happy girl:D of course, hazel's a happy girl. Happy Hazel. okay lol, this is damn bloody lame. :D

VIOLET; hazel wants mooooore:) 4th oct we go get okay! set yeah?
MERISSA; HAHA YOU LAAAME. it's so obvious it's you.

♥ Paper bags and plastic hearts

2007-09-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

i got a freaking infection on my 1st earhole ): surprise surprise the 2nd one is okay -___- IT HURTS LIKE SHIT WTH. and when i touch my 2nd the 1st hurts. ):

two close shaves yesterday! my mum wanted to see my ears for some reason. like wth so nice timing for what. my left ear was facing her so i quickly turn and show right ear. thenthen, like 15mins later, she wanted me to try on this earrings. then she nearly wanted me to show her both sides. well, after all, it's a NEARLY :D

it's not easy if i have to keep these earhole secret all the way til i get into uni ): and i'm like getting more at the end of this year. zzz. and yenhua's shouts are ringing in my head. grah. it's like a "WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU" playing over and over in my head. and so is the powerpuff girls "Love Makes The World Go Round". reason being, mingyee was playing it during science tuition just now. zzz.

♥ I've got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby

2007-08-31T20:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

wednesday had school. thursday didnt go school. today went school(: today teachers day & aces day! haha guess what time i woke up on thursday! :D 1.40pm:DD first time my mum let me sleep until so late okay. so the time you guys ended school, i just woke up(;

first the day kicked off with aces day. our class won 2nd for aces:D WHEEEEEE. yaye everybody, good job. and we made mrs hee & cheong do with us. mrs hee was so cute;) then after that, us hiphop workshop girls had to do our performance. it was dang screwed lah. our timings all off eh! ): butbut a lot of people came to us and said it was nice:D despite the fact that we only had 10hours of proper rehearsing for this. after that, they were like "their so good, that they are gonna perform for the primary school" then we all turned back and were like "WHAT" loudly. cause we havent exited the performing area yet. so end up we had to go to the primary school division and perform. RAWR. we were sweating like shit. and me, xifan & kat had like two layers of clothes? EEYERR.

after that there was this freaking long break in between the aces and teachers day. those break time were damn wasted. if they went straight to teachers, we would have ended at like, uh, 11? perhaps. we were listening to radio in class & cause katrina she brought her straightening iron. then we were trying to straighten gloria's hair :D HAHA DAMN RETARDED. her hair is like, SUPERDUPER CUUUUUURLY ;D zomg lah.

teachers day was SUPERDUPER funny. we had the teachers belting out songs for us, and we were all laughing like shits. so sad mrs hee & cheong didnt perform. AW :) then after that we had moremoremore performances. BANANAS. damn cute lah wth! i wonder who were in those banana suits. :D then after that had this hiphop performance put together by sc and hci. then after came the super funny part.

principal : i just realised how good looking hwachong guys are
yenhua : WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU! (she shouted it)

HAHAHAHA OMG DAMN FUNNY & SO FREAKING TRUE. hwachong guys are like, so ugly :D duh. we were all laughing like crazy people lah. then we dared yenhua to say it one more time. but she didnt. then for one of the songs performed by the teachers was bsb's "I Want It That Way". me and my bsb partner jedidah started to do actions:D & we did actions for mariah carey's "Hero" haha damn retarded :DD

AND EVERYTHING ENDED AT LIKE, 1.45 OR AROUND THERE WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO END AT 12.50. YOU SEE THE BIG TIME DIFFERENCE?

then after that me, valen, kat & violet went to wisma. to pierce earhole:D didnt meet up with primary school friends cause they were gonna catch a movie at 3.15 at bishan. if like that then i had to rush, so end up nvm. then i pierced my left ear second earhole:D valen pierced her right side. kat pierced for her left 4th one. haha. violet had more than enough already luh:D OHYA, violet had braces on. and she was talking funny :D HAHA. we were like making fun of her on the taxi to wisma. and the taxi driver was so damn idiot lah wth. he pretended he didnt know where's wisma! i was like WTHHH. and kat's silent laugh is dang funny :D HAHA.

i want to pierce againnnn. set already, after exams, gonna get another two:D YAYE. but must keep from my mum if not she KILL me as in come after me with chopper or something. then valen was like "ah pain pain pain" when i felt superduper slight only. HEH. cause she had sensitive ear.

after that ate yoshi. MY CRAVING FOR CHICKEN TERIYAKI THE SAUCE :D i love love love the sauce! :D we ate already then valen went back. then we tried to search for a prettaye hoodie but dont haaaaaaaaaave ): I WANT A HOODIE ): i want like a lot of things, and hehe, my birthday's coming soooooooooooon.

:D

my favourite sentence of the day still (credits yenhua)
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU :D

♥ dance floor drug

2007-08-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO :)

hazel's very lazy to blog, but i shall blog! okay lol. whateverrrrr. i'm rather high now. i realised when i get high, it's normally on tuesday. rawr. HAHA RECURRING PATTERN:D okay lol fine whatever! :))

today was a dumb day in school! we started off the day with retarded talk! jedidah was saying what kind of husbands would be fit for us. amanda would be the rich kind of guy, who would buy her branded stuff. mine would be someone who could sing backstreet boys songs together with me and someone to laugh along with my lameness. then valen's one had to be super enthu! and sing valen's favourite song like "LET'S GO TO THE CANDYSHOP!", "I BOUGHT YOU A LOLLIPOP". haha when she said that, we were laughing like crazy. then we said jed's one would be someone who would eat with her her nuggets and must be able to cook:D

then amelia was so materialistic. AIYO:D haha. she said she would marry anyone with money. we gave her that look. -___- and she said, must of course have some feelings. she feels that feelings can be developed along the way during the relationship. aiyo amelia! how can you treat your husband like that :D HEHH. then we gave her like instances, where she had a super rich enemy. then she was like no way, must have at least some feelings. haha aiyo.

after that the lessons were okaaaay. then during lit, mrs(?) neo was like saying "hazel has finished her work so fast" haha AW. then after that jedidah commented "eh hazel! first time the teacher say something else instead of 'hazel, wake up' " BLEHHH. where got teachers say that alot can:)) then end up cause i finish fast, she make me & estherlin give out the worksheets. haha so much for slacking.

didnt go for honours day cause i had eye appointment:D LALALALA.

then met gladys at 630 at united square for dinner. but we both wasnt really hungry so we went to subway to get cookies, and ntuc for our drink. haha i saw the se's s500i. that time i saw online one was the ugly colour. then i saw the green & black one so prettttaye. but not THAT fantastic. but at least, it's black & green:D whooshywheeee. then we went popular to buy my science pad:) yes i finally bought. people around me dont have to be afraid that i'll used up yoooours. then after that cause my teacher and her teacher didnt come yet, she made me walk back and forth from my class to her class. EEYERR. she was gonna make me look like some idiot. HAHA MICHELLLLE, I SAW THE FAT TWIN:D

stupid michelle didnt come! we did 9/11. and sophie has thousand and one twins:D HAHA. and my smiley face is nicer than yours:) wheeeeeeeee. joanna kept calling me during class. and i had to waste my sms to tell her i was in tuition ): my sms BUUUUURST already ): AW. dad's so gonna kill me for my this month's bill again, most prolly.

thenthen, when mum came to fetch me & nicktan, he was saying that i walk very fast today. where gottt, it's my normal speed! LOL. is you walk slow lah:) HEH. then he couldnt pronounce "accessory shop" properly. then he influenced me into not pronouncing it properly. grah. girls aint totally for the accessories okaaay.

oh oh! i got TONS of new s&k clothings:D at least about 4 tops and 2 cargos:D WHEEEE. they had NO MORE army print pants ): WHYYY. they said out of stock. rawr): went on sunday to j8 to buy:) thenthen! there was this superduper freaky guy, nerd! he tucked his shirt like all the way in and he came bouncing towards me. seriously, bouncing. first he commented that i was very tall (so untrue), then he asked if was alone. then i told him to bugggg off. so ANNOYING.

i likelike Paula DeAnda's "Easy". it was played for practise during the hiphop workshop! and then i couldnt find that song, til i heard it on the radio. butbut, Paula DeAnda's not THAT pretty:) 913 keeps playing MIKA's "Love Today" it gets annoying after awhile. i like Boys Like Girls's "Dance Hall Drug" and and "Five Minutes to Midnight" too! :D WHEEEEEE. Akon's "Sorry, It Was Me" is nice tooooooooooooooo:D

my ear hurts ): cause i squeezed two earsticks into one earhole. grah. last time can fit 3 ): now two it hurts like what already ): AW. most prolly gonna pierce second on fridaaay:D valen was asking me if i'm serious about this, cause my mum is already so opposed to me having earholes. lol. i want belly piercing:D kat and i agreed that before she leaves for australia, we're gonna get one together:D WHEEEEEE. but i'm scared of the pain): & infection! laterlater, my mum killlll me if the infection gets serious. rawr!

LAUREN; those are shoooorts and not pants:)
JEDIDAH; HELLO OMMO! Let me show you the shape of my heaaaart:D HAHAHAHA. we make bsb sound so cool yo! ((:
SIEWJIA; WHAT YOUR FOOT! D:
ANDREW; haha okay lolllll
IRMA; cause when i'm online you're not online! youu ahh. haha okay will link you! (:

♥ Make your heart drop and come alive

2007-08-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOO:)

i fell on my stupid left knee yesterday. now not only does it have two ugly blueblacks, but it hurts like shit when i do hiphopD: BLEH. why did the stupid kitchen floor have to be wetD:

today me, kat, valen, xifan, abby, violet, lyn, gloria & amelia totally missed art:D cause we were talking to mrs hee. she told me about ip not being a totally good choice blah blah blah. i didnt want to go hello, it's my mumD: &my dad. grr. mrs hee's so cute and funny:D haha

thenthen hiphop after school! the last hiphop session. we finished the dance:D &&we're gonna perform it on aces day. my stupid knee hurt): &we're on our own for the next 6 days before performance! rawr. i'm still a lil' blur on the steps. we're gonna meet up during recess and practise:D we totally need it:) i need to buy cargo pants. okay, i didnt outgrow mine. but it's like, brooown, not green. and besides, i want that sammuel&kevin army print pants:D &i need a plain black tee. i'm so not gonna wear that racerback, with that freak hole in the middle. if it didnt have that freakishly idiotic-ly big hole, then i'll prolly wear it:) for hiphop, i kept sliding on the slippery floor. and i was blur also. rawr. so much for a proper practise. and, valen was called Valentino by the teacher:D HAHA. from now on, let's call her Valentino:D HAHA. then the teacher called me, xifan, valen & kat the four sisters -___- and nicole lee was the brother. HAHAHAHA. so now we're like going "hey bro" to nicole. damn funny lah. see her reaction. that stupid girl kept making me laugh during the session. zzz. and i banged my right kneeD: but not so pain luh luckily:D

today in class was another singing session. me, amelia, jedidah, amanda & zhao. mostly was me, amelia & jedidah. we were singing bsb(mostly), jojo, n'sync, the veronicas, marion raven, and others:D i want bsb's album more than ever now! there's another nice song. Happily Never After. it rocks:D andand, Helpless When She Smiles is nice too! whoosh. been listening to n'sync, backstreetboys & boys like girls on youtube the whole day since i started using the com.

i shall go study science now! :D aw, hazel's so guai. HAHA. i shall aim to study hard from now to eoys, since my results are like, shit. zzz. i finally passed a chinese test:D after so long. rawr.

I don't think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself you've left before
This time you will stay gone that's for sure

And he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car

She said no, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for awhile
No destination she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial

She was laughing about the way he shattered something else as
He dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car

She said no, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (so done)
I'm free, I'm free, (so free)
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah

She inhales a breath she never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more

Cause she says no happily never after
That just ain't for me
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
(I'm done, I'm done)
No happily never after, that just aint for me,
(I'm free, I'm free)
because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another tear drop fall
(I'm done, I'm done, I'm done, so done, I'm done, so done,
said I'm done, I'm done, I'm done)
(HAPPILY NEVER AFTER♥)

KATRINA; let's go looook for that comet&hope to make a wish that we'll get our belly piercings soon! :) IT LOOKED LIKE A COCKROACH LAH. i didnt see properly okay!
SIEWJIA; i'm not denying anything:)
YUJIE; zzz. what nonweird songs. the songs on my blog are never weird okay! it's just you

♥ I'll never let another tear drop fall

2007-08-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

health week has started! hiphiphoppyhoppy yo:D it's tiring & gets my body aching, but it's fun! in it with kat &amp;amp; valen & xifan & nicole lee & aleena & thisbe & ashley. nicole is damn retarded! she tried to shoo away this cockroach and it went something like:
"shoo shoo shoo!"
"wrong way wrong way, go UP!"
"dont come to me eeeeks!"
"stop going the wrong way!"
omg it was dang funny lah wth. i love the song we're gonna perform to. Hip Hop Police by Chamillionaire. but the lyrics and mv is superduper lame:D but the tune is wonderfuuuuuul. tomorrow's the last day we're gonna rehearse with the teacher! and then we're on our own until the performance on aces day! rawr.

i love backstreet boy's new song! INCONSOLABLE:D i so want their album when it comes out on 30th october! &&, nick carter's My Confession:D lovelllayyye. our class, well some of us, have been on a backstreet boys craaaaze. we're like singing so much of their songs & doing stupid actions! like with Drowning&Shape Of My Heart:D haha. kevin either temporarily left or permanently left bsb! noooD: they make beautiful tunes together as the five of them, seriously:D

for music we're doing musicaaals now. the songs we're doing are on Grease & Phantom of the Opera. the song Summer Nights is damn funny! butbut, the original song is like so zzz. our class does the bimboticness of the song better:D me & valen & jedidah were doing weirdo actions on all the songs:D mrs goh was like "i see we got some actions behind" HEHH.

okay i shall go sleep now:D superduper sleeeeeeeeepy. && oh! lauren, be prepared to feel honoured:D oh man, i'm high.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN LAM
my prata buddy that we just went for prata today with joanna! (: be honoured that i left valen for you to leave her be a loner:D HAHA.

&yaye i did well for lit:D something to be proud of for my ca2. everything on my results are like, zzz. passing just on the dot or something like that. oh well, shall try & stay away from the com & studystudystudy! though that's kinda, well, hard:)

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I don't want to be like this,
I just want to let you know,
Everything that I'm holding,
Is everything I can't let go, can't let go.

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't want to waste another day

I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
(THE LOVELAYYE SONG♥)

NATALIE; i will!
SIEWJIA; shut up. i'm so not fezelety teowy. zzz

♥ I'm wishing I could find the words to say

2007-08-19T14:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

HAZEL IS BORED & HUNGRY D: haha. my blog template & the url is so contrasting. oh well, lazy to change:) have horrid muscleaches. sucks manzxzx.

FRIDAY; 170807
HEALTH WEEK FOOD SALES:) our class made almond jelly with longans and soba. in the morning, it started to pour after morning assembly. everyone was screaming&running to shelter:D oh so funny. laoshi was in a good mood again:D &we watched Resident Evil during english. well not me, i was trying to sleep. zhao was screaming like some mad woman. i really wonder how she lasted through Silent Hill. haha. she's like the horror movie sort, yet she screams until like dont know what. and she was the loudest -___- seriously.

we were the first class to finish selling everything for the food sales:D YAYE. it was only the secTWOs who were doing it. so yeah. we missed geog cause of the sales. then after that ce. damn slack day. amelia was going high and we were singing backstreet boy songs:D like Drowning, Shape Of My Heart, Larger Than Life, ... yeah. lien was saying that she preferred westlife to backstreet boys. blehh whatever. backstreet sounds waaaay nicer:)

after that ncc. we repaid whatever we owed, and we had drills and went through ifc stuff. 3sg felicia pointed the projecter thing at the door, so like this, we could see whoever was outside. we were all laughing like crazy whenever someone walked past or when 2sg debbie went to the door. and then, she started to move the trophy on the table -___- then adelia hit violet's tooth and it kinda went inside her lips. and she couldnt talk properly. and 3sg felicia asked me to talk for her when half the time, i couldnt understand her either:D

i was tested on "shine" and this is what happened. zzzz.
Hazel: Um... put mud on your beret...
Everyone: ...HUHHHH
Hazel: SORRYSORRY. Um um. Put mud on your badges
Everyone: ?!?!?!?!
2sg Debbie: We dont go to war in no.3
(taken from lauren's blog)

but i swore on the notes they put cap badge! the beret was an accident:X and siewjia said finger ray method:D HAHA. and i screwed as a commander for drills. rawr. then we had pt. we did captain's ball. ncc's captains ball is perfectly the same, just that there's a lot of snatching for the ball:D haha.

& we FINALLY got our SANA badges. YAYE:D

after everything, my dearest platoonmates sang me Graduation Day:) and i recorded a video of them saying "i love hazel". and the oh so sinful muffins were brought out again. couldnt resist the temptations. i ate THREE. haha this should be our platoon's signature muffins or something man. so delicious.

after that on the bus, watched the video & nearly cried. now i feel like slapping the person beside me who gave me that dumb stare. rawr.

SATURDAY; 180807
tuitiontuitiontuition. stupid xifan was late for tuition. make me wait for her for soooooo long. evil. then after tuition, mum asked me not to go home so early. i was like huh? where got parents ask their kid not to go home so early. she asked me to go walk around somewhere. when she call me then i go home -__-

tuition finished at 5. she called me at 730. good thing kor was with me. if not i would have been bored out of my wits. we went to walk around amk hub. stupid idiot keep tricking me, he would go this direction then suddenly go another. idiot eh. then after that on the bus, he took my handphone then got some things i didnt want to let him see. he didnt give me back my phone, i was like wth, go die. until i accidentally dropped his phone. seriously, it was accidental:D then he gave it back. haha idiot.

cause then it was like, super late already&dark, so i ask him walk me back. it's like, hello 7th month, and i freaking scared of the dark:X besides, he stay like one bus stop away, so wont die one. my house is about 5 mins walk in. then we finally reach the stretch of road that my house was in. we were at about house number 6 (mine is 35), he was like "wth. house number 6 only?!?!" -___- when we were like at house 29, i was like "aiya, you go back lah, see you so scared like that". then he say bye, and ran off. seriously, ran off. HAHAHA. i was laughing nonstop. could hear his slippers the sound so freaking loud lah. afterwards he told me, since young he had a phobia of ghosts. so he was scared since it was 7th month. haha but STILL:D

SUNDAY; 190807
wake up. eat. breathe. watch tv. laze on the sofa. use computer. going to sleep soon:)

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

XINYUAN; love you too!♥
SIEWJIA; aw sweet, dont cry:) love you!♥ haha yes last year the donations@bugis thing. we were like slacking so much lah:D
JOANNA; haha thanks love ya♥
VALENTINA; haha valen so EGO:D you yongster the monster:)
QIYING; haha okay, not everytime, sometimes:) love you♥
CHLOE; hur where got! i'm still gonna see you guys:) love you♥
SIEWJIA; haha okay:D i'll try my very best to come back for everything!

♥ Just so you know

2007-08-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

LAST NCC PARADE OF THE YEAR, OF MY LIFE D:

we may have gone through alot, and there are still yet many misunderstandings that we havent resolved between us, but i must tell you, you guys will always have a place in my heart. no matter how far apart we are, you'll be there. we went through so much, all the laughter, the tears, the anger, bitter sweet sour salty. partAs'06, partBs'07. but unfortunately, i wont be there, to continue the rest of the journey with you. hopefully, you guys will still regard me as part of everything. maybe we'll lose touch, maybe we won't.

thanks for everything, thanks for the memories. i promise i'll come back, during next year's ROD, your first parade, annual camp's co night, so long as you guys want me there, i'll be there. good luck for your partC year, as well as you guys being NCOs. i'm sure you will do well.

Siewjia; you are the meanest mum a daughter could ever have, and it's best to stay away when you're obsessing. but hey, i love you♥ and will remember the fun times we shared, like talking late on the phone last year while watching princess hours. and yes, i still owe you money:)
Violet; we've been good friends since the start of last year and i hope that won't change despite the fact that we ain't gonna be in the same school next year. though you can get rather insensitive at times, but heck, i'm used to it already, and i know you don't mean it most of the times. don't worry, i'll love you♥ for who you are, but i know you'll love me more:) and once a pandion, always a pandion
Valerie; hello dear friend who's obsessed with birds. yes, the bird today while we were at the amphi was rather cute. you're spastic, you're retarded, you're weird, but i love you♥ for all that. we still have a date to candy empire, and i'll get my jellybeans, you'll get your chocolates. and if i ever see a comet with katrina, i'll definitely tell you! :)
Kimberley; my dear saviour, octopus prime. your sick joke today was really sick. but not surprised. keep on with the funny jokes and stay true to nat! you and your colourful striking purple fbts, sometimes orange. i love you♥ for who you are, and good luck with msfc:)
Carolyn; though you've left us to concentrate on debate, you're still part of us, and we love you. you still come for platoon recesses now and then, and before that you would leave us note before every parade. you're a prefect now and good luck with that. don't worry too much about your new prefect duties, do what you have to do and we won't hate you for that, just don't overdo it yeah? :) love you!♥
Adelia; you stretchy person who never fails to tell us sick jokes all the time. though i didn't really like you much last year, but now i realise, it's just you, everyone's imperfect, and i can't get them to change, it's who they are. now you're just one of them who is always out there for me in ncc, there to make me smile, there to make me laugh. i love you♥ for who you are, and don't change that you spastic woman:) and go for the gold, you can definitely do well for ncc, if you just put in more effort.
Lauren; my prata partner and solitaire showdown opponent. it's been long since we went out for prata together already. you close the game sometimes when i'm winning, cause you want to get higher % then me, but still, it was just that few times, so i'll forgive you, for now. i love you♥ and hopefully next time we can go catch a movie without queuing so long and not getting any tickets and find a nice pair of earrings together:)
Qiying; you're oh so dao at times and you get rather serious. you cry when you screw up, but still we all love you! everybody screws up so don't take it too harshly. my lorenzo with that funny slow march, who left me for a trail of 5 cent coins. haha don't worry, i won't hate you for that, cause i love you!♥ :)
Chloe; you're such an ego freak, and you always tell me stories about dawn and your weird interpretations. you were cute today as an i/c and i'm sure you will do well next year! you and your spastic smiles, but you're always there to listen and cheer us up. love ya!♥
Joanna; you're the mother of us all, cleaning up for us during the chalet, and not being frightened during the night, unlike us all who were screaming away. pity you can't go to the movies and you should really get your mum to allow you some day. then we can finally watch a movie together as a platoon:) love you!♥
Natalie; i still remember last year at the rsaf open house, you were asked by someone for your number and the rest of us couldn't stop laughing. you and your obsessions like benny chan and pierre bouvier. my dear father, shylock, don't you cry now that i'm gonna go, at least i'm leaving with notice this time and not taking any of your ducats:) we used to talk like crazy on the phone last year, and you and your msfc! haha love you♥
Xinyuan; you always make sure that me and violet don't get excluded out for stuff, thanks for that. you and your blur looks really make everyone laugh. yet you're so smart, in 2sy. level 2 in maple still? and your weird smilies on your tagboard, like kangkong -__- still, i love you for being there for me and making sure that everyone doesn't feel excluded out in anything. love you lil' one♥
Seniors; thanks for coaching us, guiding us, scolding us when we're wrong, as well as praising us when we improved. my part ncos for these two years, thank you for everything, the fun platoon interactions we had and everything. the other ncos, though we didn't have a chance to get to know each other better, i must say that everyone of you deserve utmost respect.
Juniors; never really got to know you guys, however, enjoy your time at ncc! it's something that once you have it, you can never do without it. do your seniors proud, and keep up the standard of scncc!

i want to dedicate many songs to my dear platoonmates. the fun times we shared. partA year, partB year, annual camp last year, camp feast this year. thank you all so much for everything once again. all the love songs, they're all for you!♥ and my blog song is out to you guys as well! this feeling's taken control of me, and i can't help it. thanks for the song you sang for me today, and all the deliciously ~~sinful~~ muffins.

Lauren says:
YOU AH. as if you gna die liddat
HAZEL &SUGARRUSHHHH ♥ says:
WHERE GOT GONNA DIE D:
Lauren says:
you act as if gna die xD
HAZEL &SUGARRUSHHHH ♥ says:
D:
HAZEL &SUGARRUSHHHH ♥ says:
SO MEAN

haha. i'm just gonna miss everything here lauren:) the video recorded today of you guys saying that you love me, i watched it on the bus. though i may not have cried before you guys, but i nearly cried on the bus (and got stupid stares from the person beside me). it's something i wont ever delete. thank you so much, and for boosting my ego as well:D haha love ya'all!♥

♥ as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together

2007-08-16T14:55:00.000+08:00

HEYYO(:

stupid blogger had some damn problems just now. i was trying to sign in, then they said "INVALID USERNAME" i was like, wth go die. my username is perfectly valid&so notfake((: well, after sending a few emails to my account, it was finally processed. zzz. suckass.

MONDAY; 130807
no test:) so we had a free period in the morning. the teacher was like, at the end of the lesson, "in this 40 mins, i have had the biggest headache ever" -___- surely we werent that noisy right? maybe, maybe not. but it's pretty much our average volume. haha.

went out with olivia after school. to j8 watch secret. on the bus, she was really dang high. and when the bus jerked, i knocked my head against the pole. rawr. then, there were these few noisy sji guys behind us. sheesh man. the bus was rather crowded, and many people attempted to squeeze past, despite having much space near the front. so bloody irritating. at least say "excuse me" wont hurt right? then we'll make space for you. but just to squeeze past and stick your stupid butt&bag at me, piss me off. then i was saying to oli, "squeeze squeeze squeeze, think they very skinny isit". and oli went high again. pfft. &there was this super dao face rgs girl. oli was like "rgs so what. think she very pro isit" typical. rather irritated by her face as well.

walked around j8 looking for earrings. saw many nice ones, but no moneyD: one day, when we have money, me&oli are gonna go on a earring shopping spree(: whoosh. secret was okay. jay plays pro piano. saw lejing in the theatre. she was just like, sitting beside oli. haha. so coincidental. didnt notice her at first. some jaychou obsessor beside me. so bloody irritating. haha &i was laughing for most of the movie. i'm so not sadistic. oli said there was one time when she was tearing already, and i looked over. haha wrong timing(:

took bus home after that, movie was longer than the given timing. bleh.

TUESDAY; 140807
a freak accident prone day. i pricked myself thousand&one times with the dang needle. and, nearly tripped over nothing, hit my chest real bad against the stupid table, and some other stuff. rawr. katrina was laughing at me every time i pricked myself with the needle. stupid homeecs.

after school went to watch rushhour3 with valen&xifan. went to the cathay. valen says fat people eat nachos. so not trueD: i eat nachos, but i'm not that fat can. rushhour3 was pretty funny, especially the screwups. valen wanted to pee throughout the movie. okay, maybe the last part. and she bugging me to go with her. but end up we went after the movie. heh. while waiting for xifan, me&valen tried to take a pic, and we bumped our heads. -___- and i couldnt stop laughing:X

after that valen left, me&xifan went to ps to do math homework. yes we're so guai:D haha. then met gladys at united for dinner. we went for tll after that. adelia&me wanted to pon at first, but luckily didnt, cause my mum was walking around united. sheesh. so lucky luh((: the freak didnt come to class but went for replacement. luckylucky. class is so much better without him.

WEDNESDAY; 150807
the day was okay. estherlyn had chicken pox. explaining why she didnt come school yesterday. and she was admitted into hospital. zzz. cause her mum couldnt look after her. haha. chicken pox go hospital, aw man, so dumb. laoshi was in super good mood&showed us pictures of her grandson. dang cute:D the reason why she was prolly so happy - amelia&estherlyn wasnt in school. just passed my practical on the dot. freak.

stayed back in school to do history project&went home after that. slept for 3+hours&used com after that(:

THURSDAY; 160807
todaaaay(: school was okay. valen's so dumb lah, cause during last lesson, laoshi was doing oral&teo didnt come for lesson. so we were like talking.

violet: you go njc that time confirm will got a lot guys ask for your number.
me: like real. if you go, would be you.
violet: no luh, is you
me: as if. you lah you lah.
*continues*
valen: aiyah stop fighting, it's me.
*stares*

HAHA VALEN SO EGO(: and i was drawing on kat's hand. it was prettaye(: oh &recess had the sinful muffins but they're so heavenly. i had two big ones&one small one. sigh. really dang sinful. aw man.

2GR GOT THE MOST CLASS POINTS FOR INTERCLASS CAPTAINSBALL:D YAYE:D

my mum's being awfully weird. she's like walking around the house, taking video. no idea what's she is up to, seriously. &i saw this windchime thing made up of cds. so cool! i'm gonna make one, when i feel like. it's so pretty(: &i'm gonna cable over the pictures from my phone, soon(:

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

KAILIN; of course, green's pretty♥
CHLOE; chloe wong i like hazel:D and she's a funky girl. HEH. haha you can tell me tomorrow before ncc
JIAYU; haha lol! seriously?

♥ There'll be no more crying in the rain

2007-08-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

heyyo((:

today had stupid toh. seriously cant stand him. zzz. and his lessons are goddamn boring. i have no idea why i'm still there. and monkey was playing enrique's do you know &kana by toh. haha loser. monkey&smilyyyy♥

aw man, school starts tomorrow. dont wanna go back but sleep at home. bullshit. gonna watch movie with olive-ia tomorrow. watching secret. lalalala. i want to watch rushhour3:D xifan! go watch with me on tuesdayyy. i want to pon tuition. dont wanna go:D i think i had one too much sugar intake again today. WHOOSH.

&YAYEYAYE, I GOT NEW SPECS:D &yes i wear specs, dont be surprised. haha it's not green(: i want green specs. but they didnt have any nice shade of greenD: oh well, NEXTTIME. my mum was like, being superstitious again yesterday, saying i should wear more green&blue&brown, cause they're my lucky colours, apparently. haha my three fave colours♥

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship
And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can
Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing
A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

blahblahblah, i dont have a goofy sense of humour okayD: bleh whateverrr.

I get a high whenever you're around
Sweeping from my head to my toes
I, I gotta get my feet back on the ground

'Cause you make me go
Out of my way, crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind

You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Ain't nothing better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I'm losing touch
You are my sugar rush

I got a sweet tooth
And a taste for you
And I might be too obvious
But I (I, I) I can't help myself from what I do

'Cause you make me go out of my way (out of my way)
Crossing the line (crossing the line)
Making me say what I have in mind, wo-oh, oh-oh-oh

You make me so excited
And I dont' wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint' nothing better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I'm losing touch
You are my sugar rush

Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much

'Cause you make me go out of my way, crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind

You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint' nothing better, baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I'm losing touch
You are my sugar rush

Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
(You are my sugar rush, baby)
Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted
(You are my sugar rush, yeah-eah, eah-eah)
Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You are my sugar rush
-(Dream Street's version)

JIAYU; you should have explained((: haha that's why! jaywalking's perfectly okay. only some people have a problem with it, prolly cause they dont know how to jaywalk properly. HAHA.
AMANDAGOH; eeyerr. but i dont have your email! ask your sis sms me or something:)
XINYUAN; haha yes i know, super long:D but heck. but what's with that kangkong on your tagboard smilies -__- it's like so uh.
VIOLET; heyyo:D
LINGLI; haha sheesh, oh man. &the instructor goes damn fast&her stupid "yoyoyo" stunts. so bullshit:X

♥ You're the sweetest thing I ever tasted

2007-08-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

HEYYO:D

i know i've been away for long, but now since i'm bored, i'm gonna blog. oh haha, bored, blog, rhymes:D okay fine, i told you i'm bored, that's why i'm lame:) okay not high, okay maybe a little, i prolly ate a tad too much sugar just now. three packs of gummies, pushpop, grape sweet, ice pop:) that's probably the cause i guess, HEH. let's hope i dont go high, cause when i do, many stay away, or either that, go high with me:DD okay flashback into the past few days (gonna be a long post, so dont sleeeeeep.)

THURSDAY; 020807
third day bad luck, screwed up during ncc. had ndp rehearsal. wasnt good. in fact, pretty lousyD: dont know what else happened, heck

FRIDAY; 030807
fourth day bad luck. have to do detention on tuesday. bleh screwed up for ncc again.

SATURDAY; 040807
floats. at ntu. had to wake up superduper early. valen, xifan & lingli went. saw kim, xinyuan&carolyn. pretty much boring and got a one side tanD: cause was sitting with the left of my body facing the sunD: so yah luh. sucks lah. they had tons of food at the floats thingy. but me and lingli were like, resist the temptations! later we going taka to eat, resist resist! haha then there were these two gay ri guys. well, sort of. i have a picture of 'em. haha damn gay luh. upload next time, when i feel like.

went taka and makan at yoshi:D then ate gelato. after that we bought estherlyn's birthday present, a tigger pillow and we four bought the same cute squeaky poohbear. DAMN ADORABLE. then we walked to cine to take neos:) then after that lingli went home, valen went to kallang to watch squash match. me and xifan walked to ps to meet violet to pass her something. got to pon tuition:D

SUNDAY; 050807
toh. so damn freaking boring. me and smily were passing notes as usual. then the china girl is damn retarded:D haha. good way, not bad way luh. i was teasing smily&monkey. and she was saying me&monkey. so yucks la.

monkey's totally ugly:D

MONDAY; 060807
lit test. didnt manage to finishD: watched a bit of an inconvenient truth during the second test period cause no test. then ya luh. it's like 50mins to finish those few stuff. not enough la wth!

had ncc after school again. screwed up some more. seems like i cant go through one rehearsal without screwing upD:

TUESDAY; 070807
school was okay. spent english blowing bubbles outside class -.- haha. then valen's so laaame. dwi was talking to teo smth about guys. dont know, didnt hear:D haha. but dont be sad dwi. we'll be there for you percy! :)

after school had detention with kat&violet. they stupidstupid go splash the soap water on me. idiot luh. and they still laugh until like dont know what crap. had to clean the chairs. then after that go pick up rocks at the field nearby there -.- just in case the grasscutters come and cut the grass, the rocks fly out. i was like, uh there no place to cut grass, it's like so much sand, until like sahara desert like that can. hello, want to have reason, also give us better reason right?

after ncc talked to miss nat cheong for awhile. got scolded by leong cause we didnt go straight for ncc yet talked to nat cheong. went to ncc, last rehearsal. screwed up also. rawr. and rihanna's "shut up and drive" got stuck in my headD: BLEH. cause gymmers are using it for ndp celebrations performance song.

WEDNESDAY; 080807
reported at 6.15 to rehearse through precision twice or thrice. after that hurriedly went to change to no3 for marching. it was quite okay, but the vip japanese guests wore the caps with formal wear quite funny looking. like casual and formal clash. and had a speech in jap, then had a translator. haha i forgot all my jap. yes all:)

after marching, rushed to change to no4 for precision. everything was okay but i made some mistakes here&there. dontknow lah aiyoD: after precision, we jumped and hyper-ed around with the singing of songs, before dismissal&doing company cheer. went home to bathe before meeting valerie "mop" (mok) at dhoby.

walked around first in ps and saw olivia, lyn and kai. after that met val and bought pretzel:D took mrt to harbourfront to meet the rest at vivo. lauren, chloe&adelia were at candy empire buying sweets. after that the rest slowly came and we took the monorail to sentosa. met at 1plusplus. hanged out at fort siloso. started off with platoon interactions. then after that we played games. like scavenger hunt. so damn retarded la. yellow specs. we went to take blue specs and negative it to yellow:D haha. &we hid blue group's paper ball.

after that we had our meal. we were supposed to plan an item to present to the ncos while we had our meal. we planned out to do a spoof of merchants of venice. the jessica going to elope with lorenzo part. but our storyline was in a way that jessica went off with some octopus guy from transformers.

&presenting, THE CAST;
Shylock as Natalie,
Lorenzo as Qiying,
Jessica as Hazel, yours truly,
Octopus Prime as Kimberley,
Little Boy looking for STUFFED toys as Siewjia,
Narrators as Chloe & Lauren,
Choir as Adelia, Chloe, Lauren, Valerie & Xinyuan,
Director as Xinyuan

haha. it was damn funny okay:D everybody was laughing:) haha we are pro, we make skits in such a short time. qi's slow march was very cool&funny, siewjia pulled off my oh so long "hair" by accident, which was slacks. someone's butt was indirectly at my headD: kim pressed her deodorant a little too hard, ending up on her spraying herself with ice lemon tea-.- chloe&lauren were laughing a lot during the narrating, like when introducing siewjia. "the little boy was looking for his te-hahahahaha-tedd-hahaha-dies" and the other stuffed toys:D

after that we went to the shore and play with sand. oh and we pretended to be emo shits, and want to drown. LOL. then adelia was teaching us her lameshit exclamation mark thing and sir was watching us from behind. haha. omg lah. sir jo told us that if we wanted to stay in sentosa, us sectwos§hrees could, but not the secones. we went to toilet to change. i was sandy all over. changed to class tee&fbts:) after so long having to wear school shorts:D i absolutely detest school shorts:)

headed to vivo together and me, lauren&val went to candy empire to get some more sweets. i bought the jellybeans:D nicenice. lauren got me addicted to them. after that took mrt to bishan, met mum&jas at j8, ate before come home:D

PRECISION PHOTOS;

THURSDAY; 090807
HEYYO, NATIONAL DAY&HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA TAN:D

pretty boring national day. was supposed to go out&watch rush hour 3, but end up everyone couldnt go, so stayed at home&stoned. nothing much to do on the com, so spent the day switching channels between star world, nickelodean, channel 8, mtv, disney, and yeah. i was laughing my head off at "my name is earl", cause he got this horrific beesting, making his lips&ear swollen. i'm not evil, it was just funny:)

FRIDAY; 100807
woke up and lazed around the house:D after that left the house at 11.45, to meet sean, yonghwee&amandaTAN at j8 for lunch. end up, we went to taka for food. easier for me anyway, since i was meeting lauren later. sean was dang slow lah. i was the earliest. &i hate waiting for people:D takes me super bored. amanda brought her friend along. xinyi i think, her name:X sean damn smart lah, lose his handphone-.-

we took like 30mins or longer to decide where to eat. amanda called jiayu for suggestions, and she said ajisen, but there was no ajisen at taka. so end up we choose pasta cafe, but it was too ex, so we went yoshi -.- haha when j8 has yoshi. yong was like "waste food waste food" when me & xinyi refused to eat the veggies. assssss. then i told him to eat it since it was wasting food, he was like "dont want, contaminated by you already" HUR WHATEVER. xinyi was like "can we eat icecreaaaaam?" HAHA LOL. we went to eat gelato:D ate duriannnnn:) *nudges ori* the durian there is nice:D that time went there with xifan, valen&lingli after the floats thing, they bought durian and i tried, and it's NICE:D sean was like "later your breath stinks" ... durian is nice okayD:

then cause lauren didnt want to guys over so yong&sean were like, "eh we go over ps kajiao you and your friend." and they were asking why lauren was so shy-.- i was like wthhh! then after that lauren smsed me say her bus got like no petrol like that -.- but after the bus driver fixed the bus, it went superduper fast. haha LOL. walked over to ps with the four of 'em. then me, amanda&xinyi jaywalked, then the guys were like "ORHHOR, YOU ALL JAYWALK" we were like, wth, it's perfectly NORMAL. normal people would jaywalk when the traffic light's taking too long, unlike THOSE TWO ABNORMAL PEOPLE.

after reaching ps, met lauren, and then split. simpsons was fulllllllD: there was like only one miserable seat left. RAWR. so end up we went to carefour to get our fbts:D then we went into almost every clothes store for fun. and looked at clothes and pointed out which we wanted:D &we were searching for pretty earrings, but we didnt find, despite walking from ps to heeren, then taking bus to fareast. that was how bored we are. after that went home, &blahhhh. and my legs were dang tired. was smsing jiayu. apparently she was at some boring party. haha pitypity.

my phonebills are 86bucks, &my mum scared me saying it's 100. sheesh. trying to cut down, but kind of hard, cause, i really sms a lot.

HAZEL &JELLYBEANS ? says:
EHHHH.
decoded messages; says:
bee?
HAZEL &JELLYBEANS ? says:
IT'S STILL NOT %$&amp;#%&$# LOADING
HAZEL &JELLYBEANS ? says:
what bee?
decoded messages; says:
a, b, c, d....
decoded messages; says:
ehh = a
decoded messages; says:
bee = b
decoded messages; says:
yes?
decoded messages; says:
: D

&amandaTAN's damn lame((: another oh so weird friend i have.

SATURDAY; 110807
today! nothing much but science tuition in the morning. went home, slack and yah.

had another science tuition in the afternoon, then when i was ALREADY at the busstop, my sis called &said mum ask me wait for her. bleh. make me miss TWO buses. how very nice. then kor saw me at the busstop, cause his bus passed by and he was like, sarcastically, "happy waiting". sheesh whatever.

went for tuition, bought my 3 packs of gummies, one pushpop, and grape sweet. ate them in class:D tuition was on graphs.

i. dont. freaking. understand. graphs.

after tuition, bought icepops&nutella:D went over to bishan market to buy dinner and now i'm home. HEYYO. haha &go see www.kennysia.com yesterday's post. oh man, i'm laughing my ass off:))

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

VIOLET; rubbish your head! :D
ALGER; then go and buy!
KAILIN; GREEN IS THE LOVE:D you then auntie ah!
AMANDAGOH; okay done:))
JIAYU; nope didntD:
AMANDATAN; haha FINE, &done((:

♥ You promised me you'd be around

2007-08-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

booooo. this two days have been damn shit la wth. must be because of the sweeping incident. yes i know it sounds like, rather superstitious, but still! i forgot who said, since there were five of us sweeping, so five days of bad luck. and it's already been two. oh man.

had hiphop for pe today. combined with three other classes. the instructor was dang fast okay! it's like, hello, everybody are just beginners! slow down slow down! haha and her moves for the hands are like, so uh:D seriously! it's like those "yo yo yo" kinda thing and hello, be more creative! she's a hiphop instructor. obviously we would expect more than just that.

geog was damn screwed. we had to do workbook & then i didnt bring. murkeji wasnt happy, obviously. but after that she scolded aleena for having flu. no offence, but you can't stop someone from having flu right? that was a little unreasonable. and violet's phone got confiscated during chinese... again. haha LOL.

ncc. screwed up again. really five days of bad luck D: &this better not go on. or else i rather just die man. two days and it sucks like hell already.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cos of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

♥ I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

2007-07-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

today was pretty much a soso day. started off with home ecs. me, kat, amelia, valen & xifan didnt bring our cloths to make into our design. fern caught us and she brought us out for a "talk". then she spotted kat's long nails and went to 2sy and called the prefects out to book her. i didnt get booked:D cause my nails were perfectly OKAY:D haha what do you expect, ncc eh:) *winks*

we were made to clean the home ec kitchens, you know the ones we use to cook in, yeah. not just one, but BOTH D: we had to mop, sweep the floors and wipe the tables. we were talking about random stuff. haha LOL. fern initially told us to wait for her, but end up she didnt come down and sarah told us that she left already -.- like so UH. valen said, so early in the morning sweep floor, confirm will bad luck today. all the dust in the home ecs room worsened my flu D:

after break was science. had fun playing with the lights and stuff. the colours were dang cool:D cause aleena didnt come to school today so kat sat at her place:) after that, we both fell asleep, cause it's like only playing with lights, and there was nothing much to do already:D

after recess, there was a twist of events. yes i know, i sound so cheem:D yeah. cause somebody wrote something vulgar about estherlyn, and everyone suspected violet. and i got caught in the middle:/ but oh well, though it's not resolved, but i'm okay now:D still as lame as ever (this shall be the only time i'll admit that i'm lame).

finally! after school. ncc precision drill rehearsals. i really screwed up like crap today okay D: is really screwed up. until like dont know what okay. and i still had stupid flu, so i was like sniffing and sneezing. bleh. need to IMPROVE D: and i need to do more pushups. aw man, i cant allow myself to screw now. national day is coming, and rehearsal is on thursday, which is in front of the ENTIRE school, needless to say, including the primary division.

after ncc went for tll with gladys. gladys is like, one of the most spastic people on earth. she made me laugh like crap over dinner. and oh! the sweets we bought, guess what i realised. it was dated "(THE DATE) BC" i was like, UH. it's like, how bloody old! then mrs lin was like "you've got an artefact" haha LOL. the lesson was pretty boring and gladys, xifan & ximian were in the replacement next door. we did compre and listen to musiccc:D jesse mccartney:D after i finished, i went to sleep for awhile, until i had my handphone vibrating few mins later. thanks to TWO people. very smart. mrs lin said i should work harder and she told me she saw five letter word on my face. i was like "HUHHHH? what five letter word?" then i was like thinking to myself, was she talking about "LOSER". haha then she was like "WASTE". then i was like, uh okay luh. haha whatever.

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

HUIYING; HAHA OKAY:D you opaa! i think that game against 2co was dang funny:D it's like so easy to score manzxzx. tell me what tell me what? HAHA LOL. i dont okay! i where got comb everyday! okay fine, before coming to school ONLY! seriously luh. haha flood your head la you!
ALGER; haha LOL. the ping pong song is nice!
KAILIN; haha okay. but i lazy relink people already eh:D HEH.
JEDIDAH; cheapskates are cool your ass la! hazel's the coolest!

♥ I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine

2007-07-30T20:01:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO:)

haha i realised that "hello" is like, my standard form now:) oh well. haha but on msn i go "hey". okay fine, random:D i'm sleeeepy.

today school! history test really sucked D: i didn't manage to finish the paper. rawr. it's like, i was finishing up my last question, then the teacher was like "TIMES UP" D: oh man. but quite a few of us didn't manage to finish the paper either. i saw zhao keep turning back to look at the clock. haha idiot! spend more time on answering manzxzx:)

english we had half the class go to library, the other half stay in class. i stayed in class, cause it was according the register. & like into the first few mins of the lesson, i had to pee... -.- and mr teo was like "no!" then idiot jedidah & katrina, they were like "mr teo! you better let hazel go! later she pee here!" haha wth. we were writing on some stupid essay. on the pros & cons of, uh, .. oh FAME:D at first i randomly suggested the topic to be peeing:D cause at that time, i really wanted to pee:X then dumb funny things happened:) after that, cause we had to start the essay. me & katrina talked about something. then mr teo went to throw paper balls at us. like wthh! haha but i think it'll be damn funny if it went into katrina's mouth. HAHA KIDDING:D & jedidah was so cheapskate again. she suggested that one of the pros was a lot of freebies -.- aw man, yes, jedidah's so cheapskate. until 10cents on the floor also must scramble and pick. TSK! then aleena was feeling unwell, so jedidah had like TONS of medicine in her bag. then mr teo was like "aiyo jedidah! you take drugs ah!" HAHA LOL. then he told aleena after she took the medicine "aleena! are you feeling high? let's play some techno and see what happens". omg LOL. haha then aleena was like "haha, shut up la!" .. HEH. english lesson was dang retarded:D

thenthen! today had interclass captain's ball:) i forgot to bring my school shorts, explaining why i was wearing school skirt while playing today. had fbts underneath:D haha you think what ah! never wear shorts... i'm not that gross like ama okay. i do wear shorts underneath. team 2! consisted of me, aisha, gloria, lingli, violet & esther seah! but the second round we reshuffled, cause we were losing. so we had me, gloria, lien, huiying, aleena & xifan:D (if i'm not wrong) haha aleena play until very funny. she was like *clap*, *points upwards* and catches the ball. HEH. we watched our class team 3 play against 2co's team 3. haha we were all laughing like crap, cause their team 3 were like, the people who were scared of balls (please think STRAIGHT. yes thank you) yeah.

YAYE 2GRAAACE! ♥ congrats to everyone who worked hard, whether you won or you lost, you all did your best and we all won something today! out of the 12 games we played today, we won 8! good job 2gr:D we're the loveliest, coolest & hottest bananas in the universe:D even cooler than those bananas in pajamas(sp?) :D haha okay random.

after school had ncc:) we rehearse linking formation 1 with formation 2. haha the lines werent straight but oh well! good job everybody:D and we were invited to the squash courts to makan. no drinks D: haha there were mgs & rgs squash people at the courts. we ate a little, before going down to the field to practise somemore. haha the ncos stuck chopsticks into the ground to mark off, reminding me of platoon chalet last year:D the sparklers. i'm sure most people would remember. that freaked us out for the entire night, and we almost couldn't sleep for half the night:D partly because of yours truly:)

ncc ended. talked for awhile. stupid chloe & her dawn. TSK. and xinyuan, i saw the post on your blog okay.
Then Hazel saved my life and said I was just hungry haha thanks Miss Combs Her Fringe After Every Parade. [/quoted off xinyuan's blog]
for your information, i dont comb my fringe after every parade! just that my hair curls easily, so i have to comb it to make it straight, HOWEVER, i dont comb my fringe after every parade okay! TSK.

ahh i ♥ this song:) haha dont know why, but i ♥ emo songs now. dont know. haha but i'm not exactly emo at the moment. haha & i dont go round cutting wrists yo! aw emo people:) haha i remember on thursday science tuition, i kept mentioning about emo people:D that they drown themselves, jump down building, blah blah blah. HAHA LOL.

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah, oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

♥ Her dreams she can't find

2007-07-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

history test tomorrow & i havent studied. well, not exactly. but i looked through the textbook:D well not exactly the textbook, cause i couldnt find mine. so i used the other one. HEH.

for some reason, my maid's damn lame today.

me : i dont like green chilli D: *shuffles feet*
siti : you want red chilli?

i obviously dont want red chilli since i dont like green chilli! then she gave me that smile. EVIL. TSK. and, and!

me : this is damn hot D:
siti : you want to turn on aircon?

WTHHHHHH. haha i was obviously saying the food! for some reason, she's just so spastic today:D and now she's asking me about my boyfriend, when i dont even have one. haha idiot. and earlier, she went to make fun of meD:

me : where's the nutella?
siti : oh the hazelnut? there.

and i was like, EH WTH. butbut, nutella (nootella)'s nice okay! i had two breads with loads of nutella spread:D i shall go eat somemore later. nutella is the love yo! :D haha yesterday, xifan was late. zzz. and she took veryveryvery long to eat. so me and ximian were like down there, stoning, waiting for her to finish before we go to tuition. haha we were like, one hour late:D coolness yo. then my pushpop♥ LALALALA. was so sleepy. *yawns* and after tuition, i ate my icepop:D haha oh oh, there's still one more in the fridge:D i shall go take it later. & it's GREEN:D

haha then talked on the phone to katrina. katrina's such a stupid person:D and i dont attract indian mosquitoes okay! (i know this sounds racist, but haha, that's what she said. i'm just quoting, i'm just quoting) like you dont attract that kind of people. haha IDIOT.

then today toh. damn sian. stupid smily anyhow talk shit one. cause we were passing notes (as usual), and i told her that the twins were freaky. cause they did the same action at one time, but just that different side only. and she said i was observing them. like WTH. haha maybe i should scan it in. the note. haha lazy. later:D and she brought fried rice to class. so me her and the china girl were eating the fried rice:D haha sheryl was stoning. aiya, toh will probably never realised, with his blurness and constant saying of how good is he, that only probably the twins and the nerd are listening in class:) haha LOSER.

i progressed yo! i'm on the 19th chapter of hp:D haha. with two days to go. zzz. returning to nick on tuesday. i dont want to go on tuesdayD: dont wanna face ___. so damn bloody freaky okay. wish he'll just transfer class or smth. sheesh la omg.

LAUREN; haha yes i know. thankyou:D
AMANDAGOH; i havent cable over from my handphone:D you ask your sis for my email, when i cable over then i send to you:) okayokay?
KATRINA; oei! you dont anyhow pose as me okay! haha IDIOT. you love me more! YAYE:D
VIOLET; who ask you attract so many guys:D
DARREN; look who's talking, you cheesecake seller. tsk, what a blue vlue vully:) *evil smile*

♥ when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

2007-07-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO:)

lalalala. going for science tuition sooooooon. xifan ask me meet her at j8 half an hour earlier. she better be on time man. i dont want to be by myself, wandering around j8 like some loner.

oh oh! the prefect elections was announced yesterday. GUESS WHAT:D our class has ZERO prefects. and in the whole school, it's like, only two classes has no prefects. haha damn cool:D and better not having prefects anw. cause we're all gonna die. our class is like, the most demerits. having prefects in our class would cause us to have MORE demerits. and hell i dont want that. i'm already waiting for my detention letter okay): blahblahblah. damn cool la when they said the class prefects, it was like "2pe ... (names). 2pr ... (names)" when they said 2pr, we were like all cheering:D HEH. who wants prefects man! and we were like all hoping that there wont be any. we were like ohpleaseohpleaseohplease,pleasenoprefects :D

and i'm made to go for this floats thingy. so dumb la. with valen, xifan, lingli & aisha. oh man. have to wake up like superduper early manzxzx): haha valen was telling us about her bro's lame joke. but we all laughed like crap.
valen : how to make a chinese sentence with the word, THUNDER?
us : uhhhhh...
valen : zhe zhi bi shi miss tan de(thunder) (this pen belongs to miss tan)
us : *laughs*

i like avril's when you're gone:) this song's making me super emo. i'm gonna miss everything here when i'm gone♥ i hope you feel the same for me too. love you my besties♥

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

♥ when you walk away, i count the steps that you take

2007-07-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOO:D

MONDAY; 230707
maths test! it was like, reallyreallyreally horrible:/ i gave up on question 9:) cause it was killing too many brain cells. and i anyhow answered question 7. aiya, my end of year results are gonna totally suck la. ncc after school. more precision

TUESDAY; 240707
lalala, i forgot what happened. but after school went to childcare. cause the k2s had to practice for sports day, so lingli went to play with the k1s, the rest of us did clean up. me and michelle went to the baby place! omg la, the babies are dang cute okay:D we over there, wash window, mop floor, vacuum, clean toys, clean this clean that. lousy michelle didnt know how to mop. she says home ecs is always her partner do the duties. no wonder. so taitai-ish hor:) after that, 5 finish everything. and there were these baby songs playing on repeat like : "mother duck says quack quack quack quack" & "hot cross buns, hot cross buns!" and the "quack quack quack" part was damn monotone that we couldnt stop laughing:D

we went back to help out with dimissal. aishah's so cute! she sat on my lap and we started to play peekaboo with her. i didnt see iqbal! namaste and jaikumar(sp?) was damn cute too! obviously namaste's cute:D then namaste gang with jaikumar and they were like "i dont friend you okay". HAHA SO CUTE♥ andand! after that namaste was like, "aiya i give you sweet la" then he stretch out his hand. and i was like "where!" then he stretch his hand further. and you get the idea. invisible:D i played along and was like "thank you!" haha omg he's so cute♥ then after that i asked him for one more. he was like "i give you already what!" and we were telling him that his name meant good morning in tamil (wait, was it tamil?). haha then he gave the whatever face. he's so bloody cute and hot♥ then after that we build 'guns' together. haha his gun fell apart(:

tll. gladys went just for oral. then me and michelle was drawing on the board:) namaste! :D totally the love man! and i shouldnt have given ___ my number. so damn bloody irritating now. and thanks to nickTAN for lending me hp:D i'm only like, on chap10 still. HEH.

WEDNESDAY; 250707
lalalala. i forgot what happen. stml:) but ncc after school. and yeah. i think i need a brain check. oh wait, there was australian maths test and uhh, practical. ammonia sucks. ANTI AMMONIA AND STINKY SHIT SMELL PAPERS:D sc papers have been smelling like shit recently. yucks la.

THURSDAY; 260707
haha yesterday. me went to undo amelia's shoelace and then jedidah went to tie it together. as it one shoe's shoelace with the other shoe's. for some unknown reason, it was bloody tight. so me and jed spent like, 15mins trying to untie it. mrs cha was giving that "you flooded the lab" look. and my science results suck like crap okay): it's 21.5/60. i failed! dang. chinese had zidu

after school went to esso with violet, kat, sylvia and abby. it started to rain like what crap, my whole uni & shoes were wet! and then we stopped by tanglin cc borrow umbrella from the people there. some loser sji guys were down there. cause violet or who scream when sudden thunder. then they follow shrill. we were like, uhh so gay freak loser.

after that go there buy pushpops. katrina smart, left her pushpops there. really very smart:) then i called xifan like dont know how many times before she pick up. cause we supposed to go tuition together. she picked up on the 15th call. nice. then we went j8 makan yoshi. haha. my teriyaki chicken:D after that we walked to tuition. someone said that walking to tuition that time, got hardly any chs guys hor. end up we walk there, like one big bunch down there, so whatever losers la.

then tuition, kept eating my pushpops:D and learnt stuff about science and laughed alot. haha ahma going senile. aiyo. haha mummy jedidah! kame is UGLY can! :D you must listen to ahma, &divorce him!

TODAY; 270707
my dear partner finally came back to school:) and she talks about getting tattoos whole day long la that girl. and today all the chinese papers laoshi give back one i all fail): three papers all failed): sigh. and art was soso. had to design something with circles and dots. then me and jedidah were like "circle circle dot dot" :D HEH. and the teacher pronounce chameleon as shamalon:D and i was imitating her. so what is this? it's a shamalon:)

had oral after school. mine was damn fast and it was like, 4 classes squeezed into one room. and we played truth&dare. haha we dared jedidah to go to 3 2pe girls and say "i really love you. can you be my girlfriend?" HAHA. but they were damn dao la. whatever. haha and sha was so cute:D she was like bouncing up and down saying "shhhh"

after oral, ncc. talked to the ncos for awhile. talking about next year makes me sad): SIGHHH. then after that, we had precision and stuff. taught the partAs until like, 3plus cause the ncos had limboonkeng talk. LOL. then we knocked it down today, cause we didnt count the number of rifles, and the ncos hid 3.

then after ncc, went to boonkeng with kai and violet. ate macs and there were like this bunch of very quiet people (note: extreme sarcasm). then kai said they were talking about asking us for number. then we were like, confirm want to ask violet. haha REALLY:) then we were like, violet, we won the bet, you owe us ten bucks:D then we wanted to give ___'s number, but they went to call and check so not fun already. then violet's dad sent me home. and yeah.

reached home, read two chapters of hp, fell asleep, woke up 40mins later, used com, bathed and yeah here i am:)

okay bye.

LINGLI; we love namaste♥
YUJIE; perhaps i shouldXP
YONGHWEE; rich your head la! bloody hell. tell you dont anyhow say already luh. yes obviously green is nice:D it's my fave colour & i got good taste okay:D
STACIA; hey:)
KAILIN; haha okay, ... archives:D haha today was damn retarded. loveyou!♥

we used to have this figured out

2007-07-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

maths test is in less than 24 hours, yet i havent started, other than staring blankly at heymath for the last, few hours? many many breaks in between. includes a 2hours plus nap:D &i'm surprised my clorets hasnt finished, at the rate i've popped it into my mouth today. and i've also stared at youtube tons today.

and i'm still sleepy. and hungry. tomorrow is the major maths test :/ well, one of them. but i've not started studying:/ quoted from lauren; "you every week study so hard then now never". cause maths i dont know what to study! in fact, i rarely study for maths:D

...
okay i shall go and attempt to study:)

JEDIDAH; ya lor! who knows! GAYLOVE:D

♥ i wanna take you away, let's escape into the music

2007-07-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

these few guys created another video for enrique's do you know (ping pong song):D i think it's rather hilarious. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOfQbWH0TZk&NR=1 then i found this other video with enrique. i watched it several times before, but i didnt know it was him -.- we will rock you sang by britney, pink & beyonce. beautiful mix. pepsi advertisement. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SkELRp4wKPs&mode=related&search= he's so cute:D rihanna's dont stop the music is nice too! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3thOvd-5pg&mode=related&search=

AMANDALAI! jesse is mine okay:D we're like smsing back and forth who does jesse belong to. she's the one in denial that jesse is mine:D haha. and she claims that she's the one who will make him forget all about katie. oh, i'm SURE. then we were talking about yx also. we started getting all sarcastic and all, saying me and her will be bffs. LOL. in her dreams man. there's just no way:)

Here I am, so try to forgive me. I don't believe in fairy tales

2007-07-21T13:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

photos from yesterday!

TWOGRACE'07

i'm only in two of those:D

NAMASTE IS THE LOOOOVE♥
(all these were taken from lingli's blog)

i lovelovelove daughtry's used to ♥ so nice. and i hate studying for mathsD: major maths test on monday! die:/ &i'm really having muscle aches everywhere. even my stomach, and i dont know why -.- I NEED NEW FBTS!

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?
Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

♥ miss the love we shared

2007-07-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

i'm more in the mood to blog these few days:D so yeah. today was okay! first started off with english. went to geog room to watch "Signs". some alien show. i dont know, i didnt really watch it. but it got pretty dumb at some parts, and i didnt watch the whole thing cause i knew i'm the kind who get easily scared at this kind of movies, despite that it's a thriller and not horror. but still!

then chinese, another zi du. so irritating la. so many zi dus. then recess, me, violet, huiying and lyn. i ran 9mins on the treadmill! yaye! that was about 1.2km:D then did sit ups, and lift weights and others. then after that, me, huiying and violet signed up for :D haha it's in like, october. haha.

after school there was assembly. for racial harmony celebration. haha. we were like jokingjoking over there. we say nose as ear, ear as nose, mouth as eye, eye as mouth & butt:D so funnehhh. then after that dont know which teacher was like "can you please lend me your ears" then we laugh like crap la. then i was like "eh, my ears cannot hear anything eh". haha we were all laughing like crap:D then violet took her star sticker and put it on my ear say wah i got new earhole what crap la. haha so random:D

ncc:D before ncc, me and violet went to run two rounds around the track. then reported at 2.45. then did marching and precision drills, practise for national day in school. i tell you, tomorrow i wake up, confirm have arm ache, finger ache, leg ache, foot ache, hand ache, toe ache, back ache, everywhere ache! so pain la do angkat & baring(sp?). but turning the gun and everything was so fun:D fun but tiring.

after ncc, went to sji caltex with violet. eat instant noodles:D and longan almond jelly! after that eat so full already, go home that time, on the way back my mum called me ask me meet them at tp. then i okayokay luh. end up is to eat! wahliao. i eat double so freaking full okayD: omg la. swensens icecream what crap la. and my lovely crayfish pasta♥ i lovelovelove it:D my mum got me addicted to it la she. cause that time she bought and i tried and i fell in love:D HEH. so full! luckily i got exercise today. &i ran 1.6 today! so proud of myself. shall attempt to work out more often:D

my next week's schedule's so bloody packed. monday, wednesday & friday ncc. tuesday childcare♥ thursday got science tuition. i want to see namaste! oh do you know! to greet a person or whatever, you say "NAMASTE"! me and lingli were like wthhh! everybody kept saying "namaste, namaste, namaste". so weird if i talk to him next time. it'll be like "hello namaste(hello)" EHHHH! but i lovelovelove namaste♥ he's so freaking cute and i so look forward to seeing him on tuesday:D YAYE.

it was never just about you, nor about me.

2007-07-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

:D

today was pretty much okay:) just that i got another demerit and have either 13 or 14 now. that is, if leong submitted that demerit of mine and kat's. sigh. cause i thought this morning was kinda drizzling, so i lowered my socks thinking we'll go straight to class. end up... sheesh.

chinese zi du! and i cant find my freaking chinese fileD: i dont know why! i left it in the cupboard before excelfest. butbutbut, now it's like, gone): shit man. laoshi was like you have the redo everything or get zero. eeyerr this sucks like crap okay. it's not at home. i checked already. and again and again. and it's not like my results aint bad enough. idiot. recess didnt go gym afterall. we didnt bring pe attire and it was freaking cold. wonderful weather to sleep:)

during english, discussed what movie are we gonna watch tomorrow. they want to watch horror! :/ i hatehatehate horror. i'll scream like shit and i'll get nightmaresD: and aleena, steph and jedidah want to watch Silent Hill. i was like, crap. me, lingli, charlotte & estherlyn's gonna all die. and violet wanted final destination 3. i was like, EH. spare a thought for us that's scared of horrors:/ teo said he's gonna choose 3 horror films. one soso, one average, and one walao eh. sheesh. then cause violet brought cereal. then aleena said the paper container was her beggar box or something -.- and me, her, xifan and huiying were eating from that. as usual, aleena ate the mostXP haha. then she and i were trying throw cereal down xifan's uni. and aleena threw some down mine, and i threw some down hers. and she accused me for the cereal stuck on her socks. HAH. i went to toilet, there was like, a lot of cereal. tsk aleena.

after school went to eat prata with xifan, kat, violet & lien. at first it was me, xifan, kat & violet only. then we hitched a ride from lien who was heading to serene alone. so we asked her to come along with us. my french prata! YAYE:DD it's a long time since i ate prata. and my longan spin! violet thought that longan spin was hers. tsk. haha i lovelove longan spin:D i owe lien $6.15. and some other people money too. i'm brooooooke): &the new school socks the logo is freaking low, meaning our socks will be freaking high:/ does anywhere tailor make sc socks? :D

... avril did girlfriend remix with lil' mama. so now it's like, rap and... so contrasting. er LOL. so weird. still waiting for it to upload so i can watch it. oh god. there's remix of umbrella with lil' mama... i wonder how it sounds like. katrina download rooftops! and she sent it to me:D standing on the rooftops, everybody scream your heart out. LALALA:D i want to listen to "do you know (ping pong song)"! but i'm talking on my handphone now. so haha shall wait:D

my left leg and butt hurts): from drills yesterday. i was limping around the house just now): i hope it's better tomorrow, cause tomorrow there's gonna be tons of drills as well. national day! haha. the muscle aches are horrible): omg i feel so sleepy again:/ i slept for 3 hours just now already, and i'm still sleepy. sigh.

TAG REPLIES;
LINGLI; YAR! let's go hide in the toilet for double period tomorrow. or we stay outside and do our own things. i dont want to watch! idiot la. i would rather teo's slapstick comedy shows compared to horror:/

do you know how it feels like loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away.
do you know how it feels like to be the last one to know that the lock on the door has changed.

2007-07-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

today was screwed. really screwed.

first school started off pretty much okay. then people started pissing me off. not just one, but a few. pissed off during recess, during chinese, blah. shant talk about it, cause i'm still pissed. and it'll probably make me more pissed. those people i'm pissed at probably know that i'm referring to them, but heck. they can do things their way, and i'll just do otherwise. whatever.

did hockey during pe today. me and dwi against xifan and valen. damn fun:) and we burst out laughing a lot of times, and couldnt stop. we fell on the floor, laughing our heads off. haha. lovelove hockey:D it's fun. but i tripped over xifan's hockey stick once:/ sheesh. but i like hockey! despite the fact that most of the time, we were anyhow-playing:D

huiying asked me at first today recess want to go gym, but aiya, tomorrow then go. so tomorrow we're going to the gym to work out:D i need it anyway. i'm feeling super unfit. especially after today's dinner:/ after ncc i went serene with gladys and violet. huiying actually can go! then she dont want, cause scared her mother scold. eeyerr. after that, my mum called me. i totally forgot i had a dinner to attend, and i was freaking full. so quickly catch a bus home. when i reached home, my mum called cab and i had 5mins to change and clean up. i was freaking sweaty. no thanks to drills:) but drills, were kinda soso today. i need to do pushups. later:)

then it was sixth aunt's 60th birthday. but not everyone turned up, cause it aint the actual date. debbie so idiot la. waste my sms. we took photos, ate cheapskate sharkfin soup, and yeah. damn full. i need to exercise. i got tummy fats:/ stupid deb says she's fat when she's 35kg. bloody hell. and she's my age?! but she's shorter, but STILL. 35kg is like, underweight?! or severely underweight! and she says she's fat. i was like, shut up seriously. then jas went to take photos of uncle. then haha it's damn funny. he was like "now i'm gonna be popular on the web" cause we said we wanted to put it up on blogs:) then i made use of deb's second earhole to ask my mum if i could. she was like, wait until uni. i was like, WTH. that's four bloody long years. i cant wait that long manzxzx.

haha gladys is now my accomplice for singing "do you know (ping pong song)" :D we were singing it on the way to serene. haha yaye! but that means i cant irritate her with it anymoreXP &i think i'm really going to ____. my mum wants me to sign & mail to them by this week. i know some people will be damn happy:) whatever. here's your dream come true. and i'm still damn pissed. at you, at them, at probably, everything.

she's a brick and i'm drowning slowly.
off the coast and i'm headed nowhere.

2007-07-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

LET'S GIVE HAPPY SMILES & WASH AWAY THOSE MISERABLE FACES:D

addicted to "do you know (ping pong song)" but i think the ping pong part is like, damn extra. i was irritating gladys with the song:D cause i only remembered one part. so i kept singing over and over again to her on the way to united square. after that she was like "AIYA. do you know how it feels like without glasses in a rush to go to tuitionnnnnn" HAHA. gladys's so retarded manzxzx.

today ncc:) &then! we had marching. is like selection for national day. tomorrow also. i think i too long never march for so long already. then headache. the sun was like, scorching hot okay! feel that i slacked abit today. cause dont know why my hands just felt damn tired, so they were like, not exactly what i say in place. but oh well, shall do better tomorrow. look forward to a better tomorrow:D WHATEVER.

haha anyway! then me and gladys went to eat at macs. she's so retarded la she. then she tried fries with mcflurry:D still okay la:) then she was like "dont finish my drink okay!" then end up half left, she left it at macs. tsk dumb. haha after that went to repair her glasses. cause something smashed it. but not like, smash smash. just .. aiya like someone sit on it. then it costed $2! for the bloody screw. then during tll! she anyhow go draw on my paper. then i draw on hers too:D

haha enrique is hot okay! ama and kat say he look like drunkard:D LOL. but he's not bad la:) but i prefer jesse! YAYE. lovelove. haha addicted to so many songs again! yaye. haha. oh yeah! then aleena was teaching us korean in maths:D then ori should call me dongsaeng cause she's my kor:) then i should call her oppa:D LOL. then aleena was saying korean so cool use "yo" behind their language one.

TAG REPLIES;
LINGLI; haha hi5! lovelove namaste ♥
VIOLET; boo back:)
XINYUAN; haha yeah okay. but i think i'm going:/

Seeing your face no more on my pillow, is a scene that's never happened to me.

2007-07-14T15:33:00.000+08:00

surely you dont have to put them down so harshly right? i mean like, come on, everyone hates and loves everybody. not everyone is loved by everyone. from the email, it's obvious that the person is overly insecure and has no self confidence. by putting her down like that, it's destroying her even more. everybody's just as sad and angry as you, but we all have to move on. if the person knows what's right and wrong, she'll admit. let go of the matter, just let go.

the njc results came on thursday. i'm in. but i not sure if i really want to go. i'll miss sc tons. almost everything's here. my friends, scncc, my platoonmates, the stupid jokes, the lameness...(: i dont know. ama got in also. my parents are goddamn happy but i cant help feeling empty. everyone's rejoicing, but i'm emoing. i guess i'll just look ahead for now, and let that decision slowly unfold into place.

pretending, that smile underneath is another frown.

2007-07-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

i really dont wanna leave. but i cant make them unhappy either. stuck between a junction of crossroads, where the cars speed past me. why cant one just come forward and knock me down.

i cant be who you are

2007-07-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO:)

080707; kristal's birthday:D

GREENSHOES:D

GREENLOOOVE:D

hello kristal!

:D

This is Haysel (hazel) by brina:D

BIRTHDAYGIRL!

brina acts cute:D

brina's "in jail" (according to her)

:D

&SMILES

megan:)

BUBBLES:D

brina & me:D

bored

o9o7o7; xifan's house:D

MUFFINS

you know you want them:D

hello valen!

100707; childcare:D

NAMASTE♥

NAMASTE♥

NAMASTE♥

NAMASTE♥

LOVE; lingli, eugenia, michelle & me

shadows:D

random picture:D

eugenia's cute card:D

another cute card:D

me & michelle:)

lingli looks ghostly:D

ggp eugenia:D

michelle's extra leg:)

hello daddy:D

hello ggp:D

TLL, united square

SPASTIC GLADYS:D

hello spoon:)

:D

HAHA. the one eye, one spoon monster:)

& she prays to the food... (actually, she was playing with tissue)

haha now you know how spastic my "husband" can get:D the other time he (she) was poking fries into the icecream. OH. macs's icecream increased by 10cents:/ another fishball. stupid lauren ):

HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
YOU KNOW
!!LAUREN says:
no
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
-.-
!!LAUREN says:
what
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
the 50cents vanilla cone in macs INCREASED PRICE
!!LAUREN says:
i dont know what
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
by 10cents
!!LAUREN says:
DUHH
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
ANOTHER FISHBALL.
!!LAUREN says:
i knew liaooo
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
eeyerr.
!!LAUREN says:
HAHA outdated old woman
!!LAUREN says:
OOW.
!!LAUREN says:
HAHA
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
IDIOT
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
*hits lauren&
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
* *
!!LAUREN says:
hahahaha
!!LAUREN says:
ahhahahaha
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
not funny
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
HURT MY FEELINGSSSS

today in school was fun & shit at the same time. me and kat had to see leong for our hair. she was like "wow now your hair so neat" what role model this kind la. HUR. after that something happened. but what i think is that, the person is seriously insecure to actually resort to this kind of means. being outcasted, or felt left out, or just wanting to have some self confidence and place for once. but if that person admits, not everyone will be that willing to forgive her, seriously. they may say "oh i will" but actually, it's hard, after all the insults they had to take. what i'll suggest is a heart to heart talk to the person:)

school was harsh the lessons. three humans, science, chinese & maths:/ killer lessons. valen got pissed off during chinese today. and the prefect nominees are out! aisha & sarah. but no xifan! EH. half the class voted for xifan la! EEYERR. clear classrooms for excelfest tomorrow. no school but i have to go back for poetry slam:/

after school went j8 with xifan. saw shaoting on the bus, reading her book. so guai worzxzx:) then so full luhh! and the bus was freaking crowded. ate macs. i feel so full i dont think i can eat dinner:/

playing with gladys uno:)

GLADSIE(: running makes my tears go away says:
hi 5
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
hi 10
GLADSIE(: running makes my tears go away says:
hi 20
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
hi 40
GLADSIE(: running makes my tears go away says:
you where got 40 fingers?
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
er.
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
BORROW YOURS(:
GLADSIE(: running makes my tears go away says:
haha
HAZEL ♥ &just so you know says:
:D

okay bye:)

TAG REPLIES;
LAUREN; fineee. eeyerr you mean!
JEDIDAH; haha what flattered muffins:D

standing on the rooftops, everybody scream your heart out♥

2007-07-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO:D

FRIDAY; 060707
cant remember how school was like, but ncc! haha we did drills and also went through ifc again:) haha there was this particular convo that was superduper funny:D

3sg felicia: what's enemy.
*everyone points thumb down*
3sg felicia: friend?
*everyone stones for awhile, cause we havent learnt that, and slowly turn our thumbs up*
3sg felicia: and ready?
*valerie puts two thumbs up*
*everyone laughs*

DAMN RETARDED LA WTHHH:DD cause we didnt learn friend &ready. apparently according 3sg felicia, she was asked about those two during specs course. LOLLL. and 3sg felicia taught us bad field signals that she didnt want us to learn. oh and:) they asked us if we knew who was our commanding officer.

"ARTHUR BENG!"
"ARTHUR ONG BENG LENG"
*more about arthur-s"
chloe: LOW CHEE KIAT
*silence*
*laughs*
3sg kai, 3sg felicia: WHO'S THAT?!
chloe: the name just sounded familiar
3sg kai: arthur beng is the chairman, and chloe, your low chee kiat is a nobody.

HAHAHAHA. she's damn random la wth! haha parade was pretty fun:) and pt was quite okay. musical chairs and yeah. i tell you, i suck at musical chairs:D and adelia's damn good at it la! she always the top. but then this time, it's like, two winners. cause both of them were like, half butt each on the chair -.- LOL.

SATURDAY; 070707
just a nice number day, that's it. oh, and many people got married:) dontknow anyone that got married though.. *shuffles feet*

SUNDAY; 080707
toh tuition. toh thinks jewel is still in toh la wth. haha DUMB. then smily was late. and three weird new kids. two girls that looked extremely twittish to me:) and one weird guy that couldnt stop giggling to himself. last week the two that joined was a nerd and a extremely fair&skinny guy. eeyerr. so many weird kids in toh. but no wonder, toh's a weird teacher. haha i'm the sane one:D perfectly pure:) and not weird. no peanuts for smilyyyy. bet she was unhappy.

kristal's birthday! eeyerr. at first kailin and kat can come one luh, end up they two cannot. sheesh manzxzx. butbut brenda's sis is damn cute (will upload the pictures later). brina:D she was like, drew a picture. then she wrote the word "digging nose" and she asked me what was my name. and i said "jasmine". then she put above "digging nose", "jasmine". HAHA. and she spelt my name "haysel". she's damn cute la wth:)

and studied geog for 4 hours! wasnt easy okay:/ haha the second time i studied so hard this year:) i hatehatehate block tests la, SHEESH.

MONDAY; 090707
SCHOOOOOL:) i cant remember what happened either... eeyerr. but! haha the assembly talk was somewhat boring:) and i fell asleep. along with many others:) oh! and aleena dared xifan to lick her finger. and she did. haha and we were laughing like crap, cause aleena didnt think xifan would do it. haha and aleena was like "yuuuuuucks!" :D

after that went home, play com, pack bag, went over to school to meet xifan and valen. going to stay over at xifan's house to do muffins for pushcart:D ate dinner there, and watched css2 at the same time. eeyerr that guohao guy sucks shit la. yet he still made it through, like wth. he sings like, a... i dontknow! it's so horrible. and he isnt even goodlooking:)

haha then xifan told her mum that i sleep and eat 24 hours. but then, twist, her mum said it was good. so that i'll get enough energy blahblahblah. so different from my mum! my mum scolds me for sleeping too much. like 10hours a day during the weekends is alot like that. it's damn little can! eeyerr. i'm a growing kid afterall:D me and xifan started on the muffins before valen came. haha and we played abit of mapleXP

when valen came, then we started talking and doing. they take me like rubbish bin like that la! eeyerr. they were like "if anything not nice, let hazel eat" not my fault i'm constantly hungry): i need nutrition okay! and the muffins were excellent:D except for the fact that they, kinda, sink in:D haha and i ate alot la! so freaking full. and it was very oily! eeyerr. but those who ate it, dont worry, we wiped away, er, most of the oil:)

played com for awhile. retarded moments:D after that when everything was done, and i was superduper tired:) i need sleeeeep. went to sleep at like, 1.30am. me and valen were in the same room.

valen: hazel, off the light
me: dontwant:D
valen: hazel you closer!
me: lazy
*valen gets up*
valen: you ah!

haha to tell the truth, i'm scared of the dark. so i hate off-ing the light, unless someone offs it:D then valen started to play songs to make us sleep. and we both were about to fall asleep, ... when i sneezed. woke the two of us:D then another song played.

*song plays*
valen: this song will confirm make us sleep
me: what song is this?
valen: trouble sleeping
*laughs*

so... HUR. then after that she played some other song, and we both fell asleep:D haha and she was warning me not to pull the blanket. and according to her, i did:D and she didnt want to pull cause she thought later i dont have. but actually, before we slept, i had alot of the blanket already. HEH. and i have pictures of xifan in _____:) nothing sick, reallyXD

TUESDAY; 100707
in the morning, xifan's mother made me eat breakfast. when i finished, ...

xf's mum: you want somemore?
me: dont want dont want
xf's mum: aiya nvm, you bring to school la!
me: haha no need la
xf's mum: MUST!
*packs the sandwich into a ziplock bag*

eeyerr. but it was nice la:D HEH. we took taxi to school, along with ximian. we dropped off first. we were superduper early, so we went to sji esso to get hershleys cookies and cream cause we forgot to bring it, and it was one of our toppings:D when going back to school, we saw this taxi crashed into our school the wall. HAHA. i wondered how he got to such a weird place, cause it's like, hard, to hit that particular wall.

pushcart! we went down like, 9.35 to start setting up. super early, when recess starts at 10.30. muffins! and NUTELLA. yumyum. haha. we were all sold out! see it's nice okay:D the nutella rocks manzxzx. then valen they all went to intimidate the partAs. haha LOL. it was damn funny. freaking kat and kailin went to push me to the table. sheesh you la! and i got peiyi to buy something:D and meishaan was practically dragging claudia to buy something. poor thing poor thing. and i got one more demerit. 12 demerits. hello detentionD:

we went up to class like, damn late. and murkeji was pissed off. after that during teo's lesson, me, kat and aleena were enjoying the nutella:D it's NICE. and DELICIOUS. haha then aleena started to colour her teeth with nutella. damn funny la. first one tooth, then her front two, then top front two, and bottom front two:D and she also nutella-ed her lips. everybody was laughing like crap la. then teo offered to put it on her face. she was like "no no no"

childcare after school! took retarded photos of greatgrandpa eugenia:D and ggp's cool cards:D (will upload either tomorrow or friday). reached childcare. playground! kiddishh. then went to see the kids! NAMASTE♥ so cute so cute so cute:D haha. i was doing the n2 class. michelle had namaste's class! sigh):

there was this pretty girl called aisha or aishah or whatever in my class. she's damn cute and pretty la. me and lingli agreed she'll be a good match for namaste:D then they went to eat lunch outside. the smallsmall girl was crying as per normal. and shakira was looking after faris:) but they're not siblings la! haha but damn cute. shalia's smiles are cute, but she's damn naughty. and the teacher said she needed to lose weight, so she gave her the smaller pieces of bread. but she took like, 8? a lot la! faris was damn cute!

after that went in. some went with the teacher, while two came along with me to play the "gym". tire me out man. i have to run after the ball for them, tell them to play properly, and ask them to stand on the blue mats while throwing the balls through the hoops. shakira told faris what ball to take. then this other girl called aishah, she's damn stubborn la. when she gets stubborn, you say anything she also wont listen): lingli daddy and eugenia ggp were painting with the other kids. the pretty aisha(h) and two other small kids were playing dress up

after when all played the gym, the teacher let them tear papers to practice their grip. faris tear so big waste paper! then i think shalia tear until must nicenice one. haha. after that goodbye! there was this boy in lingli's class who kept going to pretty aisha(h) and say her name manymany times. his name was jaikumar i think:)

went over to the other part of the childcare where michelle was with namaste's class. he's so cute!♥ we had to secretly take photos of him. aisha(h) cried cause she wanted her mum. then i wanted to see how to spell jaikumar's name. then he didnt let me see. eeyerr. after that he let me see, letter by letter. HAHA. but in the end, i still forgot how to spell. LOL. we left at 5.30. michelle went to her grandma house to bathe, which was oppo united square, i went united square first.

walked around, then gladys came! haha we went to foodcourt:D and eat already, we went up to class. mrslin didnt come, some replacement teacher. when class started, me and gladys were talking about me sleeping in class. then the teacher overheard.

teacher: take hazel for example. she sleeps in class
me: what is this, critical analysis?!
teacher: yeah
me: i didnt sleeping today during ce, during english, during... *lists one two more*
nicholas: it means she sleeps during every other lesson
*laughs*
*gladys smiles evilly*

EEYERR. gladys anyhow sabo me. then gladys gave "evidence". her statement was more trustworthy cause we were classmates. eeyerr. sucks la! and then the teacher called gerald peepee:D HAHA. everyone was laughing. and that stupid guy went to tell the teacher my nickname.

*teacher write my name on the board*
me: why me!
teacher: cause you're the most obvious character in this class
me: *whispers* wthh
gerald: her name spell wrongly already! it's h-e-y-z-e-r!
me: IDIOT

bloody hell! then the teacher asked the class if a book was called hazel, would anyone read it. sadly, no): then she asked if it was called heyzer, would anyone read it. then gerald was like "YA. and all her friends also!" wthh. he's damn idiot la. gladys had two scissors. if he was any nearer, i swear i would have cut his hair. then gladys drew all over my paper, and i drew on hers:D

midway through the poem, me &gladys wanted to peeee:/ but we were like "must endure! wait til end of the poem". gerald went toilet, and the teacher went to hide his phone. LOL. after that, she didnt tell him until the end of the lesson, and she put the blame on me. idiot. gerald came back from the toilet, with a drink... claiming that he met his friend in the toilet who gave it to him. WHATEVER.

TODAY; 110707
haha school was fun today!:D the health forms were mostly in:D pe was retarded. me and kat and mrs lee one team against valen, xifan and ama for captains ball. HAH. but dontknow who won. i didnt sleep in class! only 2 mins during chinese. got caught by leong for hair. kat also. so tomorrow both of us have to see her. eeyerr. 2pr sold cotton candy for pushcart! YUM

chinese! reading with appreciation:D it was the nicenice teacher. we played this game, about telling a story. then start from one end to the other. we sabo-ed jedidah like crazy la:D so the ending was damn weird. cause had to follow the storyline of the book. wanted to sabo estherlyn at first, but end up she managed to save herself. jed's one was worst:D and then also valen!

teacher: imagine someone going to you and rollls up the sleeve and shows you his tattoo
valen: WAH SO NICE!
*laughs*

haha she damn lame la wth. then the teacher made her do that scene with her. then valen had to act damn dao. so funny:D

tuition was dang boring. i was falling asleep. and then i sleep wrote... i wrote " (some scribbles) omg i falling asleeeeee" HUR. but yeah, damn tired:D and two new shorties. damn freaking short:D

addicted to jesse's "just so you know" again! and trja's "false pretence" & "face down". and jem's "24" and escape the fate's "not good enough for the truth in cliche" and also lostprophets's "town called hypocrisy" and "rooftops"!:D HEH. will upload pictures another day!

TAG REPLIES;
LYNETTE; okay(:
XIFAN; YOU CHIFFON
KAILIN; love you too! haha okay:)
XINYUAN; obviously it's nice, DUH:D
JOANNA; hello!

finger on the trigger to my dear juliet ♥

2007-07-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

LALALALA:) i hate studying for block tests:/ so i shall take a break:D finally loaded these off my phone:D

this love's defined(:

negative:D

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS AT HEEREN/ SAKAE

HELLO JEDIDAH:)

CHEEEEEESE:D

ORI:D

SPASTIC LOOOVE:D

THE BIRTHDAY BABIES (with bibs) :D

JEDIDAH:D

JEDIDAH:D

PLASTIC TOWER:)

SHE LOVES ME & I LOVE HER!:D

PUFFFFFYYY:D

I LOVE ORI!

SPASTIC SMILES:)

:DDDD

WE BLOW KISSES (hell we're not les)

COME ON ORI, SMILEEE:)

okay:) so that's for nowww. i'm superduper sleeeeeeepy. had to scan the 4 chapters tested for geog for aleena cause she doesnt have a tb -.- now i'm sleeeeepy. too long staring at the com:D but ohwell, shant sleep. i shall try and study for monday's test:D eeyerr. lauren just told me the clean colour pens at popular increased by 5 cents:/ that's a lot okay! with two clean colours bought now, you can buy two clean colours last time and one fishball!
_______________________________________________
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
HAHA YAH apparently the clean colours at popular raised 5c
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
serious?
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
now it's $2?!
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
SHEESH MAN
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
nooo
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
1.95
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
oh.
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
HAH
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
EXPENSIVEEEEEE if bought in bulk
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
YEAHHH
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
idiot la the stupid 7% gst
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
yah ! 2%= 5c?!?!
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
sheesh la
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
two clean colours, 10cents, one fishball!
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
HAHAHA
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
imagine how many fishballs we can buy with 60 clean colours!
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
THIRTY
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
it can feed almost the WHOLE CLASS
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
HAHAHAHHA
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAAH
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
hazel!!!
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
ahhahahahaha
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
REALLY
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
or like nuggets!
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
can get Five
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
*FIVE
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
stupid gst):
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
omg u damn funy
HAZEL ♥ break apart her heart says:
really what!
!!LAUREN }when the cracks begin to show says:
haha
_______________________________________________
WTHHHHHHH): butbut one good thing! lauren says if her sis get her the full clean colour pens set from japan, she'll give me her old ones! :D YAYE! oh and thank you kat for the 3 jesse posters!:D YAYE LOOOVE♥

TAG REPLIES;
HUICHEN; haha LOL:) HELLOOOO:D
XINYUAN; i see i see:D
JOANNA; okie dokie!

just so you know, this feelings' taken control of me & i cant help it

2007-07-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO:) photo update! had a really nice sleep just now:D

TODAY:D

THE BEAAAUTIFUL BOARD:)

HELLO LOVE!

SEXYBACKS:) jedidah's haaaaaand

WORTH MY KISSES:D

JEDIDAH'S PRETTTTY LEG:)

CHEESE:D i see a dark figure between me and valen.. HEH

HELLO VALEN:) bloody eyebags):

HANAXINA! hazel, valentina, xifan, katrina:D

GLADYS SPELLS TROPHY AS "THROPHY":D

FROGGGGY. they didnt take mine):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEDIDAH!

CHEEEEESE:)

HELLO JEDIDAH YOU FUNNY:)

LOVE!

FISHBALLLLLLLS:)

TWIT ALERT!

okay that's all! VAYLENTINA & KATRING ARE MEANIES:) hey what zer la you! CHIFFONNY, be nice to a fellow october baby! :D

TAG REPLIES;
XINYUAN; mgs:) whyyyyy?

break apart her heart♥

2007-07-05T17:09:00.001+08:00

HELLOHELLO:)

blogger bores me:D so i kind of lost an interest in blogging! HEHHH. but then! since i'm super bored now, and my tutor decided not to come, i shall update!:D

THURSDAY! celebrated jasmine's, zhao's and jedidah's birthdays at heeren sakae!:D at first it was supposed to be like, 10 over people, but end up was jasmine, zhao, danielle, jed, xifan, valen, huiying and me! reduced to SEVENNNN people): it was damn retarded la! we ate lotlots of sushi:D i want another trip to sakae!(: haha then we had wasabi competition, and rice competition:D it was superduper retarded. haha jed's expression was PRICELESSSS:D got video! it's with jed:) haha then valen and xifan made the 3 of them wear bibs:D that were of handkerchief(: HAHA. and huiying kept eating prawn sushi. whenever one came by, we would take for her. then zhao, jasmine &danielle kept eating beaaaaaans. reached home at 7plus, got scolded, whatever.

FRIDAY! ncc day:D had to wear no3 around school. damn hot la. sweating like crap and i was superduper tired. i know not supposed to crease the uniform, but i ended up falling asleep. school's boring:) first parade with the new ncos. violet i/c. stupid nat! go anyhow say i stalk people. I DONT:D you anyhow say one la! stupid girlXP then doing the wheelbarrow thing i fell:/ then i had to miss two rounds of running around the track): i damn long never exercise already. must get back my staminaaaaaa. had tll replacement after ncc with michelle, hanying and nickTAN. kristal came after class:D so cuuute. then she wanted to hug nick, but nick didnt want to. it was damn funny la!

SATURDAY & SUNDAY! boring days:) but stupid jewel quit toh. so i'm stranded there. with smily and sheryl. and the idiot toh, who thinks he is oh so funny, but NOT funny. yeahyeah, he's great at EVERYTHING:) i'm suuure. andand i cut my hair:D

MONDAY! happy youth day!:) project at kat's house! met charlotte and jasmine at serene. then jasmine's mum drove us to kat's house. we stoned and painted toenails until ama came. valen and xifan came too! to do muffins:) for the pushcart sales. testing the recipe. my toenails are a weird shade of grey, and i dont know where the hell is my nail polish remover. sheeesh. cause the video was on extreme makeover, and i was the poor victim:/ so yeah. stupid valentina yong! she was like "aiya, dont bully her la. come come, i help you" then she go put somemore of that disgusting lipstick! sheesh you! i look like some fugly clown, or ruhua, or whatever. blooooody hell. help you my ass la you! and then they went to call people, to say that they should act as my bf for the video. i was like, EH WHATEVER. at the end, they made me wear this dress... sheesh manzxzx. butbut! the muffins were nice:D and katrina, i want your handphone speakers:D

TUESDAY! back to schooool. kb probably hates me like crap now:D firstly, i was doing something else during her class, and she found out. secondly, i was sleeping, and she found that out too! and it was all within one lesson:) dwi sleep never get caught one luh): whywhywhy must always look my side one... and laoshi kept calling my name during chinese class la! sheesh. my pronounciation got error okay. njc interview! it was bloody scary. before me and after me were this two stnicks girls. we talked awhile, and we were all so bloody nervous:/ it's freaky okay! GAHHH. after interview, tll. boringboringboring:) valen is mean:D

WEDNESDAY! had to take height and weight during pe. I DIDNT GROWWWW! so i'm still like, uhh, 158? D: SIGH. i want to grow taller okay! but i lost 0.5kg:) and i'm not a skinny freak okay! i shall jump &swim more:D so i can grow tallllllller. i feel damn short already okay): went home straight after school, haha so guai:D and went to sleep for 3 hours:) it's called, TIRED. after that, talked on the phone with random babes at night and valen also, then went to sleep.

TODAY! wahseh. the top 3 for poetry slam have to perform for excelfest next friday! when there is supposed to be no school! ): i want my sleep okaaay. xifan says i'm like a pig like that. sleep sleep sleep. fineee. but then! excelfest is like, open to the public, and tons of people will probably come. so is like, EH. so idiot la! had the school survey today:) it was retarded manzxzx. then after that, we was laughing at a certain someone's friendster:) and there was this sicko pervo guy la. idiot man. mrs hee wants to steal my husband! LOL. bad news for science test! the HIGHEST is around 36/60): it's super lousy okay. and it seems alot of people got 10/60. i'll cry if i get 10/60:/ after school we scribbled on the board:) YAYE. everyone loves me:D valen said my frog looks like a dinosaur. HAHA LOL. went j8 with valen, xifan, kat and kailin. saw someone there. suddenly appear beside me in the foodcourt freak me out mann. the chicken teriyaki sauce tastes weirddddd. went to eat gelato after that and then went home! no tution!

i shall update photos the next time round, if i'm not lazy enough to upload the pictures onto the com:) i'm always too lazy to do so, and one reason cause this com hates my usb cable:) the laptop the wireless dont know why cannot connect and this com the mouse not working. and the com is getting boring-er and boring-er day by day. very sleepy now. BYEBYE:) i miss namaste! will see him on tuesday! hopefully:D and faris and shakira too! i'm addicted to the song "not good enough for the truth in cliche" by escape the faaaate:D LALALALA. okay i shall go sleep now:)

TAG REPLIES;
ANON; er whatever
VIOLET; my boots suck):
DEBBIE; haha okay:D i want to go shopping:D
CHLOE; support my class's pushcart sales next tues okay! especially the MUFFINS:D

oh i wont believe it's true anymore, anymore

2007-06-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

it's back to school &i'm feeling hyper all over again:D but i'm still sleeping in class:/ back to school, the jokes, my friends, ... LOVE! it's been a month yo:D

spent my sunday going for tuition, walking around taka aimlessly with family and mugging for science test. a wonderful start to school:/ i spent 8hours studying! most of the time was just copying notes though. but i'm proud of myself:D i never studied for so long before:D but i needed the com, music, handphone and friends. yaye lauren for being such a good teacher:D so that i understood whatwhat balancing equations:D

monday! in the morning everyone cram. then when ama saw valen, she was like "eeyer, why you so black" HAHA. the usual monday test blues): 1hour &10mins test. the test was FREAKING HARD! i crapped throughout practically the entire paper luh. and fell asleep after that:D but seriously, WHAT THE HELL DOES DUCKS EAT?! plants? tadpoles? UHHHH. we changed lit teacher! cause miss wong left already. cause she came sc while waiting for her results or something la. then is this miss toh person. she's ... erm okay la. but, uh, yeah(: not exactly very fierce, but uh, ... assembly was on some scpb stuff. aiya. make us like, understand that scpb dont just book people. me and jed fell asleep:/ xifan was like "you ah, always sleeping. i see you sleeping i also want to sleep" HEH. after school went coro with ori, violet, kailin & xifan.

tuesday! it rained in the morning:D so we got to go to class first! YAYE. rushed maths homework. after that art. so freaking boring luhh. draw tree trunk -.- she say very easy very easy. easy my ass la. after that i started drawing funny faces. HEH. went to "toilet", actually class. like almost half the class was there luh. after that, when most go already. valen was like, aiya we go back also la. i was like 5 more mins:D but end up i went with her luh. after school went to j8 with xifan. ate mos. corn soup! YAYE(: mos's apple pies are nicer than macs:D then we walk around and ate gelato:D yumyum. and something happened:X after that went to bishan library to rest then byebye:D tll at night. took bus to tll. then at my house busstop, saw sean and his sis. haha. she ah. first thing ask me if i going for date -.- no luhhXP this weirdo freak kept staring at me on the bus, i stare back like damn pissed off he still dont want turn away. fcuk man. i got off the bus he was like, still staring. gorge out your fcuking eyeballs la idiot. class was boring la. xifan&ximian were there. xifan's lollipop was like, so haaard and thick and fat. cannot dissolved one luh!

today! didnt rain in the morningD: thenthen, first half was boring. then we got locked out for english. practically half the class cause we came back late from recess. but me&violet got excuse(: so after that go in, supposed to do some oral thing. then paired up with violet. we were laughing like crap then teo was like "i shouldnt have let the both of you in" eh whateverrrrr. but stay outside also can(: i failed history test): sheesh. always like that. last year also. first half do well, second half start to fail here fail there. what crap la. slept while hee was explaining the paper. also no answer key, dontwant listen la:D damn tired luh. then geog. cannot sleep. after school, i guaiguai come home:D HEH. got tuition luh. have to go like, 5mins.

i want to see namaste♥! we're like only going there, like, 10july?! EH. miss that kid manzxzx. so uber cute:D HEH. i want to watch transformers! shia shia shia:D YEAH MANNNN. okay i gtg now. BYEBYE:D

TAG REPLIES;
AMANDAGOH; okie dokie:D
LAUREN; mmhmm. science sucks la. study dont study also same one la:/

you can hold my hand if you want to, 'cause i want to hold yours too(:

2007-06-23T16:46:00.001+08:00

NAMASTE!♥
the hottest, and the cutest of all(:

i'm having pre-monday bluuuues. have stupid science block test and ting xie on mondayD: 8 chapters of science, not exactly what i had in a mind as a perfect end to the holidays, and a perfect start to term 3. and i'm still stuck at making notes for TRANSPORT IN LIVING THINGS): this sucks. and this com cant view powerpoint! whywhywhy): cha uploaded stuff on ecology that i diedie also MUST see): stupid laptop. not working well. and stupid tingxie. i'm gonna freaking fail another science test, and my ~~dream~~nightmare of getting a 46.6 average for my ca2's gonna come alive. oh great. this sucks.

was watching nickelodean's kids choice awards. saw drake bell with a not-nerd hairstyle(: so uber cuuuuute! HEH. and jesse was there, so was shia labeouf! but not max thieriot): i loove these four manzxzx:D i want to watch transformers. i think it seems rather okay. and hightech stuff, kind of coool. that is IF, stupid work and tests doesnt come in the waaaay. yesterday when i was doing cip, seems that jasmine and friend went to watch nancy drew, and mum, siti and kris went to watch surf's up. oh well. i dont want to watch emma roberts kiss max anyway): i'll probably get heartbroken:D

okay. i better get back to making notes, or else i'll probably be stuck at transport in living things for, let's see, ... FOREVER? XP but come to think of it, i need food to continue. i shall go food-hunting! before i start(: LALALA. let's face it, be optimisticcccc:D LOL. science seriously sucks... (alliteration!)

TAG REPLIES;
LINGLI; you so make me want to kill you! he HUGGED you?! ): NAMASTE IS THE LOOOOOOOOVE♥
AMANDAGOH; what thing too much words? [Oo] haha okay(:

just dont, dont walk away ;

2007-06-22T19:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

today had njc ip. the dumbest questions that surfaced. well, sort of. haha. the personality test. mmhmm. then they called in psychologists [Oo] we were like all, er okay? seriously weird. then during the test, sha's stomach grumbled:D we all started laughing la. so retarded. and i drew on esther p's eraser. the wormy!(: HEH. she was like "uhhhh" in the whiny tone:D haha. then i saw the twins again la. they are in sha's tuition too! everywhere we go, we always tend to somehow see them. not exactly everywhere. jewel, do not say anything(: after the test, went home to change.

6a outing was cancelled. then went to do cip with michelle, lingli and eugenia. rushed home from njc, change and then go take mrt to commonwealth. freaking loooong journey! then got off and change at city hall. stupid me went to take wrong direction): cause i was like, listening to music. so i didnt care like what's around me. then when i look up, i saw KALLANG. i was like, wtfwtfwtf! then i quickly got off the mrt and switch. after that when i reach commonwealth, michelle havent reach yet. SLOW:D

after that took bus to the centre. reached there like 2.30. the kids were still having nap. me and michelle played in the playground while waiting for lingli and eugenia:D after that we went over. the kids there are like sosososososo CUTE:D HEH. especially NAMASTE! he's a total hottie and cutie! lingli, michelle and eugenia are in love with him too♥ he's just so hot(: and adorable! they woke already, then went to eat. haha so cute. then my table was like, keep spilling the drink. haha. after that we talked to namaste. yes that uber hottie and cutie:D he was like "ALAAAA" and his spiderman thing. SO CUTE:D he's freaking hot. i want to marry him:X but he's too young for me unfortunately): i bet next time all the girls will woo him. that freaking hottie(: lingli wants to date him too!

after eating, they went to play. so cute. haha shakira's freaking cute too. but not as cute and hot as namaste:D he stands out(: haha his cute dark deep blue shorts:D after that, play for awhile, walk to the other area to read. read to some boy. i forgot his name! but he's damn cute too(: but not as cute as namaste! XP then he was so cute la. the boy i read to(: he was like, wanting to play. then i had to tell him "okayokay, you read a few more books then you play okay?" then he was like "okay..." (: SO ADORABLE:D then after that there was this girl was lying around, so i just read to her since the boy went off the draw. she so cute too! she was like, guessing every colour as blue(: why not green! haha kidding(:

after that went out to spot birds. yes birds -.- but they are kids! what do you expect! then partnered shakira. then this girl came to me and started to hold my hand. then she kissed me on the hand TWICE. i was like, shocked. haha but she's so cute too! after that we walked off. shakira's so cute! namaste wasnt in the walk): then after that this girl, trisha kept clinging to lingli(: since the start actually. HAHA. then trisha got scolded by the teacher. then eugenia's partner and shakira was like, one after another "dont friend you" omg so cute!:D

after that went back, sang the goodbye song. this boy went to pull my hand, brought me to the end of the classroom, and pulled me back. i was like, er okay... haha but i followed anyway. after that, most of them went back. namaste was holding the water bottles, and saying that they were guns. then he and another guy started comparing who had more guns. haha so cute:D then after that namaste was like, playing. he and his "ALAAAA":D omg i want to hug him la! his hair so nice. i want him as my boyfriend mannnn:X

NAMASTE!♥

the uber hottie! and cutie(: we should start a fanclub for him, seriously. and i miss him already:X he's so cuuuuute. the next time we're doing cip is like, 17july? unless eugenia can get a slot next week(: stupid lingli. she got to kiss and read to namaste before! EH. she makes me jealous):

took bus back. seems like i can take 167 from one side, and 855 from the other. sheeeesh. and 167, the bus journey is like, 1HOUR10MINS. my butt hurt like HELL. and i was superduper sleepy! seriously): then neighbour on bus. talked to them when got off:D

max thieriot is a HOTTIE:D but obviously not as hot as jesse AND my newfound love, NAMASTE(: katrina, i'm not another retard okay! haha you and your twisted reason with why max probably doesnt have a girlfriend -.- HEH. i watched the greatest fan yesterday on youtube starring chris trousdale from dream street:D makes me wanna fall in love with him. so freaking CUTE:D but jesse's the best in dream street!(: stupid emma roberts get to kiss max thieriot ): lauren says max looks like a vampire cum girl. so not luhh!

and was playing ss with lauren just now. she wants me to blog about her, so here's a little blog on her(: and that meanie said yesterday that i was probably the only retard or whatever that doesnt use itunes. EH! hurt my feelings):

anyway! i gtg(: i wanna see NAMASTE(: i'll probably dream about him. i'm crazy over that hottie cum cutie:D HEH. but i'm not the only one! XP

TAG REPLIES;
VIOLET; haha okay. suibian you luh(:
JEDIDAH; okie dokie(: TAGGED :D
LAUREN; [Oo] ... RIGHT
SIEWJIA; i have such a mean mother. TSK!
XINYUAN; he wasnt kayaking, he was rowing(:
VIOLET; i want to go kayaking!

& i'll send my love straight from the heart
NAMASTE!♥

2007-06-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

i'm bored like hellllllll(x and it's the last week of hols))): but it was pretty boring anyway:D i'm feeling HYPERRRR. maybe because i'm BORED xD that what happens when i'm bored. awfully boredddd(:

i'm feeling fatfatfat! i ate swensens for lunch and jap buffet for dinner:D i'm not rich okay! i never ate in restaurant for a veryveryveryveryveryvery long time:D haha my dad was grumbling about the buffet bills. cause it was nearly hitting 100! so expensiveeeeeeeeXP but it was nice:D and i'm feeling awfully full:/ i'm gonna grow fatfatfat:X

watched shrek3 today. not as funny as i thought. pirates was NICER:D anddd. colder :/ what do you expect manzxzx! 3 hours in the movie theatre. we were SHIVERINGGGG. haha. i want to watch some other movieeee. then kailin met me after the movie. haha. then she came to my house for awhile:D

dumdeedeedumdeedeedumdumdum! i'm boredd. tomorrow meeting for english project. we are finally starting man!(: LOL. getting outoutout of the house:D probably gonna pierce my ears:D I HOPEEEE. if my mum dont allow, i'm gonna secretly pierce the top:D but my mum's eyes are uber sharpD:

HAZEL WANTS A RAINBOW LOLLIPOP:D be nice and buy me one yeaaah?(: YAYE:D everybody's been hurting my feelings lately): joanne and katrina and lauren!): you meanie poks:D

okaaaaaaay. my dad wants to use the comcom:D so BYEBYE. dont miss me yeahh:D okay i'm really superduper hyper manzxzx:D

2007-06-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

the holidays are notsoboring now:D SORT OF. but still packed with fcuking tuitionsD: AW! *sighs* i wish i could just stop going for tuitions! HEH. so boring anyway:D and i'm not exactly listening so why go?(x but my parents... ARGH.

MONDAY & TUESDAY WERE FUN!(((((: but monday was bloody at the same timeD: HEHHH. monday went to ori's house to do chinese project! and her house is like, at JURONG. so took mrt. so looooooooongD: stupd people playing the staring game. there was this woman in front of me, stare stare stare. STARE BACK. LOL! was talking on the phone with ori and violet. go away man!

met ori at the mrt. wahliaooo. the group of guys outside popular superduper noisyXP talk so loud, laugh so loud. not like their voice very nice like that. BLEHH. after that! go makan. i got my whipped potatoes! and then go do project! i fell on the %$&&$%#@ overhead bridge. BLOODY RIGHT TOE:D :D HEH. after that, reach ori's house realise have to use the chinese book, so ended up slacking(x

met mum at j8. she bought TONS of assessmentsD: i was like, wtf wtf wtf! sheeesh. hell man.

tuesday! went out with the weirdo meanie pok ~~starfish torturer~~:D stupid girl! she woke up at 11.30 when we were supposed to meet at 12! so end up delaydelay. met at far east, then walkwalk to cine. bought tickets for pirates. 3HOURS movie! so loooooong. it was at 3. so until 6. bleh. we went to take neos and walk around. bought mrs fields and chips and necklace. cinema food are EXPENSIVE okay! we know how to SAVE:DD cause we are poor peopleD: how sad.

pirates was okay la(((: some funny and dumb parts. the rock crabbies are so adorable!:D HEHE. so cuuuuute. i want one! and it was FREEZING COLD. try sitting in a movie theatre for three hours, just sitting, no stretching. GODDAMN COLD. lala. then my contacts got problem, and i lost my specs. partial blindnessD: but good thing movie screens are BIG. so yaye!

after that, went to eat yoshinoya. so fuuuuuuuuull. HEH. after that we talked for awhile, and leave. then go play with the floor thingy:D after that walk to mrt and go to tll. saw my "husband" (GLADYS!) at fairprice:D haha. then we went up together. gladys came in for awhile and talked to mrs lin. she's gladys's teacher too!

mrs lin doesnt know who is jesse mccartney! )))): haha coincidentally, his song is playing nownownow!:D the best day of my life!xD she thought jesse was a GIRL. cause his name sounded like "jessie" to her D: i was so sad! BLEH! how could she NOT know! then! there was this superduper weird kid guy in for replacement. he talked funny(: but not his fault he's born like that yeaaah. but i wanted to tape his mouth somehow. talk so muchXP i was like, rolling my eyes a lot a lot. sheeeeesh. had some dumb phototaking. grrr. waste time only.

reach home, on com, play with lauren solitaire showdown again. she ah! when she got no cards, then i got blank pile, she end game! then i blurblur go acceptD: TSK! it happened FOUR times! must be more careful!

today! tuition. BORING! after that went with kor to buy present for his LOOOOOVE(: then after that i so blur cannn. sheesh! i must tell myself, I MUST NOT BE BLUR!D: tsk myself manXP

&my dad told me he wanted to call me sandy at first [Oo] i was like, er okay? then he was like, which one do you prefer? i was like, er anything. SO WEIRD. then i asked him why. he said cause he liked the beach -.- LOL!

TAG REPLIES;
SIEWJIA; yeah no prob!(:
CEDRIC; haha okay
VALENTINA; HEH! and you thought i didnt dare!

if hope is a song, i guess it's all over

2007-06-07T21:46:00.001+08:00

just something i forgot to post in my previous post :]

(5:31 PM) HAZEL ♥: GAHHH i have such a weird friend ^^
(5:32 PM) VALENTINA ♥: HEY
(5:32 PM) VALENTINA ♥: ITS SPECIAL
(5:32 PM) HAZEL ♥: what special?!
(5:33 PM) VALENTINA ♥: ME LUH
(5:33 PM) VALENTINA ♥: AH DUH
(5:33 PM) VALENTINA ♥: HAHA
(5:34 PM) HAZEL ♥: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
(5:34 PM) HAZEL ♥: since when were you special?!?!?!
(5:34 PM) HAZEL ♥: you WEIRD XP
(5:34 PM) VALENTINA ♥: since the day i was born
(5:34 PM) VALENTINA ♥: haahah
(5:35 PM) HAZEL ♥: LOL!
(5:35 PM) HAZEL ♥: YOU EGOOOOOOOOOO
(5:35 PM) VALENTINA ♥: ITS TRUE
(5:35 PM) HAZEL ♥: nah
(5:35 PM) VALENTINA ♥: you know ive been trying to deny this fact
(5:35 PM) VALENTINA ♥: this UNIVERSAL FACT
(5:35 PM) VALENTINA ♥: but it seems that
(5:35 PM) VALENTINA ♥: it doesnt work. oh weeelll. ):
(5:36 PM) VALENTINA ♥: hahaha
(5:37 PM) HAZEL ♥: you weirdo la you!
(5:38 PM) VALENTINA ♥: HAHA
(5:38 PM) VALENTINA ♥: WHAT
(5:38 PM) VALENTINA ♥: you better not blog this man!
(5:38 PM) VALENTINA ♥: I KNOW YOU LOVE SHOWING YOUR CHATLOGS.
(5:38 PM) VALENTINA ♥: hahaha
(5:38 PM) HAZEL ♥: HEHHH
(5:39 PM) HAZEL ♥: YOU JUST GAVE ME A GREEAAT IDEA!
(5:39 PM) VALENTINA ♥: YOU IDIOT.
(5:39 PM) VALENTINA ♥: HAHA
(5:39 PM) HAZEL ♥: MWAHAH :]
(5:39 PM) HAZEL ♥: i just might do that!
(5:39 PM) VALENTINA ♥: AHAHHA
(5:39 PM) VALENTINA ♥: I DARE YOUUU.
(5:40 PM) VALENTINA ♥: you wouldnt
(5:40 PM) HAZEL ♥: OH REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY
(5:40 PM) HAZEL ♥: you sure? [:
(5:41 PM) VALENTINA ♥: YEAAAAHHH
(5:41 PM) VALENTINA ♥: HAHAHA
(5:41 PM) VALENTINA ♥: SO SO SOOOO SURE
(5:41 PM) VALENTINA ♥: AHAHA
(5:41 PM) HAZEL ♥: hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

haha and she was so sure that i wont blog about this:D oh well valen, here's your little present. dont worry about my "tattoo". you can save on the energy and not give it to me:D HAH.

sheeesh. my mouse is screwed. and vixy is taking FOREVER. i'm bored. awfully bored on a school holiday, like i always have been. i want to go out!:D pleaaaaaase. sheesh tuition tomorrow. hope it's not in the afternoon:X so i can go lauren's house! although it's like... 14 mrt stops away... i'm probably gonna sleep on the damned train.

vixy. is. taking. really. long. just to download one song, it's taking like, an hour?! and shit my mouse. it's hanging on the com screen for like, 5 seconds or so every few minutes. GAH! one more time it hangs, i'm gonna scream. who cares what time it is. i'm just gonna scream.

okay good, it's not hang. NOW BE LIKE THAT [:

TAG REPLIES;
LAUREN; one question. what's with the box [Oo] chocolate?:D
VIOLET; cause you tagged me twice at different intervals!
VALENTINA; i just did(:
ZESHAN; hehe. HELLO! good luck for cdivs!

shit. my. freaking. mouse. AND MY COMPUTER! it hangs TOGETHER. thanks a lot manD: they conspire against meD: i'm gonna screaaaam. and cryD: i'm hurt. okay LOL!

i saw ~~him~~, with a bigbig umbrella -.- but he looked so freaking cute. GAH! and i thought was over himD:

... ANDDDDDDDDD, GIRAFFES & PENGUINS ARE TOTALLY CUTE! i know that was random. but they're cute:D so are piggggs. the stuffed toy ones. not the real ones. the real ones, are big. and er. okay. dots.

&! there was this guy. today. who walked past me. with cologne smelling like perfume. woman's perfume. SERIOUSLY. or maybe he just had ***. okay fine nvm:D

if everyone loved, and nobody lied

2007-06-06T15:01:00.001+08:00

laladeeda~

THE HOLIDAYS ARE FREAKING BORING! with so many people going overseasD: TSKKKK. wth. and i'm stuuuuuuck in singapore. sheesh!
iwanttogoout!:D omggg. the boring-ness of the holidays are making me hyyyyyper. gah! let's be spastic people:D okay fine, whaaaaatever.

i'm feeling sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy. was sleeping just now. mum came to wake me up. PFFT. not my fault i need sleep! i'm still a growing girl, yo! sheesh. gah! someone, who's freeeeeee, go out! i'm stuckstuckstuck at home, movie, shopping, ANYTHING. just get me ouuuuut of here:D

sheesh my mum. so WEIRD. first she started going on that i sleep too much. next she went on that i dont smile a lot. gah! nothing to smile, smile for whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. weird. i'm not someone who goes crazy at home okay.

and projectwork! xifan! kat! ama! cooooooome back man! you fatties that get to go overseas. now i'm stuuuuuuck BORED at home. faced with what's only the computer. BORING! XP whoooosh. i'm bored. freaking bored. since when were holidays that fun anywaaaaay.

i dont care already mannnnn. i'm going to the playground. esso. whatever. just going out somewhere so that i wont be booooooooooooooooooored. either that, sleep:D

if everyone cared, and nobody lied [:

2007-06-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

HEY :]

lala~ corner with love is so cute! but retarded too. i hate all the weepy scenes :X dumdeedumdeedumdum. spending my holiday watching shows:D hello, the holidays are boring. and i want to watch movie! BLEHH. someone get me out of this house man! who's free for a movie, yeah(: still got the undone projects. helllllllllllllllllllllllll.

lauren's a mean ass XP she called me an idiot so many times! hurt my feelings man(zxzx)! haha, but after that she "gave" me a rainbow, a star and a flower(: maybe i was too easily satisfied there ehhh. uhhhhXP

4 in the morning!<3
dark blue!<3
in loooooooooooooooove with these two songs:DDD

TAG REPLIES;
VIOLET; what her you talking about yeaah? haha see when i not lazy to relink luhhhh:D
LAUREN; you hurt my feelings!
VALENTINA; YOUYOU! stop calling me "zer" like xifan! haha yeaaaah. let's just hope mrs hee doesnt kill us XP
IRMA; heyheyyyy (:
LAITING; hahaha okayokay!
LOOLA; err, hi?
JASMINEgoh; ehheh, whatever!
VIOLET; yeaaaah omg la! i'm so freaking bored at hoooome
MICHELLE; eh NO! green is GOOD for the eyes! you dumbbbbb
LOLO; err lol okay?
XINYUAN; HELLO XINYUANNNNNN:D where got luh!
DAOYING; heh, okay:D tagged already!

& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
- 4 In The Morning, Gwen Stefani

2007-05-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

i'm reaaaally reaaaally bored, but i cant be bothered to post much either. yet i know that once i start, i wont stop so easily. so ohwell. something to waste time with during the freaking boring and sickening holidays(:

260507SATURDAY;
science tuition in the morning x__X i was barely awake can! then had to do practical. seperate this thing from that thing. bleh. then my partner, natalie, damn clumsy:D she drip water here, drip water there. oh well. haha. after that, she dumbdumb go put the wax into the solution by a mistake. hahahaha. then the two of us were like, trying to like, quicklyquickly take the wax out before mryien came aroundXP end up left abit. we told him, he was like, aiya, nevermind la! so okay luh.

afternoon didnt go for bc &han. mum practically dragged me to this talk on o levels chinese. and all the people there are like, sec4s? on oral, on the syllabus. i was falling asleep:/ haha. my head was like, toing here toing there. and i was eating candies too! something to keep me awake during the boring talk okay!

after that walk around. cause it was at suntec. haha. my mum was like "aiya, for once let's go eat swensens" i was like, are you sure. cause normally she want to eat fat free food. so i was like, okay luh:D eat finish went to fox. gss so bought some stuff luh. haha a whole lot cheaper what. and fox's stuff are niceeeee:D yeah man(:

270507SUNDAY;
toh. science. had to stay back for maths:/ boring. only me, jewel, smily and yongyi were there for science. the guys didnt turn up. haha so quite peaceful. then toh and his lame jokes again that made no one laugh. cause i had peanuts. jewel was eating it almost nonstop. she was like "aiya i dont want to eat already la". after awhile, take again, eat somemore.

next, it was smily's turn. she also take. then she cannot stop. HAHA. she was like, looking at the amount of fats in the packet. she went on, telling us that the packet was half filled with fats, and therefore, it's like eating fats. yet, she was being superduper ironic. she was eating it like crazy herself:D and now she blames me for showing her the "addictive" peanuts:D

after that, evening, aunt came to pick me to go over to her house. cause the next day had the basketball course at aljunied. bas(: initially wanted to go night swimming, but end up cannot. after that, the two boys started to play maple -.- which i thought they were so over. but HUR, they werent. after that, cause aunt wanted to book tickets as she had to fly for a million dollar project in china (which comes in china money, not singapore -.-). after she booked already, i got to use the com. stupid nick kept on bugging me for it. TOO BAD:D

michelle said that nick talked to her, asking her if she played maple. HUR. stupid guy. so obsessed over maple, when he is like, what age? dumb(: after that like 10plus, watched this dumb and cliched show. something to pass time with actually. and it was pretty retardedXP girl likes guy for money, guy likes girl. guy finds out girl wants money, pretends that he doesnt like her, but end up goes back looking for her, and happy ending -.- can they stop making happy endings? it's just making people think that it's reality.

280507MONDAY;
went to bas with brian. aunt drove us there. we took like, forever to find itXP my back was hurting a little for some reason, but i kept quiet, cause normally it goes away, just like headaches.

reach bas. jersey! it's superdupersuperduper comfy! omg i love it(: started off with warm ups. run here run there:/ suicide all these kinds of things. stupid back got worst and i had no choice but to stop. i felt superduper useless canD: after that i just sat at the side watching them play. the three tall guys were like, superduper pro! every shot also get in :/ omg laaaa. brian play with the pros so noob. but i'll be worst:/

after that, the coach called aunt, cause he say better go home as it was quite painful. aunt came to pick me up and she brought me to the doctor. he say need dont know what support brace. and stay off sports for two weeksD: so that means i couldnt continue with the basketball courseD:

met parents after that. went to eat. omg la. there was this caucasian teenage guy so freaky. cause i was like, walking past him, then he saw me, and he was like, smiling and waving to me. i ignore him cause i thought, maybe is someone else. then my parents were like, two tables away from him. so i went over. after that, he saw where i sat, and he started smiling and waving somemore. omg. what a freak.

went home. found out had high fever. went home. sleep(: and i actually survived without computer for one day:D

290507TUESDAY;
wake up. walk around the house. sleep. eat. high fever somemore. doctor. go home. eat. computer. sleep. BORING DAY. didnt go for tll. neither did michelle(:

300507WEDNESDAY;
went back for checkup at the doctor for my back. he says it's 60% better -.- but i have to go back on saturday AGAIN. and the fees are like, freaking expensive. go die. hello, we aint rich people that can afford seventy bucks per freaking visit:/ sighhhh.

came home. here i am. on the com. now bye. i'm just too lazy to blog anymore and i want to sleep. i still have fever okay! now byeXP

a platoon of 12 stars that shines as one.

2007-05-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

i feel like abandoning this blog, but i'm bored. and i probably wont post for the next few days. saturday, tuition and some freaked talk that my mum wants me to attend at suntec (i bet she doesnt even know how to go there, and we'll end up wasting time). then sunday, stupid toh tuition. and monday to wednesday i'll be at my cousins' house:D ALONE without my sis&family. like yayeyayeyayeyaye! peace. or maybe not. we'll see(:

230507WEDNESDAY;
school. enrichment modules. and nerdy hci guys coming for exchange program. haha most of the modules ended up having hci people, but luckily not ours:D omg so nerd looking can. pants so high. hair so... :/ haha i shall not continue.

got into the labrador module. with aleena, ama&violet. had to go to 1co classroom after the morning stuff. thenthen, had like, quite a few 1co'06 people:D so it's like 1co'06 people in 1co'07 classroom! LOL. we were like, listening to murkeji's talk on geog. she was talkingtalkingtalking. then after that, we went to labradorpark. we had to collect samples and measure wavelengths. the waters are like.. :/ killer. cause we had been grouped up. then the group split into two. so with aleena, ashley&violet. then just nice, the three of them have allergy. so i had to go into the muddy water. it was damn sick can! all those weirdweird floating stuff at your feet. omg so freaky!

after that, quickly come back to shore after taking 5measurements. saw a crab:D haha then eugenie&violet started poking it with the metre ruler. pokepokepoke:D thenthen, we drew on the sand. stuff like "hazel<3" and "violet<3" and "scncc<3":D mrsgill (i dont know how to spell her other name, so yeah:D ) was like, "girls, what you writing?" haha. then violet had to read it out for her. haha. after that, had to take photos of the natural environment. snap here snap there. anyhow take here take there. blahblahblah.

after that on the way back to school, we were like, sleeping on the bus. omg so tired can! *yawn* but then the bus so bumpy. so after awhile, wake up then go back to sleep. then wake up again. LOL. after that, had lunch. we saw this cat in the peranakan garden. so cute omg. we were like, trying to get it out. cause it's like, stuck down there. after that, violet tried going in. haha. the cat ruuuuuuun away! &it's freaking CUTE:D white, reminds me of yuki(: HEHE.

then yenhua they all chased the cat out, but it wasnt exactly on purpose. after that, me and violet went to get some food from the canteen before going back to the classroom. sleepeatsleepeat(: had more talk and work before going home. and lugging the stupid books home.

240507THURSDAY;
pon school:D at first is me and violet want to pon together, then she end up her mum dont allow. but anyway later on i was having fcuking cramps. pain shit la. i hate cramps okayD: especially stomach onesD: and then, my maid went to sun the pillows. i cant stand the smell of like, bedstuff when they just come in from the sun. it gives me a horrrrible migraine:/ so end up, i was sort of sick(:

i felt like a pig la. i slept until 11. actually, when i woke up, i was still freaking tired:D stupid mum was screaming at me to get up. she believes in waking up early. whatever man(zxzx). but that's not how i think okay! then violet was damn pissed. cause murkeji caught her pon the module. but then, mrsgill was superduper nice to her(: so good for her luh.

thenthen, tutor came. she said i was superduper quiet that day. i was like, eh okay? haha i guess that day i damn sleeeeepy ba. and superduper scared for profiD: i was like, ohcrapshitfcukhell. i wasnt ready for profi okayD: EH! andand, my mum went to tell her that i failed maths for ca1&one science test. i was like, ohcrap. but she didnt exactly scold me or anything. but she was like, ohshit, when she found out that i forgot what was compound interest:D the ip test luh. stupid man. come up with pri6 stuff that i forgot:/ HEHE.

then in the evening, started to do my uni. PROFI:/ so not ready la! then after that study ifc also. talked to violet on the phone for awhile. then talked to TANhuiying also. talk too much until my collar burnt:/ shit hell. howhowhowhow!

250507FRIDAY;
dumdeedeedumdeedeedumdumdum(:

haha that's like, my favourite phrase now. it's like, something to say when i feel random, bored, shitty, happy and yeah(: and in fact, you can SING to it:D so, it's got an artistic feel. okay fine whatever.

the labrador module again. but today it was history. the history of labradorpark what ww2. the first talk was like superduper boring can! then, i was like falling asleep. violet also. and in fact, i did sleep:D tired what! the previous night i did no3&no4 until like, 1plusplus. then i woke up at 5plus this morning. i'm a growing child okay! i need my sleep(: then the instructor (some outside guy) was like, asking us to sit up. fineee. then i started doodling on my paper:D

after that, went to a few places. labradorpark. mountfaber. and one more place. i forgot where. had longlonglong historical talks. and superduper longwalks. and funfun videoing(: and fcuking mosquito bites. violet lim, i'm not lousy okay. it's just that my blood too sweet already. that's why the mosquitoes love it:D superduper itchy la. and had that highhigh walk. had the urge to push someone over. if i push you over, you'll die. YAYE. kidding la! since when i so mean one luh:D thenthen, on the way there, it was superduper retarded. cause the tour person was so drama! and his actions are like, big. me and violet was laughing like crap. but she said she was laughing at me imitating him. LOL! then murkeji turn around and said that we were distracting him. finefinefine. but it was funny okay!

labradorpark one was superduper freaky. cause we had to enter the war tunnels. i was superduper freaked okay! and all those sound effects, and darkdarkdark tunnels:/ i screamed quite a few times. i hatehatehate this kind of places. scare me only:/

also had lunch in labradorpark. then me and violet, we were like, eating our macs and studying ifc at the same time:/ omg la. we were superduper scared can! and my braincells were lagging. ohcrapshitfcukhell. i couldnt get a lot of things in:/ but i do not, i repeat, not have a hamster brain. milosaur, shutup(: we went to the toilet, then cause we were like walking back, and didnt hear the stupid guy ask us to hurry up. kana by him la. whatever man(zxzx).

after that, on the bus, we were studying somemore. we were totally freaked out&nervous&scared. craaaaaam! i wish my brain was larger, and can absorb more:/ crap my brain la! grow BIGGER. but yeah, not too big please:D i dont want my head to EXPLODE. but that's like, rare?

thenthen, rush down the bus to go change into no4. violet couldnt find her no4 boots so she had to go ask the others. after that, she had to rush up to 2se to get her boots. me, her and valerie were like rushing and cramming also:/ we were late okay! cause of those fcuking modules. but they were okayokay la(:

cause the rest took most of profi already. so we were like, doing profi, just the three of us. EH! peooople. you guys made oplp so hard can. so hard to describe:/ and i only remembered after the whole thing, that i forgot to say that you guys bunned your hair. ohcrapshitfcukhell:/ was damn nervous la. i forgot one field signal! EH EH EH!

after that platoon interaction. thenthen rodD: to think that one year went past so fast, and now rod is back around again. the previous rod was like, just yesterday. to think one year from now, it will yet be another rod, and we'll be taking over the company:/ our cadet life will then be over. another year forth, will be our own rod. and with o levels round the corner:/ stress will then set in. i guess i kinda dont want the time to pass by so fast. i know i'll miss scncc, all the times we spent together. i know it's like, kind of early to be thinking about this, but then, sometimes, you cant help thinking ahead right? some things just make me think(:

the ncos gave us this really lovely present. a lamp each for all of us. personalised beautifully. i must say, i was rather surprised. and i'm sure the rest were too. we were like omg when we saw it. HEH. after that, videos and manymany tears. i didnt cry, but i know i'll miss them, even if i didnt show it. afterall, parting was never easy(:

parade soon ended, and the next one to come, we'll have the cpls as our new ncos. we did the company song. but before that, me &violet were deedumlalu-ing:D haha blog about that later. thenthen, we asked for the ncos to go back to the room, cause we had a gift for every single one of them.

the video, the cake, the presents. but the freaking projecter wasnt working. so it was like a superduper small screeeen. shit that projecter. hope you ncos enjoyed it(: haha and they gave us each chocmuffins:D reallyreally nice. HEHE. took some photos as a platoon with the ncos as well. the last time we can have a photo with them(: a proper one, with all of us in no3.

after that, i tell you, our area was superduper messed up. like seriously. HEH. it was like the messier thing EVER. boots all over, bags all over, blahblahblah. guess cause we were all rushing and scared and nervous for profi(: but at least it's over and done with. thenthen, my fcuking plastic bag nearly broke! then i was walking like some idiot like that can! EH! but i'm glad my mum came and pick me, though she was nagging like crap in the car. i was like, wtfwtfwtfwtf in the car like shit. idiot man(zxzx)

reach home, set up the lamp. it's got this really romantic feel, IF you turn off the main lights, and on some nicenice music. thankyou so much ncos, for the wonderful present and memories that you all left with every single one of us. the scoldings, the praises, the funny times and the embarrassing ones. they're all in everyone of our hearts(: and i dont think it'll be easily erased.
a platoon consists of 12 stars that make it shine as one

okayokay, so about the dumdeelalu thingy, it's a pandion thingy. it's our symphony. LOL.
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ says:
dumdeedeedumdeedeedumdumdum!
violet. Sayit-withme(: says:
lalululaluulalalu
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ says:
:D
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ says:
our little symphony
violet. it all came to an end [I miss the NCOs (x ] says:
is the pandion song(:
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HEHE. i guess you get it now?(:

for the fun times we shared, the memories etched. years and years go by, still stuck down there. it may be blur, but somehow still clear. it's not something that would fade away so easily, neither is it something that can be taken away. one day, we'll all sit around, talking and laughing about the moments we had, relieving the old days, and hopefully, we'll still be friends(:

2007-05-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

heyheyheyhey!

i'm bored. i dont care what time it is already. i'm bored and i dont wanna sleep so early. i want to talk on the phone, but no one to talk to. huiying cant talk anymore, cause she realised she got no free incoming. seriously pooorthing! i cant survive like that okay! seriously. so i got nobody to call tonight... i'm bored:/

last night talked on the phone with violet. haha we were talking about exs. then we realised that our exs, there wasnt exactly any, you know. so they cant be counted. so now we're just super pure girls who are super angelic and innocent. LOL. and dont count on us having one for quite some time. i think(:

today was okay la. had double chinese period. it was superduper retarded. haha hcl is quite okay la. then we were doing on the stupid changwensuoduan. hehe then laoshi got so fed up cause we copy so slowly:D laoshi made jed stand for awhile, cause she felt that jed talked too much. haha LOL. no huangmeifen(: and aircon for two periods. but damn cold:/ laoshi was saying she went www before. haha imagine laoshi in bikini:D KIDDINGKIDDING. i'm sure she will wear onepiece la. dont so exposed:D

science. in class. boring. i fell asleeeep again:D seriously, science is damn boring. sorry mrscha! but yeah. i think i'm gonna fail the next test okay! it's like a freaking seven chapters. oh crap. i die. i slept nearly the whole lesson of science. then after class, ashley came in and said she saw me sleep until very sweet. HAHA. paiseh luh. who ask the lesson so boring. but then, let me catch up on my sleeeeep:D

recess. had to collect that stupid pedometers thingy. dumbdumbdumb. i think it's a waste of money now. after aleena showed me that even by shaking it, to it, you're walking. what a dumb device. i thought now is hightech stuff already. more sensitive can!

history. mrshee was talking about us not handing in our project work. whoooops. my group hasnt handed in ours yet. superduper overdue-d. eh heh, LOL. extension of deadline to friday. but we will have 2-3marks deduction, cause we late hand in. whatever la. and i was like, eating in front of her. and she didnt see it. mrshee! i think you need specs:/ your brown eyes are nice:D haha always irritate her with that. but it IS seriously nice. no kidding. and it's natural somemore.

english. english test results! i got a1:D then i was sitting at aisha's place. then jacklyn&kat came over. then we talktalktalk. dumdeedumdeedum~ HEH. but stupid valen scored full marks for her summary okay! so high D: and they all got like, high 30plus and 40plus. i got 36 lah! it's upon 45. i feel dumb D:

thenthenthen, was maths. i HATE graphs. however, i can draw it. unlike aleena. HAHA she doesnt have a connection with graphs. i see her and xifan drawdrawdraw also cannot. then they got so pissed off. then aleena gave up, xifan insisted trying. and she did it. haha seems that aleena's alone to face graphs XP

misswong came to give us our testpapers. i passssed! but i forgot what i got:/ stupidstupid valen got lucky streak man she. she was TOP for lit. damn you! why so smart! HUH HUH HUH! go die laaaa. then she was claiming that she was just lucky. after this, confirm no more already. haha WE SHALL SEE.

after school, went to caltex with gladys, kailin, kat &violet. went there that time, it was raining. stupid husband dont wanna share umbrella with me. is this how you treat your wife?! HAHA LOL. then she go splash at me, then i splash at her. LOLLOLLOL! haha i know this sounds kinda wrong, but i can assure you, we're straight people(: we were all drenched la. our jackets were wetttttt.

in caltex, so many people keep walking past us to go to the toilet. alamak! gogogogo! comegocomego. GO AWAY LA! then after that, we were crapping again. then i was saying that the jacket. looked like got super big sweat stain:/ but it wasnt. it was the rain:D and then we saw the mag. got wuzun! omg he looked so GAY. he modelling the makeup damn, EEYER. not nice la!

after that, go rtc busstop. then gladys and i were joking around again. she was like "how come you never come home with me. where you stay! your house is supposed to be at dover!" ahahhaah RETARDED. then kailin came my house:D

at home, then she saw lester, with the girl who i think is his gf. then kailin was like, wah, the gf damn chio eh! EH HEH. thenthenthen, i saw tgot. haha i think he kana caught again. his hair shortshort one. damn funny. then kailin thought it was his normal hairstyle. no luh! but i dont like him anyway:D but kailin didnt get to see lester's full view. haha. OHOH. then we went a bit inside the house that my estate thought was haunted. we walked abit into the garden. LOL. but i dont think it's haunted. it's like, so bright? [Oo] i dont know mannnn.

after that at my house, kris was entertaining kailin with her antics again. haha damn funny can! she was like, shake her butt, show this show that. she loves kailin la can! with kailin around, she dont want me already D: i so saddd. then kris saw the "<3!" size="1">~~gay~~(: shhshhshh! then the acs and hci were like, competing whose school was better. then robert say hwachong until like huachong(flower worm). then me and michelle really laugh like crap laaa. HEHE.

after that, go home. and here i am, on the com. this is like, super brief of what happened today, but ohwell. i wanna sleep now:D BYEBYE. i wanna pon school tomorrow. omg. stupid labrador park enrichment. EEKS. dont wanna goD:

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&tanhuiying change subject so fast eh!
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HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
haha since when you so emocon-ish
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
HAHA
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
noooo
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
yes luh(:
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
rmb the the the sciene thingy
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
yeaaaaah?
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
answers go to asknlearn
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
and heymath
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
wait, what science thingy?
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
ahah
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
OH THAT.
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
yeah why?
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
yea
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
nth
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
haha
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
EH! you change topic!
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
tell you tmr
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
HAHA
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
YOU DUMBDUMBDUMB
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
where got
-HUIYING- Sometimes, the hardest part of being in love is admitting it... says:
ahhahaa
HAZEL ; broken hearts parade♥ & and three one LOVE! says:
hahah okayokay

i dont know, and i dont wanna care

2007-05-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY(:

for some reason, i'm super high today. initially didn't feel like blogging, in the end, aiya, just blog laaaa. i feel spastic. dumdeeeedumdeeedum:D

190507SATURDAY;
woke up superduper early in the morning. IPTEST. i made up my mind not to go for vjc test. partly cause my mum didnt allow. the other thing is that, i would be superduper tired and i would TOTALLY missed out on open house! (will talk about open house later) so end up, i went for njc's one only.

in the morning, my mum fetched me and josie. my mum thought that josie stay shunfu market there even when i told her clearly that it was bishan market there. TSKTSK! then she come and fa pi qi with me. whatever laaa! you yourself go dig your ears la, never listen properly one. still say what i never tell you. i swear i said bishan market like countless of times XP your loss if you didnt hear:D

after that reached njc superduper early. wanted to go to petrol station to get some foood. then my mum so extra go follow us in. i was like ... EH! then we went to the canteen. njc canteen food is goodgoodgoooooood! it's yummylicious:D okay fine, whatever! after that, sha, esther p, aisha, britt and ama came. saw a few others like marissa, venessa, WONGhuiying blah. HELLOHELLO:D then we sat around in the lt. had to register. the fee is EXPENSIVE. i mean like, come on, fifty bucks for a test that you dont know if you will fail or not. IT'S NOT WORTH THE MONEY! that is, unless you get in, then it's a totally different story. stupid esther p was like "i bet you will have a crush on someone by the end of day." EH! no luh. hello, i'm not that siao okay! just because i liked lester last year, doesnt mean anything. plus you have your calvin okay! haha then we started teasing her about calvin. she BLUSHHHHED. funnyfunny:D

after that, me, josie, aisha, britt, ama, lisa and a few other sc girls were same group, A. we had to go to the gym, which was superduper cold. and it was a basketball court! indooooor. unlike sc's "indoor court". the aircon was superduper cold:/ then we had to put our bags waaaaaaaay behind. after that it was maths test first. josie was next to me, but there was this stupid big walkway between the two of us. LOL.

MATHS WAS KILLER. seriously killer. we had 2 hours to do 30 questions. if you think that is enough, you got to be kidding. whatever shit maths stuff. who the hell knows what is sin, cos, tan on the freaking calculator?! wtf... then graphs. i should have paid attention in khongbee's lesson D: and then what compound interest. i totally forgot what it was. well, i just screwed the test. i left like dont know how many blanks can! and i was so sleeeeeeepy...

then recess! we went to makan. some guys there that were taking the test were superduper toot looking. like high pants, and super tucked in shirt -.- LOL! then stupid esther p, josie and ama were saying about my legs being short. SERIOUSLY my legs arent that short, is your legs too long(: njc canteen has bubble tea! but... it's not as good as bishan one:D i like bishan market one. stupid josie. stay so near to bishan market for what! there got cheap and good food luh.

after that ENGLISH. it wasnt as bad, but i was sleepwriting. yeahyeah, people sleeptalk/walk, i sleepwrite. not funny. I WAS SUPERDUPER TIRED OKAY! so i was like, writing, and sleeping. so my words turned out horrible:/ like scribbles. wobbly lines. after that, i woke up, like two mins later, and i had to cancel EVERYTHING. not funny. seriously not funny.

after english, went back to school with esther p. stupid girl going on about me being lame. hahaha. merissa's lamer:D on the bus, violet, TANhuiying and jacklyn didnt pick up my calls D: you suckkkkk man! i called you guys like dont know how many times. then esther p said they didnt like me. shut up man you wormy epi:D

after that, saw the ncc booth! HEYHEYYY! talked to lauren awhile before going off to look for the rest at the canteen. then saw jas &mum. mum was telling me about jasmine not being able to try out for sc primary. YEAH MANNN. i dont wanna come to school with that one heck of a whiner:D after that, we walked around. did my hair GREEN! stupid violet and siewjia they all went to ask the person anyhow spray. then it wasnt so nice D: but after that, it was okayokay la. violet did hers orange and pink. siewjia did hers red.

after that went back to the ncc boooth. talktalktalk. after that we heard that tang was gonna get dunked. at first the booth not so many people one luh. but then when everyone heard that tang was gonna get dunked, they ran there. HAHA. we were like, trying to see what was going on cause it was freaking crowded. many took video, violet did too. (according to aleena, it's on youtube! go youtube and search "tang dunked". the first two) it was superduper funnnnnnnny. after that, when she was dunked, everybody cheered. after that, we all went back.

after the whoooole open house, dismiss, then went home. sir was telling us that we were not supposed to do anything to our hair while in ncc stuff. oooooops. we were wearing ncc black shirt:/ i want the sc notebook/shirt! so niceeeee D:

me and violet went to sji caltex to get food. something reallyreally freaky happened:/ but i dont wanna talk about it. brings back shivers. just wanna thank my platoonmates for being there for us!:D LOVE YOU GUYS!

after that was talking on msn to xifan. i told her about the sleepwriting. she said that she was not surprised [Oo] cause i always sleep in class. HEH. thenthen chloe said that "dawn" saw me at j8 on tuesday. i was like, WTF? i think j8 might become a dangerous place for me after school. i dont wanna see retards there(: or gays. or idiots. then chloe started to ask me who was the guy i was with -.- stupidstupid "dawn"

200507SUNDAY;
duuuumb day. didnt go for toh in the morning. had to study for that stupid history test:/ i hate it mannnn. i think i'm gonna FAIL.

about like 4plus, went out to united square and j8. got new clothes! but one of them is gonna look super weird on me. LOLLL. then aunt and cousins were at our house, then kept bugging us quickly go back. so okayokay luh. quickly go

I TELL YOU! I WANT TO KILL MY COUSINS! stupidstupidstupid nicholson and brian yeo! freak you two! first, they accidentally spilt longan juice ALL OVER my history textbook. then, they didnt wash their hands after eating kfc, and touched my head. GO AWAY LA YOU FREAKS! everyday only know how to pick on me D: stupid nick, grow until so tall. talk to him must looook up. wtf? i feeeel so horribly SHORT. tallies, please shut up. omg, i hate him la. art club people so tall one. like lyn! EH. if this is true, then i want join art club :/ kidding! i cant draw okay. my drawing sucksssssss.

after that they left:D FINALLY. leave me in peace. disturb me whole day long. then after that started to surf the net somemore and try to study(:

210507TODAY;
school. history test. died. it was HORRIBLE. i think i will fail:/ if i fail, i think i will die la for my ca2 results. so much for improving. aleeeeena! you you you! i was trying to open the sweet, then she take from me, open, eat. STUPID GIRL! i should have known you this time since when so nice help people open one XP that girl ah. no paper, take my hand draw. now my hand still has the korean words she wrote. she told me what it meant,... but i forgot :X

____ was pms-ey as EVER. go die la you bitch. science, cha was like telling us we needed one day to stay back to do on science. cause the first test of term 3 is science. double period. seven chapters. and she hasnt even taught us properly yet. and tomorrow is the last science lesson. fcuk this thing. me and aleena were writing on the litmus paper, cause we were horribly bored:/

pe. we got 2000+! YAYEYAYEYAYE. hopefully, it's an unbeatable record(: WHO SAYS GR COULDNT DO IT! dont look down on us just because we're gr, you dont know us, do you?(: the rest of school was boring. except lit. watched shrek2. but misswong's laptop was screwed. it's her last day with us! MISSWONGMISSWONG! we will missssss you(:

assembly. had talk from hwachong. the guy kept stressing on the sc-hc combination was perrrrfect. eh heh, whatever. then last year head prefect and two others came back to tell us about their experiences. i fell asleep during the talk :/ for few mins. haha OOOOOPS. but hardly anyone saw. i was superduper tired okay! after the talk, joanne came to me and said that she saw me sleeping. haha LOL!

after school, had the stupid geog labrador(sp?) park talk thingy. it lasted for damn looooong. like EH. after that, me, violet and sj went to serene to get some fooood. before coming back to continue doing ____ with the rest of platoonmates. the taxi driver was superduper weird. he was like "ahh. you two dont scare me. dont fight" or something like that. we were like, er okay? [Oo] whatever dude! you weirdo random. then before getting onto the taxi, we three were like burping. stupid violet was so happy that she could burp. LOL! like she never before. then i was being super random and spastic. cause there were these two guys in no4 at island. one of them the nametag was B J TAN, the other was S W TAN. then i was saying that the b and j could be ben&jerrys:D and that if you swapped their names around, one would be S J TAN(siewjia!) and the other would be B W TAN. if you inserted a "M" between the B and W, it would become BMW! yesyes, i know it was lame. i was being spastic laaaaa. then the B J TAN guy could be tan ben4 jie:D and the S W TAN could be tan suay wo(me). LOLLLLLLLLLL. and NO, I AM NOT RETARDED!

after that go back to school, eateateat and doing ___ with the rest. oh please dont think sick. i'm just not allowed to say it(: okayokay? so please think straight. or else, get a freaking life. you and your twisted mind. after that went home! superduper crowded bus. and the busdriver auntie so loudmouth :/

then homehomehomeeee &COMPUTER. okay fine, LOL. got history project! due by tomorrow. since like dont know when. overdue:/ so many projects to do during the holidays! english, geog/history. erm what else? and they are MAJORMAJOR projects. wtfffff!

&my sis bought fob's infinity on high album!!!:D that must be the reason why i'm HIGH. LOL, okay lame. listening to it now(: PETE WENTZ, YOU UBER HOTTTTIE. but i love jesse more!(:

in case you cant see, cause it's too small at the side;

andand, i went a bit overboard with adding the songs:/ cause i wasn't noticing. HEH. listen to song147! it's called hazel by lloyd:D

you're wrong about me, everything

2007-05-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

heyhey:D

couldnt be bothered to blog for the past few days. either that, or i just simply returned home late. addicted to manymanymany songs now(: i love sexy vixy!

150507TUESDAY;
school, then had this opera thingy. a mustmust to go for secones&twos. they were singing about stuff, blah. then the announcer cannot pronounce things properly:D damn funny. i was there, laughing at the stupidest things that happened. after that, went out with kailin, valen, violet and xifan to j8. at first wanted to go fep. went there for lunch. apparently, j8 is a veryvery bad place for violet. she didnt want to see chss people there. LOL. then after that, ate at yoshinoya:D someone else sms violet, saying that he saw violet at j8. now she not so willing to go for j8 anymore:/ after that, yoshinoya needs helpers. but then minimum age 14. we tried to ask if 13 going on 14 can anot, but they say cannot. so only valen and violet can D: kailin says she holiday go find other job for us. i need a job okay! seriously in need of MONEY(: anybody willing to donate to the hazel fund? it's for a very worthy cause XP valen ate like, super little. hello, you're not fat okay! seriously. and your dieting methods are wrongwrongwrong.

after that, valen and violet left, cause violet only could stay for awhile because of her mum. then valen left with her. we sat around eating and talking for awhile more before going to walk around j8. we saw natcheong! she was damn excited, cause she was going to have a course on frisbee -.- haha long time no see:D then she asked about murkeji. we were like, she's... okay. then she was like, haha okay. after that, walkwalkwalk. gerald met us there luh. cause at first wanted to plau trick on ___. he go treat us to coffee bean la. kailin didnt want to drink, cause it was like, five bucks per cup. LOL! after that, me and kailin share. cause i couldnt stand the milky taste. then kailin went back, and me, xifan and gerald went to tll. met michelle at cold storage. i gave her a really big stare, she knows what's it for(: she bought her chocolate and i bought mine. after that, xifan tried to return gerald 10bucks for the drink. i mean it's like, freaking expensive. and over at coffee bean, he was talking to his friend on the phone, and he was like bugging his friend for seven bucks. he didnt want to take it, but end up xifan tricked him into taking it:D superduper funny. xifan wasnt same class as me. i ask xifan next week come to my class for replacement. she say she TRY. okay luh. tuition was uber boring. then met xifan and ximian outside class. gerald didnt want to see ximian. for some reason. after that, went down to taxi stand. used the com, talked on the phone, blah(:

oh oh, and somehow, now everybody's starting to do the PEACE sign the way we did it on stage for poetry slam:D haha so fun. xifan says that we started a trend. LOL! and belle, stop doing it to me!

160507WEDNESDAY;
school. had gat test after school. at republic poly. went with ama and jed. we went to causeway to makan first, with ama's mum. couldnt finish my pasta:/ then we were talking about people with no eyebrows blah. about the "freedom" they had to draw their eyebrows in any shape they wanted. LOL! after that, we went to popular to get our 2b pencils. and sharpener, just in case the pencil blunt. kiasuness is just typical singaporean la XP after that, went to take neos. very long time didnt take already luh. ama was super spastic. after that, the freaking machine hang, then they wanted us to retake, but not enough time. so we say later we come back.

we took taxi down to republic poly. met josie and sha there. rp is HUGE. and pretty(: a super shallow pond there. the queue there was uber lots of people. saw tons of hci/ri/nygh people. like, wtf are they doing there. trying to steal our slots is it? they already got the top two jcs in singapore for them, back up. what for would they want tjc, njc and vjc? it's like, taking the space of the others who actually really need it, compared to them. stressed of ip? transfer out! what for go to another ip school, which would bring just about the same stress level to you? whatever man. saw esther p, lynnette, jesslyn, w huiying they all there too. and i saw my ex tuition buddy! grace:D at first she didnt see me. until she realised i was sitting two seats in front of her -.- was sitting beside esther p during the test. HEHE. she had to cut her eraser for me, cause i couldnt find mine:D thankyou man! the test was basically on puzzles. 30mins to do 38questions. it's okay la. finished it in 24/25 mins or so(: LALA~ saw the chss twins in toh there too. the same old blurblur serious look. after the whole thing, bought the bigbig cotton candy! jed said that it looked like the guy in front of her the haircut. LOL! so baozha. and so weird. the cotton candy at first was nicenice, after that it had this sickeningly bitter taste:/

walked back to causeway with jed. i miss walking to causeway. i remember taking the same old route last time when i still stayed at woodlands. though it was quite some time ago, but i remember that i walked that route a lot. seriously a lot. felt this urge to go look for kelly and rachel, but i didnt know how to go from the mrt. me and jed went to collect the neos, only to have them to tell us that no more. we had to retake, without ama. so sad! next time must go take with ama, damn fun luh. jed bought some pink pouch and comb. there was this pink store run by a guy -.- what a gay. after that, jed went to take taxi home, i took mrt home. there was this guy, with this uber cute bag in a shape of a longlong talltall black bear. SO CUTE!

reached j8 that time, mum wanted to go buy assesments. she didnt like what she was seeing in my ca1 results. uh, whatever la. bought new notebook, file and lecture pad. needed it anyway. haha j8. violet's danger zone:D

170507THURSDAY;
yesterday school again. ___ is so freaking pms. oh no, not the same "___" on the top, another one. it's a teacher. she's damn pms la. and she cant do her hair properly. like, eh! had music. then ama combined with us cause xiuhui keep not coming to school, especially when there is music. we were trying to choose between hippo&dog and south park. after that health check! i didnt have to strip like some people:D and the nurse said that my backbone was superduper straight! yayeyaye:D after that the normal chinese laoshi walked past then corrected lien for something. she was like doing the loser sign while she said it. LOL! before the health checkup, was playing on the swing and frisbee(: i shrunk! by like two cm D: stupid lyn. you tall shit. you're the only one who grew while the rest shrunk. milosaur went to tell meishaan and sarah my "sick" thought. it wasnt sick! i mean like, seriously, imagine that happening. who knows, it might(: went back to class after that. saw this message on the board that said that it was miss wong's last day. then the few of us went to the staffroom to look for her, but she wasn't there. went back to class that time, end up is chelsea write one -.-

after school, went with abby, gladys, huiying, kailin and kat to serene. the bus was freaking crowded luh. at serene, for some reason there was a lot of sji guys. normally, sji guys dont go to serene. saw chelsea, esther s, gloria, lien and nicola there. queuing that time, gladys was so retarded. cause the others all went to the other queue, cause it was shorter, leaving me and her. then she was like telling me not to go there, cause there was all the tall people, and we would feel demoralised. haha LOL! then she was telling me about the guy in front of us who kept shaking his head for no reason. after that, i think lien stepped on gloria's foot or something. then gloria shouted "oei! you are very heavy okay!" or something like that. it was like, HAHA. end up, our queue was faster(: then there was this sji guy standing behind kat. when kat kicked gloria, the sji guy was like "oof". LOL! whatever.

after that, gladys became my husband, and huiying became abby's. then gladys asked me, "did you marry me for my money, ... or for my looks!" haha gladys! you dont look manly(: so how could i have ever married you for your money:D oh no, we're not les-ing around. we are perfectly straight! then gladys went to stick the fries into her icecream. HAHA LOL! it was like, falling all over already. then kat went to blow at it, hoping that it would fall, more. after that, we went over to island creamery. miss wong was there! then we went to buy the alaska thingy for kat. at first she thought that we were buying for ourselves, until we sang the happy birthday song(: we're not greedy okay! kailin go act pro, take the guitar and wanted to play, but she couldnt play a tune(: miss wong had our lit papers in her bag! but she didnt want to tell us much about it. okayokay fine.

after that, cause it was like, raining super heavily. then gladys had to bring chelsea they all out to take the cab. so me, abby, huiying, kailin and kat waited inside island creamery. huiying was like "your husband eh! go get him back!" then abby was like "your good friend eh! you help la!" haha LOL. then huiying went, and gladys came in. super retarded. after that, it wasnt raining that badly. kat dapao cause she had to rush back to school. then i walked to the busstop. different from the others.

the rest were like, staring at me, those with umbrellas. passerbys. hello, stare what stare. never see people without umbrella is it? not like it's pouring or anything. whatever man(: after that go home, started to do my no3 and no4. profi test! then talked to huiying, kailin and kat on the phone while doing.

180507TODAY;
mrs hee was being her weird funny self again during history. she was like talking about our history test on monday. urgh. history tests:/ ce, had to discuss about the push cart thingy. after school, went to drop something off at the staffroom before heading to the lobby to wait for my mum. didnt go for ncc cause i was having bad stomach cramps and slight headache. fell asleep during half of history and mrs hee didnt even realise it!

after that, mum came to pick me up before going to pick kristal. there's this uber cute guy in her year. baby cute la! his name is joshua tan (haha xifan, not your joshua quek:D ) and he's really freaking cute. if he was older, i think i would have had a crush on him. and his hair is naturally spiky. CUTECUTECUTE! then his mum and my mum was talking about me looking the same as i was younger. having baby look:/ i dont like it okay! then his mum said that i would look more youthful when i grow older -.- like whatever. after that joshua came and give me some of his hello panda. so cute! he was like come up to me, reach out his hand and smile his uber cute smile. gosh! SO CUTE! in the car, i think kristal was like, mood swings or something. one moment hyper, one moment sad, one moment angry [Oo] EH!

and
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO KATRINA AND MEISHAAN!

plus, tomorrow is sc open house! GO OKAY?(: you wont see me there, until like 3plus. cause i'll be at the ip test. HEHE

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I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery,
Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets,
It Ain't my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me,
And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me
- I Tried, Bones Thugs N Harmony feat. Akon

2007-05-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

YAYE! WE WON POETRY SLAM! and i was so scared and nervous about it. haha. i shall give the details, LATER.

yesterday had toh. same old boring stuff. then toh and his mispronounciation XP LOL. after that, went home blahblahblah. stupid sister went to take my pouch and show to my mum. then my mum took my 50bucks and say she "borrow". i was superduper pissed. hello, MY money. is my cny money luh. now tomorrow i cannot buy pencilcase already D: shit her la. after that, i was like, cannot smile. my mum say i crazy already, over this kind of thing also fa pi qi. EH! it's my freaking money hello? shit her. and i know she wont return. it is NOT like 10bucks or something. it's FIFTY. shit her. then after that, my sis tried to give me chocolate. i refused. cause i was really very angry. my mum was like questioning why, cause normally i would accept. plus it's my fave chocolate, cadbury peppermint. how to eat? i was so fucking pissed. and i still am. i open my pouch, less 50 bucks, aint any good feeling. gosh. now i talk about this, i'm superduper pissed. FREAKASS

todaytoday, school! milosaur cut her hair. so cute luh. now she looks more like a dinosaur:D HEH. okay fine, i'm not that mean. morning, about the debate stuff again. the one for sectwos. goodjob goodjob(: after that, LIT TEST! omg la, the unseen poetry so freaking hard and misswong didnt tell us that we had to study for it luh! she just told us that OMAM was tested only. two period test. can die man. super sleepy. cause on saturday night, was talking on the phone until 4plus. then sunday night, went to bed at like, 2am:D heck la. then i was rushing cause not enough time. damnit. anyway, after that, had cha

science. bunsen burner stuff. cause i was burning the splinter. then she was like "why dont you use your hair instead". i was like, fine, i stop i stop. crap ass la. then after that went to xifan's bench there, they also kana the same thing by cha. after that, cha tap my shoulder and gave the sign ask me go to her. i was like, huh. end up is only explain to me how to do the worksheet. okay....

recess didnt go for platoon recess cause had to work on poetry slam :/ we wasnt prepared okay! we were like, still rushing cause we didnt know what the heck were we gonna do on stage. then we wanted to ask misswong if can swap lesson with mukerji, so that we can like, have more time to plan. but then cannot find her. so aiya. then we just try to do as much as we can luh.

chinese. in some other room cause laoshi say the chinese room aircon spoil. then me and xifan had to stand there and tell the rest luh. during chinese, listen to laoshi talk about chang wen suo duan. so boring. other schools learn it in secONE, we learn it in secTWO. so slow la. sc chinese standard sucks okay!

murkeji lesson. supposed to group into groups. then katrina kana left out. sorry mannnn! then some stupid weird thing on answering questions la. sheeeesh. then after that, POETRY SLAM! we had to go one lesson early. then met misswong on the way. she wished us good luck. we were damn freaked! nicola and xifan and huiying look SO CUTE in no4! haha. then after that, we were like freaking out on stage. aleena was doing light controls, so easy for her. but the five of us were superduper freaked out. then we had a half group hug cause huiying and nicola were at the other side of the stage. so freakedd! first was 2gy that performed. then US. omg we were damn freaked. first out was xifan. the audience started to laugh. seriously laugh. we were like, oh crap. then the rest were like, funny. and retarded. i laughed during the fighting scene. gosh la. then after that was a few other performances from other classes. 2co was goooooood. so professional luh! after that, resultsresultsresults!
WE GOT THIRD!
never expect okay! we thought that we would just get consolation or something. 2co got first. woooots. they deserved it:D yaye them. i forgot who got second -.- in our joy of getting third, i didnt hear. YAYE 2GRACE! WHO SAID WE COULDNT MAKE IT! then receiving the prize, we ask aleena to stand up. then alllllllll the secones and sectwos turn to look at her. she was like so paiseh like that. she then slowly slowly stand up. HAHA. so funny so cute. after that, group pic. then aleena dunno zao until where. so only the five of us. so saddd man. not the full group D: thenthen, sc debate team got a TWO page spread for their debate against chss. YEAH MAN. sc rocks your socks:D

after school, supposed to go with huiying and aisha to serene. then huiying end up cannot. so i was waiting for aisha at the busstop for so long. seems that the ip test maybe can postpone!:D goodgood. then i can go for sc open house! anyway, peoplepeople, go for... :
SC OPEN HOUSE
19MAY'07, SATURDAY
(time, i not sure XP )
go okay! and explore our nicenice school! LOL. and buy stuff and go to NCC. yayeyaye. ncc is not as tough and bad as you think okay! it's okay de luhh.

after that at serene, went to macs cause island was superduper full. sat around eating icecream and fries:D talkeattalkeattalkeat. i think i'm gonna grow fattttt. hello people, i'm fat okay! stop saying that i am skinny. cause i am not. my thighs are horrible :/ then aisha was telling me that she was supposed to go to anderson. it seems that most of our choices for sec schools was the same. sc, anderson, stmargs, cedar. and both of us wanted to either get into sc or anderson. haha.

omg i hear my neighbour la. he's so loud okay. he's like "hahahahaha. bangla bangla". TSK. so racist mannn. and then so loud somemore. my other neighbour is indian eh! tsk so mean. later she hear how? tsktsktsk.

OH! i got my report book today. it's so freaking retarded can. the comments is "Hazel gets on well with her classmates. In studies, she tries." IT'S THAT SHORT. i was like, staring at it and going, wtf? so WEIRD. mrs hee writes the shortest comments man. then only three of my subjects above average. my english just above by 0.1. but heck. who cares man:D my % is 62.7 D: another freaking b for my average. last year also! you know our cohort is like superduper smart. sheeeesh. then meishaan got 72something for her average. shit her la. get so high for WHAT D: stupid girl. then pooooor sylvia got grounded even though she did like, quite well. poorthingpoorthing. she got, 68something. seriously poorthing. i havent showed my mum yet. later man:D

i'm still freaking pissed with jasmine. freak ass. 50bucks less okay! D:

&please, stop appearing in my life when i just forgot all about you.

2007-05-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

YAYE! WE WON POETRY SLAM! and i was so scared and nervous about it. haha. i shall give the details, LATER.

yesterday had toh. same old boring stuff. then toh and his mispronounciation XP LOL. after that, went home blahblahblah. stupid sister went to take my pouch and show to my mum. then my mum took my 50bucks and say she "borrow". i was superduper pissed. hello, MY money. is my cny money luh. now tomorrow i cannot buy pencilcase already D: shit her la. after that, i was like, cannot smile. my mum say i crazy already, over this kind of thing also fa pi qi. EH! it's my freaking money hello? shit her. and i know she wont return. it is NOT like 10bucks or something. it's FIFTY. shit her. then after that, my sis tried to give me chocolate. i refused. cause i was really very angry. my mum was like questioning why, cause normally i would accept. plus it's my fave chocolate, cadbury peppermint. how to eat? i was so fucking pissed. and i still am. i open my pouch, less 50 bucks, aint any good feeling. gosh. now i talk about this, i'm superduper pissed. FREAKASS

todaytoday, school! milosaur cut her hair. so cute luh. now she looks more like a dinosaur:D HEH. okay fine, i'm not that mean. morning, about the debate stuff again. the one for sectwos. goodjob goodjob(: after that, LIT TEST! omg la, the unseen poetry so freaking hard and misswong didnt tell us that we had to study for it luh! she just told us that OMAM was tested only. two period test. can die man. super sleepy. cause on saturday night, was talking on the phone until 4plus. then sunday night, went to bed at like, 2am:D heck la. then i was rushing cause not enough time. damnit. anyway, after that, had cha

science. bunsen burner stuff. cause i was burning the splinter. then she was like "why dont you use your hair instead". i was like, fine, i stop i stop. crap ass la. then after that went to xifan's bench there, they also kana the same thing by cha. after that, cha tap my shoulder and gave the sign ask me go to her. i was like, huh. end up is only explain to me how to do the worksheet. okay....

recess didnt go for platoon recess cause had to work on poetry slam :/ we wasnt prepared okay! we were like, still rushing cause we didnt know what the heck were we gonna do on stage. then we wanted to ask misswong if can swap lesson with mukerji, so that we can like, have more time to plan. but then cannot find her. so aiya. then we just try to do as much as we can luh.

chinese. in some other room cause laoshi say the chinese room aircon spoil. then me and xifan had to stand there and tell the rest luh. during chinese, listen to laoshi talk about chang wen suo duan. so boring. other schools learn it in secONE, we learn it in secTWO. so slow la. sc chinese standard sucks okay!

murkeji lesson. supposed to group into groups. then katrina kana left out. sorry mannnn! then some stupid weird thing on answering questions la. sheeeesh. then after that, POETRY SLAM! we had to go one lesson early. then met misswong on the way. she wished us good luck. we were damn freaked! nicola and xifan and huiying look SO CUTE in no4! haha. then after that, we were like freaking out on stage. aleena was doing light controls, so easy for her. but the five of us were superduper freaked out. then we had a half group hug cause huiying and nicola were at the other side of the stage. so freakedd! first was 2gy that performed. then US. omg we were damn freaked. first out was xifan. the audience started to laugh. seriously laugh. we were like, oh crap. then the rest were like, funny. and retarded. i laughed during the fighting scene. gosh la. then after that was a few other performances from other classes. 2co was goooooood. so professional luh! after that, resultsresultsresults!
WE GOT THIRD!
never expect okay! we thought that we would just get consolation or something. 2co got first. woooots. they deserved it:D yaye them. i forgot who got second -.- in our joy of getting third, i didnt hear. YAYE 2GRACE! WHO SAID WE COULDNT MAKE IT! then receiving the prize, we ask aleena to stand up. then alllllllll the secones and sectwos turn to look at her. she was like so paiseh like that. she then slowly slowly stand up. HAHA. so funny so cute. after that, group pic. then aleena dunno zao until where. so only the five of us. so saddd man. not the full group D: thenthen, sc debate team got a TWO page spread for their debate against chss. YEAH MAN. sc rocks your socks:D

after school, supposed to go with huiying and aisha to serene. then huiying end up cannot. so i was waiting for aisha at the busstop for so long. seems that the ip test maybe can postpone!:D goodgood. then i can go for sc open house! anyway, peoplepeople, go for... :
SC OPEN HOUSE
19MAY'07, SATURDAY
(time, i not sure XP )
go okay! and explore our nicenice school! LOL. and buy stuff and go to NCC. yayeyaye. ncc is not as tough and bad as you think okay! it's okay de luhh.

after that at serene, went to macs cause island was superduper full. sat around eating icecream and fries:D talkeattalkeattalkeat. i think i'm gonna grow fattttt. hello people, i'm fat okay! stop saying that i am skinny. cause i am not. my thighs are horrible :/ then aisha was telling me that she was supposed to go to anderson. it seems that most of our choices for sec schools was the same. sc, anderson, stmargs, cedar. and both of us wanted to either get into sc or anderson. haha.

omg i hear my neighbour la. he's so loud okay. he's like "hahahahaha. bangla bangla". TSK. so racist mannn. and then so loud somemore. my other neighbour is indian eh! tsk so mean. later she hear how? tsktsktsk.

OH! i got my report book today. it's so freaking retarded can. the comments is "Hazel gets on well with her classmates. In studies, she tries." IT'S THAT SHORT. i was like, staring at it and going, wtf? so WEIRD. mrs hee writes the shortest comments man. then only three of my subjects above average. my english just above by 0.1. but heck. who cares man:D my % is 62.7 D: another freaking b for my average. last year also! you know our cohort is like superduper smart. sheeeesh. then meishaan got 72something for her average. shit her la. get so high for WHAT D: stupid girl. then pooooor sylvia got grounded even though she did like, quite well. poorthingpoorthing. she got, 68something. seriously poorthing. i havent showed my mum yet. later man:D

i'm still freaking pissed with jasmine. freak ass. 50bucks less okay! D:

&please, stop appearing in my life when i just forgot all about you.

2007-05-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

POETRY SLAM
die
LIT TEST
die

why tomorrow so lit-ish D:

________________________________
PAULA DEANDA
When It Was Me

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck 'o 5
And I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

That made you smile (me)
That made you laugh (me)
Me that made you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

________________________________
GOOD CHARLOTTE
Broken Hearts Parade

Oh oh Oh, oh Oh oh, here we go, Oh oh Oh, oh Oh oh,
Oh oh Oh, oh Oh oh

We got problems, we don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeleton's that follow
We got baggage, you know we're gonna drag it
everywhere we go, for everyone to see

In the broken hearts parade
and I'm putting my heart out on display there's no,
masquerade, just a funeral march for love today
the band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
broken hearts parade, I've never been better than I am today

Oh oh oh, Oh oh oh

You got a question, how do we get it started?
I got an answer: let go of your heart and
love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it

In the broken hearts parade
and I'm putting my heart out on display there's no,
masquerade, just a funeral march for love today
the band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
broken hearts parade and I've never been better than I am today

I used to lie awake at night and wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up everyday

The broken hearts parade
and we're putting our hearts out on display there's no,
masquerade, just a funeral march for love today
the band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
broken hearts parade and I've never been better than I am today

March on to the sound
the beating of a broken heart
step with the rhythm you found
to the beating of a broken heart

&sometimes i wish that i was her, and she was me. maybe life would have been better(:

2007-05-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

third post for today. but i'm feeling horribly emo and have no where to tell to. if you see this, dont come and tell me, oh it's okay whatever crap. life isn't okay. fate cannot be twisted neither can the future be changed.

i feel super demoralised la. everybody is getting As and Bs, i'm getting Cs and Ds. why does the people around me just have to be such smartshits. i may have gotten three As for my ca1, but still, it's all just nicely that very mark or so. and my Cs and D. yeah nice. i don't know la. sometimes i did work hard for the mark, yet i get super low. there my parents was, telling me how low i got and accusing me of not putting my heart into my studies. sometimes when i really didnt, then i'll just simply brush it off, cause i know that it was me. they are not accusing me of something i didn't do. but when i really did study like crap for it, or at least even trying like crazy to remember the stuff, fitting the information in my teeny brain as much as possible, and the low grades still come.

ncc too. my drills are still sucking and i simply cannot remember all those ifc notes. to others, they can just read it out once or twice, and pooof, it's in their head. not me. i read thousands of times, yet i still dont get a single thing in my freaking brain. i'm sure many others do think that my drills are being awfully sucky and that my ifc is like shit. i won't be surprised if you do think so.

family. no matter what i do, my two sisters are always better than me. every way, every aspect. maybe it's just that i'm jealous. but just because i am the eldest doesn't mean that i have to be the best so that they can follow my example right? i can do like, bad stuff too and they can learn from it also right? though yeah, there's a chance that they might follow, but i'm sure that they know what's good for them and not good. maybe not kristal, but... i don't know

i guess i don't know how to face up to reality that much. i can't reach expectations and goals that people set for me. i'm still living in my own fantasy, only breaking down when reality surfaces. here i am, living day for day, but not thinking about what the future would be, cause i dare not think. it's too real for me.

i can't reach the goals and expectations that you set. i tried, but i fell, not knowing how to face up to reality.